10 isatmbar 1990
AmmaIjaana¸
jaaihda Kalaa kao Kt ilaKto tao mauJao DoZ, barsa hI gaujara hO¸ laoikna Aapkao maOM tba sao Kt ilaKtI Aa rhI hMU¸ jaba maOM pZ,naa ilaKnaa nahIM jaanatI qaI. mauJao yakIna hO ik maoro vaao saaro Kt Aapnao pZ,o hOM AaOr khIM saMBaala kr rK ide hOM. maora yah Kt khIM saMBaala kr rKnao sao phlao @yaa mauJao [saka javaaba nahIM ilaK saktIM AapÆ mauJao vah javaaba caaihe AmmaIÑ @yaaoMik jaao fOsalaa maOMnao Aaja ikyaa hO¸ vaao maora nahIM Aapka hO.

idllaI maoM maOMnao jaba krna sao SaadI krnao kao haM kr dI tao ja,aihda K,alaa naoM kha qaa¸
"yah SaadI taihra krna sao nahIM kr rhI¸ yah tao baIbaI bad$inasaa kI baoTI krvaa rhI hO.

ApnaI mausalamaana maaM kI¸ Apnao ihndU baap ko saaqa jaao hmaoSaa ]saka maurId tao rha laoikna SaaOhr na bana saka."

krna khta hO ik KUbasaUrtI ka kao[- majahba nahIM haota. haota hO AmmaI haota hO. ihndU AaOr mausalamaana ka maja,hba nahIM¸ SaaOhr AaOr baIvaI ka maja,hba¸ irStaoM AaOr rvaayataoM ka maja,hba.

maoro Abbaa ko saaqa Aapko irSto kao SaadI kI rvaayat kI ja$rt qaI hI nahIM. haotI tao maora vajaUd hI na haota.

krna ko saaqa maorI SaadI kI rvaayat hu[-. laoikna irStaÆ nahIM bana payaa AmmaI. baIca maoM maja,hba kI na Barnao vaalaI Ka[- hO. AaOrt AaOr mard ko maja,hba kI.

yah kOsaa irSta hO maora krna sao AmmaIÑ vaao ApnaI ijandgaI ka hr lamha BarpUr jaI laota hO. mad- kI pUrI [maanadarI ko saaqa¸ AaOr maOM AmmaIÆ maOMÆ ]sakI baIvaI bananao ko baad caahto Anacaahto ]na lamahaoM ka [ntja,ar krtI hMU jaba vaao mauJao AaOrt banaa dota hO. baakI va> jaOsao maOM jaItI hI nahIM. isaf- ijandgaI ka [Mtja,ar krtI hMU. AaOrt haonao ka Agar yahI maja,hba hO AmmaI tao maOM kaifr hMU. ihMdU haotI tao bautprst khlaatI naÑ laoikna maOM bautprst nahIM hMU. krna maora Kuda nahIM hO ik maorI ijandgaI kao AaOrt haonao ko caMd lamahaoM ka krma Ôrmaa kr maorI [baadt ka ta]ma` hkdar hao jaae.

ija,ndgaI ko ijasa maaoD, sao krna mauJao imalaa qaa¸ maOM vahaM laaOT kr nahIM jaa saktI¸ jaanaa BaI nahIM caahtI. krna mauJao jahaM lao Aayaa hO¸ vahaM Aakr maOM inaKr ga[- hMU AmmaI. yahaM ka ]Ôk,¸ yahaM kI QaUp¸ yahaM kI QaMuQa¸ saBaI mauJao KUba rasa Aato hOM. basa Apnao ihssao kI QaUp CaMva ka ihsaaba imalaanaa baakI hO mauJao. iksaI idna ja,aihda Kalaa kao Apnao pasa baulaa laMUgaI. laoikna Aaja mauJao iksaI sao kuC nahIM khnaa. isavaaya Aapko AmmaIÑ Aaja ko baad maoro haqaaoM kra[- AapkI SaadI TUT ga[-.
AapkI
taihra

Kt pZ,nao ko baad taihra naoM baOca kI saIT kao Apnao dup+o sao paoMCa¸ K,t vahaM rKa AaOr ]sakI ek kaga,ja,I ikStI banaa dI. ifr vah baOMca sao ]z ]z kr diryaa iknaaro KD,I hao ga[-. hvaa na ko barabar qaI¸ lahroM [tnaI mawma ik panaI zhra saa¸ QaUp pUro jaaoraoM pr. taihra iknaaro ko AaOr krIba calaI ga[-. kMQao Jaukakr ek haqa Aagao baZ,ayaa AaOr ikStI kao dryaa maoM ]tar idyaa. ikStI jaba tk iknaaro ko saaqa saaqa maMDra[-¸ taihra vaOsao hI JaukI rhI. jaba lahro ikStI kao baha lao ga[- tao taihra saIQaI KD,I hao ga[-.

[tnaI CaoTI saI ikStI ko ilae @laIvar ivalaoja ka pD,aosaI tMga mauhanao vaalaa qaomsa diryaa BaI samaundr qaa. taihra ApnaI ikStI kao naja,raoM sao AaoJala haonao tk ]sao doKnaa caahtI qaI. vahIM KD,I rhI¸ KD,I rhI AaOr doKtI rhI. iksaI nao ]sako kMQao pr haqa rK idyaa.

"Agar Aap ApnaI AaMKaoM kao ja,ra saa Aarama donaa caahoM tao maOM AapkI ikStI pr qaaoD,I dor ko ilae naja,r rK sakta hMU."

baohd naIlaI AaMKaoM AaOr baD,o lambao kd vaalaa ek gaaora naaOjavaana AjanabaI taihra ko pasa KD,a ]sao kh rha qaa.
taihra mauskra dI.
"[sa trh Acaanak mauskuranao sao phlao Aap kao[- Aalaama- kI GaMTI nahIM bajaa saktIM @yaaÆ doKnao vaalao kao caotavanaI imala jaaegaI ik ]sakI AaKoM caaOMiQayaanao kao hO."

AjanabaI nao ek haqa sao ApnaI AaMKaoM kaoM idKa kr kha.

taihra Aba Kula kr hMsa dI.

" maora naama hOMk hO¸ hOMk dohana" AjanabaI nao Apnaa haqa baZ,ato hue kha. ]saka tlaF,Ôuja, [tnaa fk- qaa ik ]sako saOlaanaI haonao ka hriÔyaa bayaana do rha qaa.

"maOM taihra hMU" taihra nao haqa imalaayaa.
"Aap BaI maorI trh TUirsT hOM @yaaÆ maOM ha^laonD sao Aayaa hMU."
"maOM yahaM rhtI hMU" taihra AaOr hOMk Aba diryaa iknaaro saaqa saaqa cala rho qao.
"Aap paikstana sao hOM yaa [MiDyaa saoÆ" hOMk nao ]sako ilabaasa kao ek baar ifr doKkr pUCa.
"mauJao nahIM maalaUma" taihra nao kh tao idyaa AaOr mana hI mana daohrayaa jaOsao Kud Apnaa maulk,I tAa$f maaMgatI hao.

hOMk kI naIlaI AaMKoM kuC CaoTI hao ga[-. ]sako QaUp maoM tpo hue caohro ka savaailaayaapna ek hlkI saI JaurI- bana kr ]sakI poSaanaI pr ]Bara AaOr gaayaba hao gayaa. Apnao kMQao pr laTko kOmaro kI trf ]D,tI saI naja,r Dalakr vah baaolaa¸
"maOM poSaavar ÔaoTaoga`afr hMU. bahut sao AK,baaraoM AaOr pi~kaAaoM ko ilae ÍI laansa tsvaIroM ]tarta hMU. Aap @yaa yahaM pr sTuDoMT hOM¸ taihraÆ" ]sako maMuh sao inaklao taihra ko naama maoM 'ta' kma 'hIra' jyaada qaa.

taihra nao isar ihlaakr na kh dI.
"@yaa krtI hOM AapÆ" hOMk nao ifr pUCa.
"mauJao nahIM maalaUma." taihra nao kha.

hOMk calato calato Ék gayaa.
"doiKe¸ AaOr Aapkao Saayad kuC maalaUma hao yaa na hao¸ ]tnaa tao Aap ja,$r jaanatI haoMgaI jaao Aap kao phlaIbaar doKnao sao kao[- BaI jaana sakta hO."

hOMk Aba Apnao daonaaoM haqaaoM ka faoksa banaakr taihra kao doK rha qaa.

"]tnaa maOM BaI jaanatI hMU." taihra nao Apnao Aap kao khto saunaa AaOr caaOMk ga[-. ek AjanabaI ko saaqa eosaI baobaak,IÆ

hOMk nao Aba ifr sao calanaa Sau$ kr idyaa qaa.

"Aap baura na maanao tao pUCnaa caahMUgaa ik Agar Aap caahtIM tao [sa va> @yaa kr rhI haotIÆ" ]sanao pUCa.
"iksaI eosaI jagah kI tlaaSa maoM haotI jahaM mauJao @lao pa^TrI banaanao ka kama imalao." khto hI taihra ifr sao caaOMkI. ek Anajaana hma kdma sao ApnaI [tnaI ja,atI baat krnaa¸ hao @yaa gayaa qaa ]saoÆ
"Aap khaM khaM tlaaSa kr caukI hOMÆ" hOMk eosao pUC rha qaa jaOsao vahaM phMucaanao ka rasta jaanata hao.
"ABaI tao isaf- @laIvar ivalaoja kI Dayaro@TrI maoM hI doKa hO. @lao iksaI AaOr ivalaoja ka naama hO. AaOr pa^Tr naama ko caar pirvaar [saI [laako maoM rhto hOM. @lao pa^TrI banaanao ko saaqa ]naka kao[- tallauk nahIM."

taihra ko khto hI hOMk ja,aor ja,aor sao hMsaa.
"Aap tlaaSa krtI rihe. Aba kamayaabaI ko bahut krIba hOM Aap." ]sanao kha AaOr dryaa iknaaro Aakr $ktI ek saOlaanaI ikStI kao doKnao lagaa. ]sako saIiZ,yaaoM sao ]trto hue laaogaaoM maoM sao ek ]McaI laMbaI laD,kI kI trf ]sanao hqaolaI pr fMUk maar kr hlka saa hvaa[- baaosaa ]D,ayaa AaOr taihra sao kha¸
"vaao [Mgaa hO¸ maorI DoT¸ ikStI kI saOr krnaa caahtI qaI."

[Mgaa daOD,tI hu[- Aa[- AaOr hOMk sao ilapT ga[-.

"@yaa baiZ,yaa naja,ara qaaÑ mauJao KUba maja,a Aayaa. jaba maOM nahIM qaI tao tuma nao @yaa ikyaaÆ"
"maorI taihra sao maulaakat hu[-." hOMk nao kha.

[Mgaa nao taihra sao imalaanao kao haqa baZ,ayaa AaOr ja,aor sao saITI baja,a kr baaolaI¸
"iktnaI KUbasaUrt hOM AapÑ AaOr AapkI paoSaakÆ lagata hO iksaI ÔirStaoM kI duinayaa ka phnaavaa hO." vaao taihra ko dup+o kao CU rhI qaI.

"@yaa Aapko saaqa maOM ek tsvaIr iKMcavaa saktI hMUÆ Apnaa pta doMgaI hmakaoÆ Aap ko ilae ek ka^pI Dak sao iBajavaa doMgao."

taihra nao faoTao iKMcavaa laI AaOr pta do idyaa.

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