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maOM laa[na
sao inaklakr ]sa dIvaar ko pasa phuMcaa ijasamaoM CatI kI }Mcaa[- pr ek
gaaola Cod qaa. ]saI Cod sao ]sanao dao kaga,ja, pkD,ae AaOr kha¸ “yah
Aaoirja,nala [NT/I primaT hO , , , [sao ka]NTr pr donaa haogaa , , ,”
matlaba yah ik hmanao ijana kaga,ja,at pr saf,,r ikyaa qaa vao Cayaa–p`it
qao , , ,
saamaanya–saI pUCtaC AaOr pa^sapaoT- tqaa
Aaoirjanala [NT/I primaT kao jaaMca laonao ko baad pa^sapaoT- pr eNT/I kI
mauhr laga ga[- , , ,
ijasa vyai@t nao SaISao kI dIvaar sao kaga,ja,at qamaae qao vah skUla ka sabasao puranaa kma-caarI AaOr Aaohdo sao
caprasaI maaohmmad qaa. Aaja vah skUla ka pI Aar Aao hO AaOr
imasTr maaohmmad hO laoikna AQyaapkaoM ko ilae AaOr k,asataOr pr puranao
AQyaapkaoM ko ilae ]sako idla maoM Aaja BaI vahI ja,j,baa hO jaao Sau$ maoM
idKa qaa. Asala maoM vah skUla ko ilae ek samaip-t vyai@t%va hO , , ,
mauJao AaScaya- huAa ik ASaaok AaOr ivajaya¸ daonaaoM maoM sao kao[- eyarpaoT- nahIM Aayaa qaa.
maaohmmad
ko saaqa eyarpaoT- sao baahr inaklato hue maaOsama ko Aagao AaMK nahIM zhrtI
qaI. rot ko kNaaoM sao pravait-t haotI hu[- saUya-—riSmayaaM cakacaaOMQa
pOda krtI qaIM. ek naIlao rMga kI maaja,da vaOna pa^ik-Mga eiryaa maoM KD,I
qaI ijasa pr safod rMga AaOr AMga`oja,I maoM ‘AbaUQaabaI [iNDyana skUla’
ilaKa qaa. vah BaI vaatanaukUilat qaI. ]samaoM baOzkr Sahr kI Aaor calato
hue saD,k pr panaI ka Barma haota rha. kanapur maoM bahut gamaI- maoM
kBaI–kBaI marIicaka ka dRSya ma[-–jaUna ko mahInaaoM maoM tba idKa qaa
jaba laU cala rhI haotI qaI. frvarI ko mahInao maoM eosao dRSya kI klpnaa
kBaI nahIM kI qaI. yah sana 1986 kI baat hO. Aaja tao frvarI ko mahInao
maoM kBaI–kBaI svaOTr Dalanaa pD,ta hO. p`kRit BaI Apnao $p badlatI hO. [sa baIca hiryaalaI BaI KUba
baZ,I hO. laoikna ]na idnaaoM frvarI ka
mahInaa BaI gama- haota qaa , , ,
kBaI iflma AiBanao~I jayap`da yahaM Aa[- qaIM. p`saMga tao yaad nahIM ikntu iksaI AKbaar maoM ]nako saaxaa%kar maoM
pZ,a ik
]nhaoMnao ApnaI AaMKaoM kI saurxaa kao Qyaana maoM rKto hue QaUp ka caSmaa
pla Bar ko ilae BaI nahIM ]tara. maOM Agar ]nasao imalaa haota tao khta¸
“ jayaajaI ¸ yahaM laaKaoM laaoga 47–48 iDga`I tapmaana maoM BaI naMgaI
AaMKaoM Kulao maoM kama krto hOM AaOr ek AcCa caSmaa KrIdnao kI AaOkat nahIM
rKto , , ,vao Agar caSmaa KrIdto BaI hOM tao ApnaaoM kao donao ko ilae , , ,vao ihndustana maoM rhnao vaalao iksaI Apnao kI frmaa[-Sa pUrI krto hOM
, , ,ApnaI AaMKoM tao vao kbakI Kao cauko haoto hOM , , ,
ek AaOr baat
, , , jaao maaohmmad nao hmaoM bata[- ik paMca vaYa-
baad ]sa idna saubah panaI ka ek Crka Sahr ko }pr sao gauja,r gayaa qaa , , ,yaanaI ik baairSa hu[- qaI
, , , baairSa haonao kI KuSaI ]sako caohro pr
qaI . vah baaola rha qaa ¸ “
paMca saala phlao BaI [Qar panaI barsaa qaa AaOr baaZ, Aa ga[- qaI ifr , , ,nahIM barsaa
, , ,Aaja barsaa hO , , ,jaba Aap Aayaa , , ,” vah khnaa
caahta qaa ik maora Aanaa [sa jagah ko ilae SauBa saaibat huAa hO. vah
sarla hRdya yah nahIM jaanata
ik [nasaana ko Aagamana AaOr gamana sao maaOsama nahIM badlaa krto. p`kRit
ka Apnaa caË hO. maOMnao Aagao k[- barsaaoM tk naaoT ikyaa ik hr saala
sa~h frvarI kao panaI ja,$r barsaa. Aba BaI yah tarIK maoro Aist%va ka ek
eosaa ihssaa banaI hu[- hO ik [saka [Mtja,ar pUro saala banaa rhta hO. halaaMik¸ Aba [sa tarIK kao baairSa k[- barsaaoM sao nahIM hu[-
, , ,baat
khaM calaI jaa rhI hO , , ,
hmaarI baataoM ko daOrana baMgaora ek maUk Eaaota hI banaa rha.
Sahr
kI Aaor toja, gait sao BaagatI vaOna ko daonaaoM Aaor saD,kaoM ko baIca maoM
iDvaa[Dr pr poD, lagao qao. Baart maoM maOMnao khIM eosaa doKa nahIM qaa. saD,k ko iknaaro
poD, tao samaJa maoM Aato qao magar saD,k ko baIcaaobaIca
iDvaa[Dr pr poD, samaJa maoM nahIM Aae. poD,aoM maoM maOM kovala KjaUr kao
hI phcaana payaa. Anya poD, JaaD,Inaumaa qao. ]nhoM naama sao maOM nahIM
phcaana payaa. maOMnao ]nhoM phlao doKa BaI nahIM qaa. ibanaa doKo iksaI
caIja ka vaNa-na maOM Apnao ilaKo maoM nahIM krta , , ,nahIM kr sakta , , ,yah kama
baD,o laoKk krto hOM. maOM ABaI [tnaa baD,a nahIM huAa ik
saroAama JaUz baaola sakUM , , ,
saD,k pr hmaarI vaOna ko Aagao–Aagao marIicaka cala rhI qaI AaOr
tba ]na plaaoM maoM mauJao kanapur ko ek caica-t gaItkar rama sva$p
‘isandUr’ ka ek gaIt yaad Aa gayaa , , ,
tuma
Aae tao saavana Aayaa
gayao
]za tUfana
jala
maoM , , ,
jala
maoM tOro roigastana , , ,
kuC
khnaa hao kuC kh jaa}M
idna–idna
Bar Gar maoM rh jaa}M
taja,mahla
jaOsaa lagata hO , , ,
kla[-
puta makana , , ,
jala
maoM tOro roigastana, , ,, , ,
jaIvana maoM eosaa hI tao haota hO.
kao[- Aakr Apnaa bana jaata hO
tao roigastana maoM naKilastana pnap jaata hO ¸ kao[- Apnaa inakla jaata hO
tao ija,ndgaI SmaSaana bana jaatI hO ., , ,‘isandUr’ ko [saI gaIt ka ek baMd hO jaao mauJao na jaanao @yaaoM
khIM BaI AaOr iksaI BaI samaya yaad Aata hO :
saaonao
maoM caaOkUM Dr
jaa}M
saaMsa
calao laoikna mar jaa}M
isarhanao
rKnao kao KaojaUM , , ,
AaQaI
rat kRpana , , ,jala maoM tOro , , ,jala maoM tOro roigastana , , ,
AbaUQaabaI ko tIna Aaor samaud`
AaOr¸ ]sako baIca roigastana AaOr¸ ]sa roigastana ko baIca ek naKilastana , , ,AadmaI ko pu$Yaaqa- sao
banaayaa huAa , , ,
maoro daMtaoM kao doKkr maaohmmad nao Anaumaana lagaayaa ik maOM pana
Kata hUM. ]sanao kha “pana hao tao KaAao , , ,”
“
maOM laokr nahIM Aayaa , , ,isagaroT hO , , ,”
“ipyaao
, , ,laoikna , , ,gaaD,I sao baahr foMknaa nahIM , , ,mauKalafa hO , , ,paMca saaO idrhma
, , ,”
maalaUma huAa ik mauKalafa maanao jaurmaanaa.
]sanao eoSaT/o idKa[-
jaao igayar ko pasa qaI AaOr kha “[samaoM Dalanao ka , , ,”
maOMnao isagaroT saulagaa laI. jaOsao raht kI saaMsa laI hao.Flaa^[T maoM tao kuC saaocanao ka va@t hI nahIM imalaa qaa.
pta calaa ik saD,k pr kuC foMknaa yaa qaUknaa manaa hO. saD,koM caaMdnaI maoM QaulaI hu[-
jyaao%sanaa kao maat krtI qaIM. maOMnao saaocaa ik [tnaI safa[- ihndustanaI
@yaaoM nahIM rK sakto , , ,Æ
yah jaanakarI BaI ]saI idna imalaI ik yahaM hD,tala jaOsaI kao[-
hrk,t naakaibalaobardaSt hO. na kBaI hu[- hO AaOr na
Aagao AaSaMka hO. naaOkrI krnao Aae hao tao krao. nahIM krnaa hO tao
vaapsa jaaAao. mauJao Apnao doSa maoM Aae idna haonaovaalaI eosaI hD,talaoM
yaad Aa[-M ijanasao jana jaIvana Asaamaanya hao ]zta hO. laaogaaoM kao
tklaIf haotI hO. yahaM tk ik Da^@Tr BaI
hD,tala pr calao jaato hOM AaOr ]nako [sa kukR%ya sao zIk hao saknao vaalaa
marIja, BaI icaik%saa sauivaQaa na imala panao ko karNa Akala maR%yau ka
iSakar hao jaata hO. ]sa idna sacamauca sarkar ko kzaor rvaOyao pr saMtaoYa ja,aihr ikyaa qaa maOMnao.
[MTk, eTk, laala JaNDa AaOr maja,dUr
yaUinayanaaoM kao yaad krko mana iKnna hao gayaa qaa ikntu baad maoM , , ,QaIro QaIro
, , ,yahaM rhto hue Apnao AnauBavajanya jagat sao jaanaa ik
BaartIya laaoktM~ kI barabarI dUsaro maulkaoM K,asataOr pr Arba duinayaa
maoM saMBava hI nahIM hO. Apnao hk, kI Aavaaja, na ]za panao ko AiQakar ko
karNa maja,dUraoM kI isqait bahut K,raba hO. ijanako dma pr Arba duinayaa
jagamagaatI hO ]nako caohraoM pr maud-naI ko isavaaya kuC BaI nahIM idKta. kuC BaI nahIM haota.KO,r¸
[sa saMbaMQa maoM jaba maOM piriSaYT ilaKUMgaa
tBaI ivastar sao bata}Mgaa. iflahala tao SaISaaoM ko Sahr maoM phuMcanao kI
baat hao rhI hO , , ,
vaOna kI
rF,tar 120 sao 140 iklaaomaITr p`it GaNTa qaI laoikna ]sakI iKD,ikyaaM baMd haonao ko karNa spID ka AatMk kt[- nahIM qaa.AaQao GaNTo
sao kma samaya maoM hI vaOna Sahr maoM daiK,la hu[- , , ,
maoro saamanao ek
lak–dk Sahr qaa. SaISao ka Sahr. AakaSa caUmatI
Ad\Baut\ [maartoM , , ,
kBaI svaPna maoM BaI eosaa Sahr nahI doKa qaa.
[nd`purI kI cacaa- ja,$r saunaI qaI magar ]sakI BaI pirklpnaa AbaUQaabaI kI saundrta ko Aagao
Qvast hao ga[-. ihndI iflmaaoM maoM kBaI–kBaI iksaI ivadoSaI laaokoSana ko
TukD,o doKo qao laoikna tba yah tmaIja, nahIM qaI ik ]na TukD,aoM kI
BaaOgaaoilak jaanakarI BaI maalaUma kI jaae , , ,.
Apnaa Sahr yaad Aayaa ijasasao maOM pagalapna kI hd tk maaohbbat Aaja
BaI krta hUM. Apnaa gaaMva yaad Aayaa ijasao maOM ApnaI saaMsaaoM maoM
jaIta hUM. saba kuC slaa[D\sa kI trh AaMKaoM ko Aagao sao gauja,r gayaa. rha tao cama%kRt krta dRSya ik @yaa kao[- Sahr [tnaa KUbasaUrt BaI hao sakta
hOÆ baambao ka narImana Pvaa[MT BaI KUbasaUrt lagaa qaa , , ,laoikna [tnaa
nahIM.
saD,k pr vaahnaaoM ko naama pr sanna–sanna
gauja,rtI karoM qaIM. ]naka toja, gait sao gauja,rnaa tBaI pta calata qaa jaba ]nako
gauja,rnao
sao vaOna ihla jaatI qaI , , ,
ek AaOr baat phlaI baar doKI ik Aavaagamana daihnao sao qaa.
Baart
maoM ijasa trh laaoga baaMe sao calato hOM ]sako zIk ]laT yahaM daeM sao
cala rho qao. karaoM maoM sToyairMga baaMe lagao qao.,
maaohmmad nao Sahr maoM jahaM vaOna
KD,I krvaa[- vahaM ‘Baavanaa’
rostraM ka baaoD- lagaa qaa. vaOna sao baahr inaklakr rostraM maoM
phuMcanao tk ifr gamaI- ka ehsaasa huAa laoikna Andr vaatanaukUilat
vaatavarNa qaa. AbaUQaabaI maoM saubah ka phlaa naaSta maOMnao AaOr
baMgaora nao ‘Baavanaa’ maoM ikyaa. naaSto ko daOrana baatoM haotI rhIM.
maaohmmad nao batayaa ik ‘vaRndavana’ ¸ ‘svaagat’ ¸ ‘Aanand’
¸ ‘Saarda’ Aaid k[-
rostraM
hOM ijanamaoM Sauw SaakaharI Baaojana imalata hO. [sako Alaavaa BaI k[-
rostraM hOM jaao BaartIya laaogaaoM Wara calaae jaato hOM , , ,
‘Baavanaa’ sao inaklanao ko baad skUla phuMcanaa hI hmaarI
maMija,la qaI , , ,
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