rola maoM calata hO pr [tnaa nahIM calata

gaalaaoM maoM saurtI Bara pana. saamanao rKa camakta huAa ]gaaladana. Qavala vas~aoM maoM rajasaI maud`a ilae laalaUjaI rola Bavana maoM kivataeM sauna rho qao. saBaagaar KcaaKca Bara qaa. maaOka qaa¸ 15 isatMbar¸ 2004 kao rola Bavana maoM ihMdI pKvaaD,o ko daOrana Aayaaoijat doSa ko phlao [-–kivasammaolana ka. [- baaolao tao – [laO@T/aoinak kivasammaolana. [laO@T/ainak kivasammaolana baaolao tao– kMPyaUTr malTImaIiDyaa AaOr p`aojao@Tr ko sahyaaoga sao¸ saMcaalana AaOr kavya–paz ko daOrana¸ AnaukUla CivayaaM idKato hue¸ kula kivata–p`stuit kao saupr QaaMsaU banaanaa.

rola Bavana ko ihMdI AnauBaaga ko iSaYT–saMkaocaI AiQakairyaaoM kao Baraosaa nahIM qaa ik rolamaM~I jaI [sa kaya-Ëma maoM AaeMgao. ]nhoM @yaa pta qaa ik laalaU jaI kivata ko ivakT p`omaI hOM. maOMnao ]nasao kha ik yaid ]nhoM isaÔ- pta calaogaa tao vao Apnao savaa saaO kama CaoD,kr AaeMgao. maOMnao Apnao [-–kivasammaolana kI saMpUNa- caxauYa yaaojanaa AaOr kiva–kivata dRSyaavailayaaM yah saaocakr banaa[-M ik laalaUjaI AaeMgao. vao Aae AaOr pUro tIna GaMTo ]sa [-–kivasammaolana maoM baOzo rho.

maOMnao SauÉAat ek eosaI slaa[D sao kI¸ ijasamaoM ek rolagaaD,I qaI¸ ijasa pr baaMglaa maoM kuC ilaKa huAa qaa. maOMnao baaolanaa p`arMBa ikyaa– 'baMgaala jaanao vaalaI rola maOMnao Aapkao [sailae idKa[- @yaaoMik yao ibahar haokr jaatI hO. laalaU jaI ibahar ko hOM¸ ]naka ivaSaoYa maaoh ibahar ko saaqa hO. [saI gaaD,I maoM ibazakr maOM Aapkao kivayaaoM ko saaqa ivahar kra}Mgaa.' ifr ÔaoTaoSaa^p¸ kaorla–D/a^ AaOr pavarpa[MT jaOsao saaFTvaoyaraoM ka [stomaala krto hue slaa[D\sa idKata gayaa. Agalaa i@lak krto hI sËIna pr ]sa rolagaaD,I ko iDbbao kI ek–ek iKD,kI pr ek–ek kiva idKa[- idyaa. maOM iKD,kI maoM baOzo ijasa kiva ko pasa kMPyaUTr ka ksa-r lao jaata qaa¸ ]sao baulaa laota qaa. kiva qao– sava-EaIÀEaImatI AlhD, baIkanaorI¸ sauroMd` Samaa-¸ Aalaaok puraiNak¸ AMjauma rhbar¸ gau$ sa@saonaa¸ kOlaaSa saoMgar¸ pvana dIixat¸ maQaumaaoihnaI ]paQyaaya¸ ASaaok svatM~ AaOr saaih%ya kumaar caMcala.

rola AaOr kivata sao jauD,o hue gaMuift dRSyaaoM kI tlaI jalaoibayaaoM maoM maorI kaOmaoMT/I kI caaSanaI ko imalanao sao [-–kivasammaolana Apnao maMca–imazasa ko p`oma–maaga- pr cala pD,a. laalaUjaI ko raja maoM PlaoTÔama- iksa trh rOna–basaoro banao hue hOM. kuC yaa~I nama-¸ kuC KamaKaM tnao hue hOM. kao[- jaaga rha hO¸ kao[- saao rha hO. ho BagavaanaÑ PlaoTÔama- pr yao @yaa hao rha hOÑ Agalao kMPyaUTrjainat ica~ maoM laalaUjaI maooro kMQao pr haqa rKo hue PlaoTÔama- ka inarIxaNa kr rho hOM. mauJasao khto hOM¸ '[na yaai~yaaoM kI sauivaQaa ko ilae maOM kla sao hI laalaU e@sap`Osa caalaU k$Mgaa¸ ijasaka ]d\GaaTna Asaaok jaI Aapkao hI krnaa hO.' Aba sËIna pr AatI hO – laalaU e@sap`Osa. ijasako [Mjana ko daonaaoM Aaor kolao ko tnao baMQao hue hOM¸ gaoMdo kI maalaaeM dosaI [sTa[la maoM laTk rhI hOM. laalaUjaI batato hOM– '[- saara ZOkaorosana Aapka BaaBaI rabaD,I nao ikyaa hO.' saBaagaar p`sanna. laalaU p`sanna¸ tao bajanao vaalaI tailayaaM BaI p`sanna. AiQakarI ga,aOr sao laalaU jaI kao doK rho hOM. khIM rolamaM~I jaI baura tao nahIM maana rhoÑ  laoikna ]naka hMsaI sao idpidpata caohra doKkr AaSvast hao jaato hOM. sabako caohro idpidpanao lagato hOM.

hr kiva ka pircaya nayaI–nayaI slaa[D\sa ko saaqa Alaga AMdaja, maoM idyaa jaata hO. kiva ko baaolanao sao phlao tsvaIroM baaolatI hOM. saBaagaar cama%kRt hO. kiva laaja-r dOna laa[Ô hao cauko hOM. ÔaoTaoSaa^p kI xamataAaoM ka jalavaa hO¸ ijasako rhto kivata Apnao nayao–nayao Aqa- Kaola rhI hO. laalaUjaI ka ]gaaladana Barta jaa rha hO. pana ko baID,o kma pD, rho hOM.

AiQakairyaaoM nao batayaa qaa ik maM~I jaI kovala AaQaa GaMTa Ék paeMgao. vao pUro tIna GaMTo AanaMd laoto rho. klpnaa AaOr yaqaaqa- kI ikssaagaao[- ko saaqa kivasammaolana calata rha. lagaBaga saBaI nao laalaUjaI pr kuC na kuC saunaayaa. AMt maoM kavyapaz ikyaa EaI AlhD, baIkanaorI nao. ]nhaoMnao ek pOraoD,I laalaU jaI pr hI saunaa dI– 'idllaI maoM hO tna¸ pTnaa maoM hO mana¸ halaat kI maar inaralaI hO¸ jaIjaajaI ka jaI bahlaanao kao¸ saalaa hO naa kao[- saalaI hO. Saba Zlanao lagaI tao laalaU nao lalauAa[na kao TolaIÔaona ikyaa¸ Aa jaaAao tD,pto hOM ArmaaM¸ Aba rat gauja,rnao vaalaI hO.' mauJao pta qaa ik [sasao jauD,tI hu[- ek AaOr pOraoD,I AlhD, jaI nao ilaKI qaI pr caMUik laalaU jaI saamanao baOzo qao [sailae saMkaoca kr rho qao. maOMnao AlhD, jaI kao p`ao%saaiht ikyaa– 'saunaa Dailae. laalaU jaI hasya AaOr vyaMgya ka kBaI baura nahIM maanato.' AlhD, jaI nao rabaD,I BaaBaI kI trÔ sao javaaba do idyaa– 'AaOr tklaIÔ mauJao eo maoro hmaraja, na dao¸ mauJakao [sa rat kI tnaha[- maoM Aavaaja, na dao.' AiQakarI ]sa samaya saaoca rho haoMgao– 'AlhD, jaI¸ rolavao kI kivata maoM calata hO¸ pr [tnaa nahIM calata. kmatI¸ kmatI baaoilae.'

Qanyavaad &apna kI AMitma AaOprcaairkta sao phlao maOMnao saMkotBar ikyaa– '[sa [-–kivasammaolana ko ilae ihMdI AnauBaaga ko pasa pyaa-Pt Qana nahIM qaa. ifr BaI kiva ima~aoM AaOr ApnaI tknaIkI TIma ko sahyaaoga sao maOM [sao p`stut kr payaa. maOM [naka AaBaarI hMU. maOM sadOva ]na laaogaaoM ka AaBaarI rhMUgaa jaao ihMdI kao Aba kUpmaMDUkaoM¸ inarxaraoM AaOr ]poixataoM kI dird` BaaYaa nahIM maanaoMgao. ihMdI tknaIkI $p sao samaRw haokr jana–saMp`oYaNa kI nayaI–nayaI saMBaavanaaeM Kaola rhI hO. laalaU jaI jaOsao ima+I sao jauD,o naota yaid caahoM tao BaaYaa ka saMvaQa-na ha[-–TOk p`ivaiQayaaoM sao hao sakta hO. ihMdI ]nnait kr saktI hO. vastut: ihMdI kI rola sarpT [saIilae nahIM daOD, patI @yaaoMik pTrI ibaCanao vaalaaoM maoM hI pTrI nahIM baOztI. ihMdI ko naama pr kuC ja,ra–saa BaI K,ca- haota hO tao AMga`oja,IdaM maUCaoM ko poT maoM maraoD, ]znao lagata hO. ihMdI AnauBaaga nao kivayaaoM kao pairEaimak ko $p maoM @yaa idyaa hO¸ yah batakr maOM rolavao kI Civa pr daird`\ya ka pa]Dr nahIM lagaanaa caahta.'

Kola K,tma hao gayaa¸ hjama krnao laayak pOsaa imalaa hI nahIM qaa¸ [sa baat ka Ahsaasa Saayad laalaU jaI kao huAa. ]nhaoMnao Acaanak maa[k maMgaayaa AaOr ha^la sao inaklatI hu[- janata kao raokto hue tabaD,taoD, GaaoYaNaa kr dI ik ijatnao kivayaaoM nao kivata saunaayaa hO¸ ]na sabako pcaasa–pcaasa hja,ar Épe maM~alaya kI Aaor sao ide jaato hOM.

maOM laalaU jaI ko pICo KD,a qaa. maoro pICo rolavao ko kuC AiQakarI KD,o qao. ek AiQakarI nao dUsaro sao jaao Sabd kho vao maoro kana maoM BaI sahja p`ivaYT hue – 'AroÑ AroÑÑ maM~I jaI¸ kma doM yao tao bahut j,yaada hO. [tnaa tao AnauBaaga ka vaaiYa-k bajaT BaI nahIM haota. inabaMQa AaOr kivata p`ityaaoigataAaoM maoM hja,ar Épe sao j,yaada khaM doto hOM. kao[- rolavao duGa-Tnaa qaaoD,o hI hu[- hO ik ivaklaaMga kivayaaoM kao mauAavaja,a do dao. bata[e ibanaa salaah ilae GaaoYaNaa BaI kr dI. doMgao khaM saoÆ kma doto hmaaro AnauBaaga maoM [tnaa nahIM calata.'

]sa saBaagaar maoM KD,o–KD,o mauJao sana 1978 maoM klak<aa maoM huAa ek vaakyaa yaad Aayaa. klak<aa maoM haolaI ko Aasapasa bahut kivasammaolana huAa krto hOM. ek–ek idna maoM paMca–paMca kivasammaolana. phlaa – saubah–saubah Thlanao vaalaI maMDlaI ko saaqa pak- maoM. dUsara – dsa bajao klaamaMidr maoM. tIsara – ek bajao¸ ]saI saBaagaar maoM dUsaro EaaotaAaoM ko saaqa. caaOqaa – tIna bajao¸ TOgaaor iqaeTr maoM. paMcavaa – paMca bajao¸ mahajaait sadna maoM. bahut rat maoM kaya-Ëma haoto nahIM qao¸ @yaaoMik¸ khIM BaI AaOr kBaI BaI baMba–pTaKo fUT sakto qao. eosaI kivasammaolana EaRKMlaaAaoM ko baad jaoba maoM AcCI–K,asaI rkma AaOr ATOicayaaoM maoM baMgaala kI taMt kI saaiD,yaaM Barkr kivagaNa laaOTa krtoo qao. mauJao AaOr sauroMd` jaI kao klak<aa sao idllaI ko ek kivasammaolana ko ilae t%kala laaOTnaa qaa. AarxaNa qaa nahIM. ]na idnaaoM rolavao qa`I–Tayar baaogaI ko TI ,TI ,Bagavaana sao kma naja,r nahIM Aato qao. jaao TI ,TI ,phcaana jaato qao¸ vao na kovala AcCI jagah idlaato qao bailk ApnaI Aaor sao kivayaaoM ka caaya–panaI BaI krto qao. havaD,a jaM@Sana pr hmaoM iksaI nao nahIM phcaanaa. ijasa iDbbao maoM baqa- kI saMBaavanaa idK rhI qaI ]sako TI ,TI ,ek baMgaalaI maaoSaaya qao. TI ,TI ,ko caohro pr vaao Baava qaa jaao AamataOr sao irja,vao-Sanaatur yaai~yaaoM kao doK kr Aata hO. eosao Avasar pr yaa~I ko caohro pr pTasa ka Baava haota hO AaOr TI ,TI ,ko caohro pr naklaI KTasa ka. sauroMd` jaI nao saaO ka naaoT inakalaa AaOr TI ,TI ,maaoSaaya ko haqa pr rK idyaa – 'dadaÑ idllaI tk dao baqaao-M ka [Mtja,ama kr dao.' TI ,TI ,maaoSaaya saaO ka krara naaoT doKkr ivaismat qao. sauroMd` jaI nao Aa%maIya dbaava sao ]nakI mau{I baMd kr dI. TI ,TI ,maaoSaaya baaolao– 'kaOmatI daoÑ kaOmatI daoÑÑ rolavao maoM caaOlata¸ pr [tnaa na[-M caaOlata.' drAsala¸ zIk yahI Baava rola Bavana maoM KD,o AiQakairyaaoM kI iTPpNaI maoM qaa – 'laalaU jaI kaOmatI dao¸ kaOmatI dao. rolavao maoM calata¸ pr [tnaa nahIM calata.'

laalaU jaI tao GaaoYaNaa kr cauko qao. kiva qao ik Baraosaa nahIM kr pa rho qao. mauJao BaI ek puranaI kqaa yaad Aa[- – ek rajaa kao ek kiva nao Saanadar kivata saunaa[-. rajaa bahut KuSa hue AaOr rajaa nao BaI bahut Saanadar [naama kI GaaoYaNaa kr dI. [naama kI GaaoYaNaa sao kiva bahut KuSa huAa. jaba [naama laonao gayaa¸ tao rajaa nao kha – 'kaho ka [naamaÑ Aapnao hmaoM baataoM sao KuSa ikyaa¸ hmanao BaI Aapkao ApnaI baat sao KuSa kr idyaa. KuSa rihe AaOr [naama–iSanaama BaUla jaa[e.'

ek idna Acaanak rola–Bavana sao Ôaona Aayaa ik caOk tOyaar hOM¸ lao jaa[e. caOk laonao ko baad BaI k[- kivayaaoM kao yakIna nahIM Aayaa ik saccaI maoM imala gayaa. kuC nao tao yakIna caOk Baunaa laonao ko baad hI ikyaa haogaa.

dUsarI Aaor¸ vao kiva Aaja BaI malaalaga`st hOM¸ ijanhoM maOMnao inamaMi~t ikyaa qaa¸ laooikna kma pOsaaoM ko p`stava Aqavaa inajaI karNaaoM sao [sa [-–kivasammaolana maoM nahIM Aa sako qao. haya husaOna¸ hma @yaaoM na hueÑ K,Or¸ kivagaNa pcaasa–pcaasa hja,ar pa cauko hOM. Ka–pcaa cauko hOM. jaba BaI ]sa kivasammaolana kI sauhanaI smaRit–bayaar AatI hO¸ maorI KaopD,I–pTla kI icaMtna–JaaopD,I ko Aasapasa ]na TI ,TI ,maaoSaaya ka caohra¸ AlhD, jaI ka caohra¸ rola Bavana ko AiQakairyaaoM ko caohro mauskrato hue maMDranao lagato hOM AaOr gaMUjata hO Alaga–Alaga isqaityaaoM maoM kha gayaa ek hI jaumalaa – kaOmatI¸ kaOmatI rola maoM calata hO pr [tnaa nahIM calata.

9 janavarI 2006