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gait baZ,tI hI jaa rhI qaI ik Acaanak ]saka Agalaa
ihssaa [sa trh sao ]za ik pta cala gayaa ik ]sakI naak }McaI hao ga[- hO.
AaOr Agalao hI pla vah ja,maIna sao paMca saaO ifT }pr qaa. bamba[- naIcao
rh ga[- qaI, , ,jaga–maga bamba[-, , ,]saka dRSya saubah ko AaosaI prdo
ko pICo qaa , , ,kovala kuC hI saokoND maoM jahaja, caar–paMca hja,ar ifT
kI }Mcaa[- kao par krto hue }pr AaOr }pr ]zta jaa rha qaa , , ,
ilaFT ko daonaaoM AnauBava iksaI yaaddaSt kao laaOTanao maoM naakama
saaibat hue qao , , ,
jahaja Aba baadlaaoM ko }pr–naIcao hao rha qaa , , ,AaOr saInao
maoM idla kuC [sa trh sao QaD,k rha qaa jaOsao kao[- pMp haqa maoM laokr
iksaI blaODr maoM hvaa Baro , , ,
Syaama naMdna vamaa- ka kha huAa ik iKD,kI ko pasa kI saIT laonaa¸
maoro ilae sauKd AnauBava nahIM hao pa rha qaa. baahr doKnaa jahaM
saaOndya- kao Aplak inaharnaa bana sakta qaa vahIM ]laTo vah mauJao AatMikt
kr rha qaa. AK,baar maoM kama krto hue maOMnao na jaanao iktnaI baar
p`Qaana–maM~I AaOr Anya maMi~yaaoM Wara AasamaanaI daOraoM maoM baaZ, sao
hue sava-naaSa ko daOraoM ka inarIxaNa krto pZ,a qaa. holaIka^PTr ko
GaUmato pMKaoM vaalao ica~ BaI doKo qao. magar ApnaI phlaI hvaa[- yaa~a
[tnaI K,amaaoSa AaOr badhvaasa kr dogaI¸ [saka AMdaja, nahIM qaa. maOMnao
AaMKoM baMd kr laIM AaOr Kud kao Bagavaana ko saharo CaoD, idyaa ik [sako
Aagao maora kao[- vaSa nahIM hO, , ,.
@yaa Apnao haqa sao inakla cauko iksaI BaI Avasar ko Aagao iksaI ka
vaSa calata hO, , , gaganabaalaaeM ja,haja maoM GaUmanao lagaI qaIM. vao
yaai~yaaoM ko pasa jaakr ]nhoM kuC donao lagaI qaIM. maoro saaqa vaalaI
saIT pr jaao AadmaI qaa ]sakI BaI ivadoSa yaa~a ka phlaa saf,r qaa. baolT
baaMQanao sao laokr AgalaI hr gaitivaiQa maoM hma daonaaoM ek samaana
Anajaana qao. vah BaI caup qaa AaOr maOM BaI. daonaaoM hI AnauBavahIna qao. ]sasao maOMnao [tnaa hI pUCa qaa ik khaM ko rhnao vaalao hao AaOr khaM jaa
rho hao tao vah ibahar AaOr sa]dI baaolakr caup hao gayaa qaa. mauJao yaa
]sao jaao kuC BaI jahaja, maoM gaganabaalaaAaoM nao Kanao–pInao ko ilae
donaa caaha¸ hmanao manaa kr idyaa , , , Asala maoM hmaoM sa}r hI nahIM
qaa AaOr hma iksaI SarmaIlao Ca~ kI trh kuC saIKnao kao tOyaar nahIM qao , , ,.
AadmaI Apnao A&ana kao BaI [saItrh pIZ,I–dr–pIZ,I sarkata
rhta hO. caupcaap, , ,. hma iktnaI hI baatoM isaf,- [sailae nahIM jaana
pato ik ]nhoM jaananao kI kaoiSaSa maoM khIM hmaarI taOhIna na hao jaae
jabaik sacaa[- yah hO ik A&ana kao iCpanao maoM hI taOhIna hO , , ,magar
@yaa kro [Msaana , , , [-gaao AaD,o Aa jaata hO, , ,halaaMik¸ maora
svaBaava Aba na kovala ija&asau hO bailk mauKr BaI laoikna phlao eosaa
nahIM qaa. ek SarmaIlaapna bahut samaya tk mauJapr havaI rha hO, , ,
gaganabaalaa nao hI maorI AaOr saaqa vaalaI saIT pr baOzo ibaharI
yaa~I kI baolT baaMQaI qaI. jaba baolT Kaola donao ka inado-Sa idyaa gayaa
tao ]saI nao Kaolanao maoM madd kI , , ,
jahaja, khaM sao gauja,r rha hO, , ,iktnaI }Mcaa[- pr hO Aaid
saUcanaaeM maa^naITr ko baD,o prdo pr dI jaa rhIM qaIM , , ,
maOMnao Apnao Dr kao iCpanao ko ilae AaMKoM baMd kr rKI qaIM. jaba
}ba haonao lagaI tao iKD,kI sao baahr JaaMknao ka mana banaato hue AaMKoM
KaolaIM. mauJao jaao saIT imalaI qaI vah jahaja, ko pMKaoM ko pasa qaI.
khaM maalaUma qaa ik AaMK Kaolakr baahr doKnao kI kaoiSaSa maoM Apnaa AMt
naja,r Aaegaa , , ,
jaba maOMnao iKD,kI sao baahr doKa tao }pr inarBa` AakaSa AaOr naIcao
naIlaa samaMdr qaa , , ,jahaja, bahut }pr qaa , , ,saOMtIsa hja,ar ifT kI
}Mcaa[- pr, , ,evarosT kI 29902 ifT kI }Mcaa[- sao BaI }pr , , ,AaOr QartI
bahut dUr qaI, , ,samandr ko iknaaro khIM , , ,ijasaka pta mauJao nahIM qaa , , ,maOM na@Sao laokr yaa~a nahIM
krta , , ,
Acaanak maorI naja,r jahaja, ko pMKo pr ga[-. vah mauJao caTka huAa
lagaa. kBaI vah caTknao lagata AaOr kBaI ]sakI draroM kma haonao lagatIM.
mauJao ]naka [sa trh haonaa BaItr tk Dra gayaa. yahI lagaa ik jahaja, TUT
rha hO AaOr ija,ndgaI basa kuC plaaoM kI Amaanat hO , , ,Apnao mana ko Dr
kao maOMnao sahyaa~I sao khnaa caaha , , ,ik jahaja, TUT rha hO , , ,ifr
, , ,lagaa ik khIM eosaa krnao sao jahaja, maoM pOinak na hao jaae , , ,
maOMnao AaMKoM ifr baMd kr laIM AaOr bajarMgabalaI kao yaad ikyaa , , ,vah
manahUsa GaD,I BaI yaad Aa[- jaba AbaUQaabaI Aanao AaOr naaOkrI krnao ka
ASaaok ka p~ imalaa qaa ijasao panao ko baad hI Gar ko saBaI p`aiNayaaoM kI
AaMKaoM maoM AaSaaAaoM ko hja,araoM caraga, iJalaiMmalaa ]zo qao , , ,
Aaja barsaaoM baad Apnao AnauBava sao kh sakta hUM ik ASaaok ka vah
p~ manahUisayat ka pOgaama laokr nahIM Aayaa qaa. vah p~ na Aata tao Saayad
maOMM ApnaI ij,andgaI ko bahut sao frayaja, kao AMja,ama nahIM do pata , , ,zIk hO ApnaaoM sao dUr hao gayaa
maOM , , ,raoja, ka imalanaa–jaulanaa
saala Bar ko [Mtja,ar maoM badla gayaa , , ,idnaaoM kao ka]NT Da]na ko
AMdaja, maoM igana–iganakr ibatanao ka nayaa isalaisalaa Sau$ hao gayaa , , ,magar¸ pcaIsa vaYaao-M maoM duinayaa ijatnaI toja, gait sao badlaI hO, , , ]sa duinayaa maoM AavaSyaktaeM AaOr baaj,aar ijasa trh sao GaraoM maoM
Gausa Aae¸ ]na sabasao inapTnao ko ilae maOM Apnao svaBaavaanausaar Baart
maoM tao pUra hI Axama saaibat haota , , ,
vaOsao BaI bacapna maoM pZI AaOr baccaaoM kao pZ,a[-
AyaaoQyaa isaMh ]paQyaaya ‘hirAaOQa’ kI kivata ‘ek baUMd’
mauJao k[- maaOkaoM pr yaad Aa[- hO. [nasaana kao Gar CaoD,naa hI pD,ta hO. Gar CaoD,naa ]sao kuC na kuC banaata ja,$r hO
AaOr yaid kuC ‘na’
banaa sako tao BaI ]sao AnauBava sampnna tao banaata hI hO. yah AnauBava
sampnnata BaI iksa ka$M ko K,jaanao kao panao sao kma hO , , ,
p`itBaa kI phcaana BaI Apnao Gar maoM khaM hao patI hOÆ baD,o–baD,o laaoga jaao ApnaI jagahaoM sao icapko rho vao saba Gar kI
maugaI- dala barabar vaalaI khavat banakr ijae. sarnaama haonao ko ilae BaI
gaumanaama haonaa pD,ta hO, , ,baonaama haonaa pD,ta hO, , ,ek nayaI
saubah banakr Sau$ haonaa pD,ta hO. sabaka maukd\dr khaM eosaa haota hO ik
vah Da0 navaaja, dovabaMdI kI trh kho–
saba ka KulaUsa saba kI [naayat mauJao imalaI
maOM KuSanasaIba hUM ik
mauhbbat mauJao imalaI
vaao AaOr haoMgao ijana kao
vatna CaoD,naa pD,a
Apnao vatna maoM rh ko BaI [j,ja,,t mauJao imalaI.
yak,,Inana¸
[j,ja,t panao ko ilae vatna CaoD,naa ja,$rI nahIM hO. magar navaaja, saahba
ka yah AaSaya BaI kt[- nahIM hO ik Aap [j,ja,t kao ja,barna Apnaa hk,
samaJaoM AaOr Apnao laaogaaoM sao panao ko ilae Apnao Gar sao hI icapko rhoM , , ,
eosaa BaI nahIM qaa ik ihndustana maoM rhto hue maOM bao[j,ja,t
ija,ndgaI sao baavasta qaa. laoikna ihndustana CaoD,nao ko baad ijasako
saaqa jaao irSto laokr maOM ivada huAa qaa , , ,]na irStaoM maoM kuC
naja,dIkI hI baZ,I. AaOr¸ Agar naja,dIkI naja,r Aanao laayak na BaI baZ,I
tao BaI ]samaoM dUiryaaoM kao jagah na imalaI. yahaM maOM ]na irStaoM kI
baat kr rha hUM jaao svaaqa- sao pro qao , , ,vao Aaja Azarh saala baad BaI
svaaqa- sao pro hI hOM ¸ laoikna , , ,
ijana irStaoM maoM kovala svaaqa- qaa vao baD,I ku$pta ko saaqa yaa
tao iGasaT rho hOM yaa ifr K,%ma hao gae , , ,KOr¸ tao maOM ApnaI AaMKoM
baMd ike bajarMgabalaI kao yaad kr rha qaa AaOr jahaja, ko pMKaoM kao
jabasao fTta doKa qaa tBaI sao saaoca rha qaa ik jaba saBaI marnao ko ilae
hI savaar hOM tao jaao sabako saaqa haogaa vahI maoro saaqa BaI haogaa , , ,caar–saaO laaoga ek saaqa ek duBaa-gya kao
ijaeMgao , , ,
mauJao AaScaya- hao rha qaa ik jaba [tnaI dor sao jahaja, caTk rha hO
tao Abatk Qamaaka @yaaoM nahIM huAa. jaba maoro Anaumaana sao jahaja, ko
samaMdr yaa QartI pr igarnao ko va@,t sao BaI j,yaada samaya haonao lagaa
tao maOM caupko sao AaQaI AaMKoM Kaolakr iKD,kI ko baahr doKta AaOr pMKaoM
kao saamaanya doK Kud BaI saamaanya haonao kI kaoiSaSa krta. AaOr¸ yaid
pMKo fTto hI idKto tao AaOr nava-sa haokr sabako nasaIbaaoM sao Apnao AMt
kao jaaoD, laota , , ,jaao inaiScat hO AaOr ijasao kBaI na kBaI haonaa hO
]sasao khaM tk Baaganaa AaOr iksa rF,tar sao Baaganaa , , ,mahamaR%yauMjaya
jap BaI maaOt ko mauMh sao [Msaana kao k[- baar inakala lao¸ yah tao
saMBava hO magar hmaoSaa ko ilae ]sao yamaraja kI dRiYT sao AaoJala kr do¸
eosaa tao Abatk nahIM huAa , , ,
ek va@,t qaa jaao zhr gayaa qaa. kBaI va@,t ka zhrnaa maaohbbat ko
]na lamhaoM maoM [-Svar sao p`aqa-naa ka sababa bana jaata qaa jaba maOM
ApnaI p`oimaka ko pasa haota qaa. magar vah va@,t BaI sacamauca maoM zhrta
khaM qaaÆ jaba ]tnaa hsaIna va@,t nahIM zhra tao [sa va@,t kao BaI khaM
zhrnaa qaaÆ haM¸ daonaaoM va@,taoM maoM fk,- ja,$r qaa. ek va@,t
kao jahaM pMK lagao haoto qao vahIM dUsara va@,t caIiTyaaoM kI caala
sao gauja,r rha qaa. caIiTyaaM BaI AaiK,r ApnaI maMija,la tk phuMca hI
jaatI hOM. yah tao hvaa[- jahaja, qaa jaao Aaz–saaO maIla p`it GaNTo kI
gait sao maMija,la kI Aaor jaa rha qaa , , ,
ek samaya eosaa BaI Aayaa jaba lagaa ik jahaja, qama–qamakr naIcao
Aa rha hO. [sa ehsaasa ko saaqa hI maoro kanaaoM maoM Bayaanak dd- Sau$ hao
gayaa. mauJao phaD,aoM sao haoto hue gauja,rnao ko Apnao vao saf,r yaad Aae
jaba–jaba maOM nyaUjalapa[-gauD,I sao gaOMgaTaok gayaa yaa vaapsa Aayaa
qaa. p`aya : ]na yaa~aAaoM maoM GanaGaaor dd- sao kana fTnao saa lagata.
mana haota ik basa khIM Aba $k jaae AaOr maOM ]tr pD,UM , , ,112
iklaaomaITr kI yaa~a maoM saaro ‘krma’ hao jaato. magar hma BaI ³ maOM
AaOr saubaIrdasa´ kma baoSama- nahIM qao. caar idna kI CuT\TI haoto hI
kanapur ko ilae ]D, pD,to.yaa~a kI tklaIf, kovala [saI 112 iklaaomaITr tk
hI haotI. baakI yaa~a tao hma Apnao ZMga sao manaaorMjak banaa laoto qao , , ,
kana maoM dd- haonao ka karNa hvaa ko dbaava ka badlanaa AaOr KUna
maoM Aa^@saIjana ka Gaulanaa hO. kuC laaogaaoM kao eosaa dd- p`aya : haota
hO tao kuC kao kBaI–kBaI. kuC laaogaaoM kao tao pta BaI nahIM calata.
maOMnao kBaI K,laIja, Ta[msa ko t%kalaIna saMpadk ivaËma vaaohra ka ek
laoK pZ,a qaa ijasamao ]nhaoMnao ilaKa qaa ik jahaja, maoM saf,r krto hue
Ta[T AMgaUzI BaI nahIM phnanaI caaihe. hvaa ka dbaava kma haonao sao
]MgailayaaM fUlanao lagatI hOM AaOr yaa~I kao AMgaUzI kI vaja,h sao bahut
tklaIf, haotI hO. maOM samaJata hUM sabakao yah tklaIf, BaI nahIM haotI.
ApnaI pcaasa sao }pr hu[- hvaa[- yaa~aAaoM maoM maOMnao iksaI yaa~I kao
AMgaUzI ko karNa CTpTato nahIM doKa laoikna kanaaoM ko dd- sao laaogaaoM kao
proSaana haoto AaOr ]sasao bacanao ko ]paya krto hr baar doKa hO. kuC
baccao tao baurI trh raonao BaI lagato hOM , , ,
jahaja, maoM ËU kI gahmaagahmaI Acaanak baZ, ga[-. isagaroT bauJaa
donao AaOr baolT baaMQa laonao ko ka^Sana ko saaqa hI GaaoYaNaa hu[- ik Aba
kuC hI dor maoM hma AbaUQaabaI ko SaoK, ja,ayad [NTrnaoSanala hvaa[- AD\Do
pr ]trnao vaalao hOM. baahr ka tapmaana 34 iDga`I AaOr sqaanaIya samaya ko
Anausaar GaD,I imalaa laonao ko ilae saUicat ikyaa gayaa. samaya maoM DoZ,
GaNTo ka AMtr qaa. BaartIya samaya AbaUQaabaI ko samaya sao DoZ, GaNTo
Aagao qaa , , ,
saubah ko paOnao naaO bajao haoMgao jaba jahaja, sao saIiZ,yaaoM Wara
]trnao ko baad lagaBaga tIsa–caalaIsa maITr dUr KD,I ek basa maoM jaanaa
pD,a. dUrI bahut kma qaI. mahInaa BaI frvarI ka qaa. magar vah kuC plaaoM
ka baItnaa ek nae vaatavarNa sao imalavaa donao kao kafI qaa. %vacaa
Jaulasaa donao vaalaI garmaI qaI. 34 iDga`I tapmaana BaI bahut AiQak nahIM
haota laoikna maOMnao phlao kBaI frvarI ko mahInao maoM ]tnaI garmaI nahIM
BaugatI qaI , , ,
baMgaora iksaI dUsarI basa maoM baOz gayaa qaa. ]sasao ifr
[maIga`oSana kI pMi@t maoM hI maulaakat hu[-. hma daonaaoM ifr ek pMi@t maoM
KD,o hue , , ,.
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