SaIla saa’ba sao badlato irSto

maOMnao kha hO na ik SaIla saa’ba ka vyai@t%va na tao [khra qaa na duhra.]sao ithra¸ caaOhra kuC BaI naama idyaa jaa sakta hO.bahut KamaaoSa rhto qao. bahut baaolato qao. baaolato samaya Apnao hI tk- doto. caaho vao tk- dmadar yaa baodma hI @yaaoM na haoto. ApnaI baat kho ibanaa na tao maanato qao AaOr na $k sakto qao. sTaf maIiTMga maoM ja,$r ]z KD,o haoto AaOr ivajaya ]nhoM baOz jaanao kao khta tao BaI vao jaao caahto¸ baaola jaato. daonaaoM mao C%tIsa ka AaMkD,a qaa, , ,
Asala maoM vao caahto qao ik ]naka ‘naaoiTsa’ ilayaa jaae. 

maoro saaqa ]nhaoMnao phlaa kama yah ikyaa ik skUla sao hr vaYa- inaklanao vaalaI pi~ka ko saMpadna ka daiya%va yah khto hue qamaa idyaa¸ “Aap AK,baar kI duinayaa sao Aae hOM , , ,p~–pi~kaAaoM maoM ilaKto hOM , , ,Aba yah daiya%va saMBaailae , , ,maOM bahut idna kr cauka”

sana\ 1981 sao 85 tk vao pi~ka ko ihndI–ivaBaaga ko mau#ya saMpadk qao. 81 sao phlao yaa Saayad 82 maoM BaI jaba pi~ka inaklaI qaI tao ‘ihndI–ivaBaaga’ kI saamaga`I AcCo saulaoK maoM ilaKI ga[- qaI. jabatk ihndI sao@Sana haqa sao ilaKa p`kaiSat huAa ]sao EaImatI dmaanaI jaao baailakaAaoM kao ihndI pZ,atI qaIM¸ ]nhaoMnao ilaKa qaa. SaIla saa’ba jaba Aae tao ]nhaoMnao sauJaava idyaa ik ihndI sao@Sana BaI yaid Ta[p ikyaa huAa Cpo tao pi~ka AaOr saundr idKogaI. p`stava kt[- Aapai%tjanak nahIM qaa Anyaqaa ivajaya iksaI ko p`stava kao svaIkar lao yah ]sako svaBaava maoM nahIM. Saayad yah hr baa^sa ka svaBaava hao jaata hO. maOM samaJata hUM ik SaIla saa’ba AgalaI CuiT\TyaaoM maoM hI ihndI maoM kama krnao ko ilae Ta[p–ra[Tr laae haoMgao pi~ka ko ilae ihndI kI saamaga`I kao Ta[p krnao ko ilae skUla ]nhoM 500 idrhma dota qaa. ja,aihr qaa ik skUla ko Ca~–Ca~aAaoM sao ja,barna ilaKvaa[- ga[- saamaga`I kao zIk–zak krnao ka baaoiJala kama SaIla saa’ba nao mauJao saaOMp idyaa. mau#ya saMpadk kI jagah naama BaI maora p`staivat kr idyaa magar saamaga`I kao Ta[p krnao ka yaanaI pOsaa hiqayaanao ka kama Apnao hI pasa rKa. 

maOMnao ivajaya sao kha ik yaid vah raja,I hao tao ihndI sao@Sana ka saara kama maOM Apnao iksaI ima~ ko maaQyama sao ihndustana sao hI kMpaoja, kra ko maMgavaa laUMgaa. yaid ]sao kuC pOsao lagaBaga dao hja,ar BaartIya $pyao BaI ide jaaeM jaao ik skUla ko ilae baD,I rk,ma nahIM hO tao vah mana sao bahut AcCa kama kra kr Baojaogaa. ivajaya kao yah Aapi%t qaI ik Agar saamaga`I Baart Aato–jaato Kao ga[- yaa khIM samaya sao na imalaI tao pi~ka kOsao inakla paaegaI. maOMnao ]sao batayaa ik saamaga`I kI ek faoTaoo ka^pI Apnao pasa rKUMgaa. Avvala tao kao[- nakara%mak baat haogaI nahIM AaOr yaid kuC eosaa huAa tao hma ]sao SaIla saa’ba sao yahIM kra laoMgao. ]na idnaaoM maOM nayaa nayaa qaa. ivajaya sao puranaI daostI qaI. ek ivaSvaasa qaa jaao ]sasao phlao TUTa nahIM qaa. vah maana gayaa. maOMnao Apnao ek ima~ kao jaao ek maah ko AvakaSa pr Baart jaa rha qaa ]sao ihndI ivaBaaga sao saMbaMiQat saamaga`I kI ‘DmaI’ banaakr dI AaOr takId ikyaa ik [sao eosao hI Cpnaa hO. iksaI sao kama krakr vaapsaI maoM laota Aae.  mauJao yah khto hue saMtaoYa ka AnauBava haota hO ik ijatnaa AcCa ‘ihndI sao@Sana‘ ]sa vaYa- pi~ka maoM p`kaiSat huAa ]tnaa saundr ifr kBaI nahIM idKa. Balao hI Aba kmPyaUTr ip`MT Aa]T sao pi~ka Cp rhI hO AaOr kmPyaUTr pr BaI maOM hI kama kr rha hUM. kula 410 idrhma ka K,ca- Aayaa qaa ijasaka Baugatana maOMnao ]sa ima~ kao kr idyaa ijasanao ihndI kI saamaga`I kao Baart maoM kMpaoja, krayaa qaa. jaba ivajaya kao ibala idKato hue batayaa ik yah K,ca- Aayaa hO tao ]sanao turMt kOlakulaoTr ]zayaa AaOr ]sa pr na jaanao @yaa gauNaa–Baaga krko mauJao batayaa ik Aaja kI tarIK maoM [sa samaya kroMsaI ka jaao roT hO ]sako ihsaaba sao maa~ 400 idrhma hI hue. ]sanao mauJao 400 idrhma hI ide. jabaik saubah hI maOMnao 410 idrhma ka Baugatana ikyaa qaa. maOM Avaak–saa ]saka mauMh doKta rh gayaa. 

savaala 10 idrhma ka nahIM qaa. savaala ek AadmaI kao ima~ ko baad p`Qaanaacaaya- kI kusaI- pr baOznao ko baad vyaavasaaiyak hao cauko doKnao ka qaa. ivajaya nao ]sa AadmaI ko baaro maoM BaI ek baar nahIM pUCa ijasanao ihndustana ko iksaI Sahr maoM pi~ka ko ilae Apnao saOkD,aoM GaNTo haoma krko p`Uf AaOr Cpa[- ka kama doKa qaa. ]sao ek pOsao donao ka savaala tao ivajaya ko idmaaga maoM kBaI ]za hI nahIM. ivajaya ko [sa $p sao maora pircaya phlaI baar huAa qaa. gaaoik¸ ASaaok nao phlao hI kha qaa ik Aba ivajaya vah ivajaya nahIM rha jaao TI ,ena ,e , maoM saaqa qaa.

mauJao AMga`ojaI AaOr ihndI kI TayaipMga AatI qaI magar maOM ]sao BaUla cauka qaa. iva&ana ivaYaya ko saaqa jaba maOM [NTrmaIiDeT kI prIxaa maoM dao baar jaanabaUJakr fola huAa tao ipta nao pZ,a[- hI baMd kra dI. yah tya huAa ik maOM TayaipMga saIKUM AaOr khIM ilaipk ko pd pr laga jaa}M. mana maarkr maOMnao TayaipMga saIKnaI Sau$ kI laoikna ijasa kama maoM mana na hao vah sahI ZMga sao saIKa BaI nahIM jaata. caar vaYa- tk TayaipMga saIKnao ko baavajaUd maorI spID pcaIsa Sabd p`it imanaT sao AiQak na hao pa[- AaOr ]sa daOrana naaOkiryaaoM ko ilae maOMnao jaao BaI TosT ide sabamaoM fola huAa. TayaipMga saIKnao ko Sau$ ko idnaaoM maoM hI [nsTIcyaUT ko [nsT/@Tr Arivand isanha sao ima~ta–saI hao ga[-. maOMnao ]nasao kha ik Aagao pZ,naa caahta hUM.  mauJao Ta[pra[Tr kI KT–KT ja,ra BaI bardaSt nahIM hO. hr Ch GaNTo pr enaaisana laoto hue jaInaa mauJao kt[- psaMd nahIM. ]nhaoMnao caalaIsa $pyao kI madd kI AaOr maOMnao vyai@tgat prIxaaqaI- ko $p maoM [NTr AaT\-sa prIxaa ka fa^ma- Bar idyaa. CaoTo baccaaoM kI baIsa–baIsa $pyaaoM kI dao T\yaUSana pkD,I AaOr ek sauinaiScat rasto kI Aaor baZ, ilayaa. Arivand isanha kI sahayata kao maOM Apnao jaIvana kI sabasao baD,I sahayata maanata hUM. ]sasao maora jaIvana badla gayaa AaOr maOM ilaipk haonao sao baca gayaa. TayaipMga maoM spID Balao hI AavaSyaktanausaar nahIM hao pa[- laoikna maOM saIK tao gayaa hI qaa. ifr BaI SaIla saa’ba sao Taiyapra[Tr maaMganaa na tao mauJao gavaara qaa AaOr na ]sapr baOznaa qaa. baad maoM pta calaa ik skUla maoM ihndI Taiyapra[Tr qaa jaao rKo–rKo QaUla AaOr jaMga Ka rha qaa. AagaamaI vaYaao-M maoM jabatk SaIla saa’ba skUla maoM rho tba tk pi~ka ko ihdI sao@Sana kao ]nhaoMnao hI Ta[p ikyaa. yah BaI kOsaa saMyaaoga hO ik mauJao Ta[pra[Tr pr baOznaa hI pD,a AaOr vah BaI ]sa Taiyapra[Tr pr jaao SaIla saa’ba nao mauJao idyaa. K,Or , , ,

maOM BaI ApnaI trf sao ]sa AadmaI kao Abatk kuC nahIM do saka ijasanao Apnaa samaya lagaakr ihndI sao@Sana kao Baart maoM kMpaoja krayaa qaa. Asala maoM maOM ]sa vyai@t kao jaanata hI nahIM hUM. yah kja,- mauJapr banaa huAa hO. inaiScat$p sao maOMnao ]saka Baugatana kr idyaa haota laoikna ijasa ima~ dSarqa isaMh ko maaQyama sao yah kama maOMnao krvaayaa qaa¸ ]nasao maoro pairvaairk saMbaMQa iksaI karNa [tnao Kraba hao gae ik Aapsa maoM baat–caIt hI baMd hao ga[- AaOr hr trh ko irSto K,%ma hao gae. [na irStaoM ko K,%ma haonao ko phlao dSarqa isaMh nao mauJao 1000 idrhma kI nak,d sahayata tba kI qaI jaba maOM Apnao pirvaar kao phlaI baar AbaUQaabaI lao Aayaa qaa AaOr ]saI idna mauJao maja,baUrI maoM if`ja KrIdnaa pD, gayaa qaa.  dSarqa isaMh ka vah kja,- BaI Abatk isar pr lada hO. na vah maaMga rho hOM AaOr na maOM ]nasao kao[- saMpk- krnaa caahta hUM. vah AbaUQaabaI ko hI ek ihssao $vaOsa maoM hOM. ek Aasara hO. maOM ]nako pOi~k Gar ko bahut pasa hI lagaBaga ek iklaaomaITr kI dUrI pr janmaa hUM. M ihndustana maoM ]nasao maora kao[- pircaya nahIM qaa. maOM tIna vaYa- ka hI qaa ik baabaUjaI mauJao Apnao saaqa kanapur lao Aae. maorI saarI iSaxaa kanapur maoM hI hu[-. gaaMva hr saala gaima-yaaoM maoM jaata qaa. gaaMva ko irSto sao maoro ek BatIjao ramacand` itvaarI ]f-, hIra sao maorI ima~ta qaI. ]nhaoMnao hI ek p~ ko maaQyama sao maora pircaya dSarqa isaMh sao krayaa jaao ]nako sahpazI rh cauko qao. dSarqa isaMh mauJasao phlao sao AbaUQaabaI ko ek ihssao $vaOSa maoM qao jaao AbaUQaabaI sao tIna saaO iklaaomaITr dUr hO. hIra hmaaro pircaya ko maaQyama banao. Aaja nahIM tao kla ]naka pOsaa ja,$r laaOTa dUMgaa. halaaMik¸ yah kja,- 15 vaYa- puranaa hao gayaa hO AaOr maOM lagaBaga hr vaYa- gaaMva gayaa hUM. pairvaairk ija,mmaodairyaaoM ka hr baar [tnaa dbaava rha ik yah kja,- laaOTayaa nahIM jaa saka. ek baar Saayad hIra nao BaI mauJasao kha qaa ik dSarqa isaMh ko Baa[- jaao ]nako hI saaqa AQyaapk hOM ¸ ]nhaoMnao ]nasao kha qaa ik kRYNaibaharI pr dSarqa isaMh ko kuC pOsao inaklato hOM. maOMnao hIra kao batayaa ik pOsaa sacamauca inaklata hO magar vastuisqait eosaI hO. Aba bataAao ik yah pOsaa ]nhoM kOsao laaOTa}M. dSarqa isaMh kI ]sa madd ko p`it maOM hmaoSaa kRt& rhUMgaa. ]nako pOsaaoM kI kImat ]na idnaaoM Ch hjaar BaartIya $pyao rhI haogaI. Aaja vah lagaBaga saaZ,o baarh hja,ar hO. maOM ibanaa saUd ko yah kImat ]d\QaRt kr rha hUM.  ima~ta maoM saUd–vyaaja, nahIM haota., maOM eosaa maanata hUM ,, , ,,yaVip ima~ta tao Aba rhI nahIM AaOr na ]sako saU~ jauD, panao ko Aasaar hO. maOM baD,a sa#,t idla [Msaana hUM jaao naja,r sao ]tr gayaa vaao ]tr gayaa. dSarqa isaMh caahoMgao tao saUd–vyaaja, jaaoD,kr jaao banaogaa vah BaI do dUMgaa. Aaja jaba yah p`saMga ilaK rha hUM tao Acaanak Qyaana Aa rha hO ik maoro maaQyama sao k[- laaoga dSarqa isaMh sao piricat hue AaOr ima~ hue hOM. @yaaoM na ]nhIM maoM sao iksaI ko maaQyama sao yah kja,- laaOTa dUM , ,, , ,laoikna ifr saaocata hUM ik laaogaaoM kao @yaaoM pta calanao dUM ik iksa karNa sao hmaaro saMbaMQa hmaoSaa ko ilae samaaPt hao gae , , ,

vyaqa- maoM ek inahayat vyai@tgat p`saMga kao saava-jainak krnao sao @yaa fayad a, , ,

ek baar ]nasao Saayad eyarpaoT- pr maulaakat hu[- qaI. maOMnao hI Aagao baZ,kr ]nasao kuSala–xaoma pUCI qaI. ]sasao j,yaada kao[- baat nahIM hu[-. saMBaavanaa hI nahIM bacaI qaI , , ,

ivajaya nao pi~ka ko saMpadna maoM ihndI ivaBaaga ko ilae jaao Baugatana ikyaa ]sasao yah tao tya hao hI gayaa ik BaivaYya maoM maOM yah kama Baart maoM iksaI ima~ sao nahIM kra}Mgaa. TaiyaipMga ka daiya%va ifr SaIla saa’ba pr Aa pDa,  ,, , , 
]nhoM kao[- Aapi%t BaI nahIM qaI. kama ko badlao pOsao jaao imalanao qao  , , ,
mauJao pOsao BaI nahIM imalanao qao AaOr falatU kama BaI krnaa qaa ,  ,  ,

sTaf maoM SaIla saa’ba sao kao[- svayaM baat hI nahIM krta qaa. vah BaI nahIM ijasakao ]nhaoMnao phlaI T\yaUSana idlavaa[- haotI.vah Kud iksaI sao BaI baat krnao laga pD,to qao. ]nako saaqa ]na idnaaoM iksaI ko pairvaairk irSto BaI nahIM qao @yaaoMik ]nako Alaavaa iksaI iSaxak ka pirvaar saaqa qaa hI nahIM AaOr SaIla saa’ba yaUM BaI nahIM caahto qao ik kao[- ]nako FlaOT pr Aae , , ,

ek Aja,IbaaogarIba Sai#sayat , , ,  
laoikna ]namaoM pirvat-na Aayaa. ]saI trh jaOsao ek ija,d\dI AadmaI maoM Aata hO , ,
SaadI ko k[- vaYaao-M baad , , ,. Saayad Ch saala ko baad ]nhoM ek pu~I ka baap bananao ka Avasar imalaa. inaiScat $p sao yah maaOka ]nako AaOr ]nakI p%naI saMQyaa ko ilae AivasmarNaIya rha haogaa magar jaoNT\sa sTaf ko laaoga Saayad hI ]nhoM imalanao gae haoMgao.,,

baccao ko pirvaar maoM Saaimala hao jaanao sao inaScaya hI SaIla saa’ba p`sannaica%t idKnao lagao. dao vaYaao-M ko Andr vao dubaara ipta banao. [sa baar BaI pu~I hI pOda hu[- magar SaIla saa’ba ko caohro pr p`sannata hI qaI , , ,[-Svar kI BaI laIlaa ivaica~ hO. khaM tao SaIla saa’ba ek baccao ko ilae Ch saala trsato rho AaOr khaM dao vaYaao-M maoM hI dao baiccayaaoM ko baap hao gae , , ,

yaid maata–ipta daonaaoM hI kama–kaja,I haoM tao baccao ipta ko kuC j,yaada hI krIba hao jaato hOM. baoiTyaaM tao vaOsao BaI khavat ko Anausaar ipta ko krIba j,yaada haotI hOM. SaIla saa’ba baoiTyaaoM ko bahut krIba qao. CaoTI–CaoTI baiccayaaoM kao ilae hue vao k[- jagahaoM pr Akolao hI doKo jaa sakto qao. ]nakI [cCaAaoM kI pUit- maoM vao kBaI kao[- kaotahI AaOr kMjaUsaI nahIM krto qao , , ,

skUla maoM iksaI kI BaI tklaIf kao jaananao ko baad vao saIQao ]sako pasa phuMca jaato AaOr yaid maamalaa Aaiqa-k proSaanaI sao kuC BaI jauD,a haota tao turnt ]sakI madd kr doto. pOsaa vaapsa imalaogaa BaI yaa nahIM¸ [sakI icanta ]nhoM nahIM haotI qaI. ek p`saMga hI ]nakI [sa dyaanatdarI kao bayaana krnao ko ilae kafI hO. skUla maoM ek basa kMD@Tr  kI maaM Baart maoM baImaar hao ga[-. yah samaacaar jaba SaIla saa’ba kao imalaa tao ]nhaoMnao turnt ]sao eyar iTikT ko ilae pOsaa doto hue Baart jaakr maaM kI saovaa krnao kI salaah dI.,,

samaJa maoM nahIM Aata ik yahI AadmaI k[- maamalaaoM maoM Ja@kI @yaaoM hao jaata qaa , , ,  

maaca- ko mahInao maoM skUla maoM TIicaMga laaoD jaba kma hao jaata qaa tao KalaI samaya maoM iSaxak SatrMja Kolanao baOz jaato qao. maOMnao phlao hI ilaKa hO ik yah Kola na tao mauJao kBaI doKnao maoM AcCa lagaa AaOr na [samao kBaI maorI $ica jaagaI. baambao maoM rajaoSvar pirvaar kao hI maOMnao phlaI baar dIvaanagaI kI hd tk [sa Kola maoM DUbao doKa qaa. ]sasao phlao p`omacaMd kI khanaI ‘SatrMja ko iKlaaD,I’ pZ,I qaI sa%yaijat ro ko inado-Sana maoM banaI iflma BaI rajaond` rava ko saaqa kanapur ko nyaU basaMt isanaomaa ha^la maoM doKI qaI magar Kola doKnao kI naIyat sao nahIM bailk [sa Kola kI vaja,h sao jaao naakarapna [nasaana maoM janma laota hO ]sao doKnao ko ilae. [sa dRiYT sao khanaI BaI AcCI lagaI qaI AaOr iflma BaI. @yaaoMik ]saka kqya hI vahI qaa. magar jaba Kola ka ]d\doSya dUr kI kaOD,I laanaa AaOr samaya ibatanaa hao jaae tao vah mauJao AakiYa-t krnao ko badlao ]sasao dUr AiQak krta hO. sTaf$ma maoM jaao BaI KalaI haota vah turMt iksaI dUsaro ‘KalaI’ kao ZUMZ, laota AaOr Kola Sau$ hao jaata. kBaI–kBaI tao tIna–tIna caosa baaoDao-M pr Kolanao vaalao jama jaato. ]nako daeM–baaeM dUsaro iSaxak BaI Gaora banaae KD,o haoto jaao salaahkar kI BaUimaka inaBaato hue caahto ik kba baaja,I K%ma hao AaOr kao[- ek ]zo yaa daonaaoM iKlaaD,I hToM tao vao jamaoM. magar harnaovaalaa ibanaa jaIto ]znao kao tOyaar na haota qaa. maoro saamanao ]nhoM kaoF,t ko saaqa doKto rhnao ko Alaavaa AaOr kao[- caara na haota qaa. ]na isqaityaaoM maoM maOM ]na idnaaoM kao yaad krta jaba dIvaanagaI kI hd tk jauAa Kolata qaa. taSa ko tIna p%taoM ko Alaavaa duinayaa ka Ata–pta mauJao yaad nahIM rhta qaa. laoikna ija,ndgaI maoM kao[- xaNa kba eosaa Aa jaae ik Aap ApnaI dIvaanagaI kao Alaivada kh doM¸ kuC pta nahIM haota. eosao hI iksaI pla maoM maOMnao taSa ko p%taoM kao hmaoSaa ko ilae Alaivada kh idyaa , , ,Aba tao basa baraenaama kanapur maoM Saayad saala–dao–saala maoM kBaI kuC samaya ko ilae daostaoM ka mana rKnao ko ilae baOOzta ja,$r  hUM magar idla sao nahIM baOzta AaOr saaO–dao–saaO $pyaaoM sao j,yaada nahIM harta. jaana–baUJakr BaI harta hUM, , , daost Kola maoM BaI baar–baar yaad jaao idlaato hOM , , ,Arba sao Aae hao , , ,kanapur ko daostaoM ko ilae bamauiSkla va@,t inakala pata hUM.  jabasao ilaKnao–pZ,nao kI duinayaa kao fOlaa ilayaa tbasao ihndustana phuMcanao ko baad rcanaakaraoM sao imala panao kI kaoiSaSa maoM hI saarI CuiT\TyaaM inakla jaatI hO , , ,KOr¸  

SaIla saa’ba BaI SatrMja Kolato qao AaOr iksaI ko saaqa BaI Kolato qao. ]nako irSto sabako saaqa yaa tao ibalkula hI ApirBaaiYat qao yaa pUrI trh pirBaaiYat qao.samaUcao maaOna kao Apnaae hue ]naka Kola calata qaa.maja,o kI baat tba haotI qaI jaba SaIla saa’ba AaOr TI. Aao. manaI  Kolato qao. haota yah qaa ik daonaaoM hI kuC dor maoM yah ibalkula BaUla jaato qao ik vao kalao rMga kI gaaoiTyaaoM sao Kola rho hO yaa safod rMga kI. vao Apnao hI haqaI–GaaoD,o maarnao lagato AaOr jaba kao[- ]nhoM batata ik Kola maoM vao BayaMkr BaUlaoM kr rho hOM tao ]nhoM AaScaya- haota qaa ik eosaa kOsao hao sakta hO, , ,.maOM kBaI samaJa hI nahIM payaa ik pOdla¸ GaaoD,o AaOr na jaanao kaOna–kaOna ek ifT sao kma ko caaOKTo pr ja,ra–saI dor maoM hI dUsaraoM ko haqaaoM kOsao mar jaato hOM , , ,  

saamaaijakta ko krIba Aato hue BaI SaIla saa’ba jaao dUrI Apnao [d-—igad- banaae rKto qao vah ABaoV haotI qaI.

]sa dUrI kao kma krnao kI kaoiSaSa kao[- dUsara kOsao kr sakta qaa jaba tk vah svayaM kao[- maaOka nahIM doto , , ,,

      vahI AadmaI badla rha qaa , , ,

      magar QaIro–QaIro , , ,

      skUla ga`a]ND maoM ik`koT Kolanao ko ilae saImaoNT kI ipca banaI hu[- qaI laoikna Kola kBaI haota nahIM qaa. skUla maoM ik`koT ko ilae kao[- saamaga`I BaI nahIM qaI. na kovala ik`koT ko ilae bailk p`aya: saBaI KolaaoM ko ilae Kola saamaga`I skUla maoM na tao ]na idnaaoM qaI AaOr na Aaja hO. [sa maamalao maoM yah skUla mauJao ijatnaa dird` idKa ]tnaa dUsara kao[- nahIM. baad ko AnauBavaaoM maoM yah skUla mauJao p`aya: saBaI maamalaaoM maoM dird` hI nahIM kMgaala BaI idKa , , ,

    baccao Aaja BaI PlaoiyaMga maOTIiryala Apnao Gar sao laato hOM , , ,

    ]na idnaaoM BaI baccao fuTbaa^la¸ vaa^laIbaa^la¸ baaskoT baa^la Gar sao hI laato qao.

    ik`koT kI saamaga`I laanaa ‘mamanaU’ qaa yaanaI manaahI qaI , , ,

    @yaa yah jaanakr AaScaya- nahIM haota ik ijasa doSa ka iKlaaD,I saicana toNDulakr ik`koT kI duinayaa ka Bagavaana hao ]saI doSa ko baccaaoM ko ilae ivadoSa maoM cala rho iksaI BaartIya maUla ko skUla maoM ik`koT Kolanao kI manaahI haoÆ

    yah baat bahsa ka maud\da hao saktI hO , , ,  

ek eosaa skUla ijasamaoM lagaBaga caar hja,ar baccao pZ, rho haoM ]samao ek BaI myaUija,k TIcar nahIM  hO.khnao kao lagaBaga AaQaa dja-,na sao }pr iSaxak AaOr iSaixakaeM hOM jaao Kola AQyaapk AaOr AQyaaipkaAaoM ko naama pr inayau@t hOM AaOr ]nako pasa DI ,PaI ,eD , vagaOrh ko iDPlaaomao BaI hOM , ek ema ,pI ,eD , BaI hO laoikna kao[- BaI spaoT-\sa ko p`it samaip-t nahIM idKta. skUla ka Baagya hI saalaa eosaI kuNDlaI maoM hO ik hr xao~ maoM ]sao p`qama sqaana imalata hO. baccao Kud maohnat krto hOM. pOroNT\sa ]na pr pOsaa Kca- krto hOM. laoikna yah saba skUla str pr hI hO. skUla ko saaOBaagya pr duBaa-gya kI [sasao baD,I Cayaa @yaa haogaI ik sa%ta[-sa vaYaao-M ko Apnao vajaU,d maoM yah skUla Antra-YT/Iya str pr tao @yaa¸ raYT/Iya str pr BaI kao[- Ca~ yaa Ca~a nahIM do saka jaao Kola¸ klaa¸ saMskRit yaa iva&ana ko xao~ maoM yaaogadana dokr yaSa pa saka hao , , ,  

eosao maahaOla maoM ek idna kuC baccao ikk`oT baOT AaOr baa^la Gar sao laakr pI ,TI , pIiryaD maoM  ivakoT ³ek sTOND maoM jauD,o tIna ivakoT´ svaIimaMga pUla ko iknaaro lagaakr Kola rho qao. maOM BaI Saayad KalaI qaa. ]nako saaqa Kolanao lagaa. tBaI SaIla saa’ba BaI Aa gae. ]nhaoMnao AaScaya- sao pUCa¸ “ik`koT ka SaaOk Aapkao BaI hOÆ”

“haM, , ,kuC, , , kuC, , ,.” maOMnao dao–caar Saa^T Kolao tao ]nhaoMnao ballaa maaMga ilayaa AaOr baaolao ¸ “ik`koT ]naka ip`ya Kola hO , , , AbaUQaabaI maoM BaI vao k[- @labaaoM sao Kolato rho hOM laoikna [Qar saala–DoZ, saala sao ]naka Kolanaa $k gayaa hO, , ,”

]nhoM Kolato doKkr lagaa ik ik`koT ]nhaoMnao KolaI hO , , ,

baccaaoM kao Saayad kuC bala imala gayaa ik jaba TIcasa- ]nako saaqa ik`koT Kola rho hOM tao Balaa ]nhoM baOT–baa^la laanao sao kaOna raokogaa , , ,

vao lagaBaga raoja, hI laanao lagao AaOr maoro tqaa SaIla saa’ba ko Alaavaa ASaaok EaIvaastva¸ esa baI Do¸ kNa- isaMh¸ ba`ITao  ¸ gaaoivandna¸ Aranaa¸ jaao frnaanDIja, ¸ vaoMkT rmaNa ¸ rabaT- Aaid iSaxakaoM ko Alaavaa laOba AisasToNT iDmaolaao¸ basa kND@Tr Akbar AaOr baaostma BaI kBaI–kBaI dao–dao haqa idKato. elaovaonqa AaOr T\vaolqa ko kuC Ca~ BaI ]%saahI qao, , ,

SaIla saa’ba pr ek ja,unaUna savaar hao gayaa. ]nhaoMnao skUla kI ik`koT TIma banaa laI AaOr Kud ]sako Aaovhr Aa^la [Mcaaja- hao gae.  esa baI Do kao ]nhaoMnao ]p–kPtana banaayaa , , ,  

ApnaI Aaor sao 500 idrhma ka phlaa caMda idyaa. ja,aihr hO ik saBaI AQyaapkaoM nao paMca–paMca saaO idrhma ide. ivajaya nao BaI. Akbar AaOr baaostma ko Alaavaa Ca~aoM sao ]nhaoMnao kBaI kao[- pOsaa nahIM ilayaa. doKto hI doKto skUla kI na kovala ik`koT TIma hao ga[- bailk ]sako pasa lagaBaga pcaasa hja,ar $pyaaoM kI bahut AcCI ik`koT ikT hao ga[-, , , ,

Aba tao SaIla saa’ba hr Sauk`vaar kao dUsaro @labaaoM ko saaqa ilaimaToD Aaovhr\sa ³ 20 AaovaraoM´ ka vana Do maOca rKnao lagao , , ,

tba mauJao pta calaa ik saMyau@t Arba AmaIrat maoM daO saaO sao }pr ik`koT TimaoM hOM , , ,

Saarja,ah maoM Aayaaoijat haonao vaalao ik`koT TUnaa-maoNTaoM nao ik`koT ko maamalao maoM ek Aja,Iba–saa yaUfaoiryaa pOda kr rKa qaa, , ,

Sau$ ko kuC hF,to tao zIk–zak gauja,ro laoikna baad maoM SaIla saa’ba dUsaro @labaaoM ko k[- ek iKlaaD,I laanao lagao AaOr khto¸ “ [nhaoMnao ihndustana maoM rMjaI Kolaa hO, , , AaOr yao gaja,ba ko ispnar hOM, , ,” haoto–haoto huAa yah ik skUla kI AaQaI TIma baahr baOzI haotI AaOr AaQao iKlaaD,I jaao baahrI haoto vao  ga`a]ND mao haoto. yah isqait bahut hI duKd haotI, , ,Asala maoM SaIla saa’ba hmaoSaa caahto qao ik TIma jaIto magar vao yah BaUla gae qao ik skUla kI TIma Aapsa maoM Kolanao AaOr manaaorMjana ko ilae banaI hO na ik yaU e [- ivajaota haonao ko ilae , , ,TIma ivajaota hao BaI nahIM saktI qaI. hma laaoga p`aofoSanala iKlaaD,I nahIM qao jabaik Anya TImaaoM ko k[- iKlaaD,I kovala Kola ko bala pr hI ilae gae qao , , ,

QaIro–QaIro drar pD,tI AaOr baZ,tI ga[-. maOMnao SaIla saa’ba sao kha ik AaiK,r ko bacao hue dao–caar AaovhraoM  ka iKlaaD,I maOM nahIM hUM. maOM Aaopona krnaa caahta hUM Anyaqaa mauJao nahIM Kolanaa , , ,

]nakao caunaaOtI–saI lagaI. maOMnao dao baar Aaoponar kI hOisayat sao baOiTMga kI AaOr daonaaoM baar ]ccatma rna 29 AaOr 52 banaae. irka^D- bauk maoM yao  skaor dja-, hOM , , ,  

magar ik`koT ka isalaisalaa laMbaa nahIM calaa. saBaI iKlaaiD,yaaoM kI Aapi%t ko karNa baahrI iKlaaD,I skUla TIma maoM Kolanao sao p`itbaMiQat hao gae. skUla TIma maoM jaao TIcasa- qao vao tIsa vaYa- kI Avasqaa kao par kr cauko qao. kuC tao caalaIsa vaYa- sao BaI }pr qao. sabako irflao@saosa slaao hao cauko qao. [sa karNa sao caaoT laganaI BaI Sau$ hu[- AaOr QaIro–QaIro lagaBaga saBaI AQyaapk caaoTihla haokr Kolanao sao taobaa kr baOzo. magar SaIla saa’ba Kolanaa kOsao baMd kr doto ? jaba TIma maoM iSaxak lagaBaga na ko barabar rh gae tao BaI SaIla saa’ba nao TUnaa-maoNTaoM maoM Baaga laonaa baMd nahIM ikyaa, , ,TIma kI eNT/I fIsa Kud Barto. iKlaaiD,yaaoM kao Apnao Kcao- pr TO@saI maoM lao jaato. har–jaIt kuC BaI hao¸ iKlaaiD,yaaoM kao Apnao Gar lao jaato. ]nakI p%naI BaunaBaunaato hue Kanaa banaatI tao vao khto¸ “ jauAa maOM Kolata nahIM, , ,kao[- ga,lat Aadt mauJamaoM hO nahIM, , ,basa¸ ik`koT ka ja,naUna hO, , ,bataAao¸ @yaa ga,lat krta hUM maOMÆ” baocaarI saMQyaa @yaa khtIÆ Saayad Apnao pit kao badlato doK vah BaI KuSaI–KuSaI ik`koT TIma kI AavaBagat krtI, , , pUrI–sabja,I banaatI AaOr iKlaatI.

yaid TIma jaIttI tao SaIla saa’ba jaoNT\sa sTa^f kao imaza[- iKlaato. haolaI–dIvaalaI pr vao Akolao hI Sahr kI sabasao AcCI dUkana sao imaza[- lao Aato AaOr baaMTto. baad maoM AQyaapkaoM nao yah saaocaa ik ]napr Akolao hI Aaiqa-k baaoJa nahIM pD,naa caaihe. tba eosao maaOkaoM pr hue K,ca- maoM saBaI ihndU AQyaapk Apnao–Apnao ihssao ka Baugatana krnao lagao. baad maoM [-d–bakrId AaOr ik`samasa ko %yaaoharaoM ko Alaavaa janmaidna¸ ivavaah kI vaYa-gaaMz¸ naaOkrI maoM p`maaoSana yaa sqaayaI haonao pr¸ pit ka p`maaoSana¸ iksaI p`ityaaoigata maoM baccao kI ]plaibQa pr¸ piblak egjaa,ma maoM safla haonao yaa maoiDkla Aqavaa Aa[- Aa[- TI  maoM caunao jaanao yaa laa^TrI inaklanao ¸baoTo–baoTI ko ivavaah yaa ifr pirvaar maoM iksaI baccao ko janma pr¸ D/a^yaivaMga laa[saoMsa imalanao yaa na[- kar KrIdnao pr ek prmpra hI bana ga[- ik hr samaudaya ko laaoga na kovala Apnao %yaaoharaoM pr bailk ApnaI vyai@tgat ]plaibQayaaoM pr pa^TI- donao lagao. Aalama yah hao gayaa ik Aae idna pa^TI- haonao lagaI. [na paiT-yaaoM nao BaI k[- cair~aoM ko AsalaI caohro Kaola ide. idla ijatnaa baD,a¸ pa^TI- BaI ]saI saa[ja, kI. maja,o kI baat yah ik sabasao AiQak AamadnaI vaalaaoM ko idla [tnao CaoTo ik naapto hue imalaImaITr baD,a hao gayaa. pa^TI donao kI [sa prmpra ka AMt kuC hI idnaaoM phlao huAa jaba p`baMQana kI Aaor sao AadoSa Aa gayaa ik skUla ko vaik-Mga Aa^var\sa maoM kao[- pa^TI-—Saa^TI- ka Aayaaojana nahIM haogaa, , , pa^TI- Aba BaI haotI hO magar Aba pOkoT isasToma hao gayaa hO.

maOMnao tba BaI saaocaa qaa AaOr Aaja BaI saaocata hUM ik jaba hma BaartIya hOM tao ek– dUsaro ko %yaaoharaoM kao imalakr @yaaoM nahIM manaa sakto. kma sao kma dIvaalaI–[-d –ik`samasa AaOr vaOSaaKI tao saaqa imalakr manaae jaa sakto hOM. laoikna mauJao lagata hO ik yah saMBava nahIM hO duinayaa [@kIsavaIM sadI maoM BaI tIna saIiZ,yaaM caar idna phlao par kr caukI hO magar ]na KibtyaaoM ka @yaa ikyaa jaae jaao [sa duinayaa maoM hmaoSaa banao rhoMgao , , ,maja,hba ]naka kao[- BaI hao , , ,

maora saaocanaa Qvast hao jaata hO jaba maOM kUZ,magaja,aoM sao imalao AnauBavaaoM sao gauja,rta hUM, , ,. 

eosaa hI ek AnauBava, , ,

ek baccao kI T\yaUSana imalaI. kxaa caar ka baccaa. ihndI maoM bahut kmaja,aor qaa. Asala maoM ]sanao phlao kBaI ihndI pZ,I hI nahIM qaI , , ,dixaNa BaartIya AaOr timailayana haonao ko karNa vah ek vaMicat BaartIya qaa jaao doSa kI raja–kaja, kI BaaYaa sao sava-qaa Apiricat qaa. daoYa baccao ka nahIM ]sako }pr lado ]sa inaja,ama ka qaa jaao hr hala maoM badtmaIja, qaa , , ,

maOnao baccao kao kuC mahInao pZ,ayaa. ]sanao p`gait BaI idKa[-. laoikna prIxaa pasa krnao ko baad ]sanao pZ,naa baMd kr idyaa. maOMMnao [sao ek sahja GaTnaa ko $p maoM ilayaa. eosaa haota hI hO.dao vaYa- baad vahI baccaa ifr maoro pasa jaba pZ,nao ko ilae Aayaa tao vah saba kuC BaUla cauka qaa jaao maOMnao ]sao kBaI  pZ,ayaa qaa. maOMnao pUCa ik eosaa kOsao hao gayaa tao ]sanao batayaa ik ]sakI maaM nao ]sao iksaI dUsarI AQyaaipka ko pasa Baojaa qaa, , ,

maOMnao ]sasao pUCa ¸ “ tumanao maoro pasa Aanaa @yaaoM baMd kr idyaa Æ”

“sar ¸ maaya madr TaolD dOT yaU Aa^r naa^na mauislama , , ,”

maOM htp`Ba rh gayaa. maOMnao ]sa baccao kao pZ,anao sao manaa kr idyaa. Aaja Kod hao rha hO ik baccao kI @yaa ga,latI qaI jabaik baccao nao hI ApnaI maaM sao kha qaa ik ihndI pZUMgaa tao ‘ihndI sar’ sao hI pZUMgaa.

“ tuma ApnaI maaM kI psaMd ko iSaxak sao hI pZ,ao , , ,”

mauJao ]sa baccao kao pZ,anaa caaihe qaa , , ,Aa[- kimaToD A blaNDr.

[nasaana sao eosaI ga,laityaaM hao jaatI hOM, , , maOMnao hmaoSaa Apnao Ca~ kao hI p`aqaimakta dI qaI na ik ]sako yaa Apnao Qama- kao, , ,laoikna ]sa va@,t @yaaoM KaopD,I GaUma ga[-,.

inavaa-h tao sa%ya ka hI haonaa caaihe qaa , , ,

ik`koT ka Kola ijatnao ]%saah sao skUla maoM Sau$ huAa qaa ]tnaI hI dyanaIyata sao iGasaTto–iGasaTto ifr hmaoSaa ko ilae baMd hao gayaa, , ,

magar SaIla saa’ba Kolanaa kOsao baMd krto, , ,

]nhaoMnao baahr ko @labaaoM sao Kolanaa ja,arI rKa , , ,

skUla TIma lagaBaga caar vaYaao-M tk Aist%va maoM rhI. kBaI ]sako kPtana kNa- isaMh hue tao kBaI ba`ITao tao kBaI esa baI Do , , ,

laoikna jahaM tk mauJao yaad pD,ta hO skUla TIma sana\ 87 maoM banaI qaI magar ]sako phlao hI ik`koT jagat maoM ek eoithaisak GaTnaa hao caukI qaI.sana\ 1986 maoM Saarja,ah maoM Kolao jaa rho vana Do ik`koT maOca kI ek saIrIja, ko fa[nala maoM paikstana ko iKlaaD,I jaavaod imayaaM dad nao maOca ko AaiK,rI Aaovhr maoM caotna Samaa- kI AaiK,rI gaoMd pr C@ka maarkr maOca jaItnao ko saaqa hI na kovala [ithasa rca idyaa bailk Baart AaOr duinayaa Bar maoM fOlao BaartIyaaoM kao sadmaoM kI–saI halat maoM Dala idyaa. ]sa maOca nao yah Baulaato hue ik [saI caotna Samaa- nao kBaI Saarja,ah maoM hI hOiT/k hI nahIM Apnao naama kI qaI bailk paMca ivakoT BaI ilayao qaa¸ caotna Samaa- ka ik`koT kOiryar hI K,%ma kr idyaa, , ,

Kola maoM har–jaIt haotI hO. na hao tao pirNaama kOsao inaklao. irka^D- kOsao banaoM. laoikna jaavaod imayaaM dad ko C@ko nao tao jaOsao ek Saa^T maoM samaUcao BaartIya gaaOrva kao QaUla caTa dI. Kola¸, klaa ¸ saaih%ya¸ saMskRit sabakuC pr jaOsao syaahI put ga[- hao. lagaa ik jaOsao doSa ka manaaobala hI Qvast hao gayaa hO , , ,

maOM Agar ga,lat nahIM hUM tao Saayad hr ik`koT p`omaI kao hI nahIM bailk ik`koT ko baaro maoM kuC BaI  jaanakarI na rKnao vaalao kao BaI jaavaod imayaaM dad ka isa@sar hmaoSaa ko ilae na BaUla saknao vaalaI yaad banakr rh gayaa hO , , ,

]sako baad sao haonao vaalao hr ik`koT maOca maoM Baart AaOr paikstana kI TImaoM jahaM khIM BaI KolatI hOM¸ hmaoSaa dbaava maoM KolatI hOM. ja,aihr hO ik Baart pr jahaM har jaanao kI maanaisakta havaI haotI hO vahIM paikstana pr maOca jaIt laonao kI Aak`amakta savaar rhtI hO. paikstana TIma ko Apnao BaI karNa hOM. vahaM kI janata Anya iksaI BaI doSa sao Kola maoM imalaI hu[- har kao tao svaIkar laotI hO laoikna Baart sao hu[- har ka badlaa vao Apnao iKlaaiD,yaaoM ka Apmaana krko inakalato hOM. ijanakao ‘hIrao’ ka dja,a- doto hOM ]nhIM kI halat mauhavaro kI BaaYaa maoM BaMigayaaoM sao BaI badtr kr doto hOM.p`isaw kPtana vasaIma Akrma AaOr ]sako pirvaar ka ijasa trh paikstanaI Avaama nao Apmaana ikyaa ]sasao AaOr @yaa inaYkYa- inakalaa jaae  , , ,

Asala maoM laaoga Baavauk hao jaato hOM AaOr ]nhoM Qaaima-k AaQaar pr yaa doSa ko baMTvaaro ko AaQaar pr Kola ko daOrana BaI duSmanaI naja,r AatI hO. vao yah BaUla jaato hOM ik daonaaoM doSaaoM ko saBaI iKlaaD,I Aapsa maoM AcCo ima~ hOM. ek–dUsaro ko sauK–duK maoM BaagaIdarI rKto hOM.[@ka–du@ka p`saMgaaoM kao Baulaa idyaa jaae tao AamataOr pr iKlaaiD,yaaoM ko irSto bahut sahja hOM laoikna daonaaoM doSaaoM ko Avaama kao Saayad [sakI jaanakarI nahIM AaOr Agar hO BaI tao ]nhoM ‘jaIt’ ko Alaavaa iksaI AaOr baat sao matlaba nahIM, , ,yaid kBaI paikstanaI TIma BaartIya TIma sao Saarja,ah maoM harI hO tao ]sa Saama iksaI TO@saI maoM baOznao sao phlao hr BaartIya [sa baat kI tsallaI kr laonaa caahta hO ik ]saka D/a^[var kao[- paikstanaI pzana tao nahIM hO, , ,

ek idlacasp baat AaOr , , ,

Saarja,ah ka hI maOdana eosaa hO jahaM Baart AaOr paikstana ko baIca hue maukabalaaoM maoM Baart kao savaa-iQak har ka ]phar imalaa hO. AmpaayaraoM pr Aaraop lagato rho hOM. kipladova nao BaI kBaI kha qaa ik Baart kao Saarja,ah maoM nahIM Kolanaa caaihe, , ,

kuC eosaa vaatavarNa banata gayaa ik sacamauca daonaaoM doSaaoM nao ek–dUsaro kI ja,maIna pr Kolanao sao saaf–saaf manaa kr idyaa.jaba BaI daonaaoM doSaaoM kI TImaoM Aamanao–saamanao hu[- tao iksaI Anya doSa maoM hI. Aaja samaacaaraoM maoM saunaa ik 14 vaYaao-M ko baad Baart AaOr paikstana ko baIca ifr sao ik`koT ko irSto bahala hao rho hOM. BaartIya TIma 1 maaca- 2004 kao paikstana daOro pr jaaegaI SaIla saa’ba ko ik`koT p`oma nao hI [tnaI baatoM ilaKvaa[-M. halaaMik¸ mauJao ilaKnaa ]na baataoM kao qaa jaao k`ma sao cala rhI qaIM laoikna baat caUMik SaIla saa’ba jaOsao ivaica~ AaOr Ad\Baut\ cair~ kI haonao lagaI tao maOMnao saaocaa ik ]sa vyai@t%va sao saMbaMiQat kao[- pxa ACUta na rh jaae , , ,

sana\ 1988 maoM maOMnao p%naI AaOr baccaaoM kao Apnao pasa laanaa caaha. roijaDoMsa vaIja,a ko ilae Aavaodna ja,maa krto samaya yah p`maaNa–p~ BaI donaa haota hO ik Aap FlaOT Aaonar hOM. yaanaI ik Aapko pasa pirvaar kao rKnao ko ilae jagah AaOr Ct hO. pta nahIM @yaaoM inaja,ama laaogaaoM kao JaUz baaolanao ko ilae ]ksaata AaOr p`oirt krta hO. yaU e [- maoM kaOna nahIM jaanata ik ijasao kMpnaI yaa sarkar Wara FlaOT na imalaa hao ]sako ilae Akolao FlaOT lao panaa¸ lao panaa matlaba saala Bar ko ilae ikrae pr lao panaa BaI svaga- maoM saIZ,I lagaanao jaOsaa AsaMBava kama hO. TU baoD$ma FlaOT maoM SaoyairMga maoM tIna–tIna pirvaaraoM kao Abatk rhto doK rha hUM jabaik Aaja caar janavarI 2004 hO AaOr ikrae kuC kma hao gae hOM laoikna sana 88 yaa ]sasao phlao tao baD,I badtr isqait qaI , , ,KOr¸ mauJao BaI ibanaa TonaoMsaI kaMT/O@T ko vaIja,a ko ilae Aavaodna kr panao kI samasyaa qaI. SaIla saa’ba kao jaba pta calaa tao ]nhaoMnao Apnao FlaOT ko navaInaIkrNa ko ilae kaMT/O@T maoro naama sao banavaa idyaa. Ch mahInao ko ikrae kI QanaraiSa  ]nhaoMnao maoro Aka]NT maoM ja,maa kra[- AaOr maora caok FlaOT Aaonar kao dokr TonaoMsaI kaNT/O@T maoro naama ka banavaakr mauJao do idyaa , , ,

mauJao kBaI–kBaI tajjauba haota hO ik ijasa AadmaI nao maorI jvaayainaMga ko phlao idna hI maorI rat Kraba kr dI qaI vahI AadmaI ija,ndgaI maoM [sakdr kOsao Saaimala haota gayaa ik na kovala maOM ]sakI [j,ja,t krnao lagaa bailk vah Kud BaI maora sammaana krnao lagaa.

kBaI–kBaI kuC irStaoM kI saGanata kao naapnao ka na tao kao[- pOmaanaa haota hO AaOr na ga`a^f, , ,

SaIla saa’ba nao jaao TonaoMsaI kaNT/O@T mauJao banavaakr idyaa qaa ]sakI AavaSyakta hI nahIM pD,I. maorI p%naI AaOr baccaaoM ka vaIja,a maoro inaja,I saMpkao-M kI vaja,h sao imala gayaa. maOMnao ApnaI Aa%makqaa kI SaurAat maoM hI ilaKa hO ik ‘vaastaoM’ maoM maora bahut yak,Ina kBaI nahIM rha laoikna jabatk duinayaa hO tbatk vaasto rhoMgao , , ,vaIja,a panao kI naakaimayaaoM ko baIca inahayat Aakismak $p sao mauJao vaIja,a imala gayaa. Acaanak ek vaasto kI vaja,h sao hI. [sa p`saMga kao samaya Aanao pr ilaKUMgaa , , ,

sana\ 1990 maoM Ap`Ola ko AaiKrI hFto maoM [-d kI CuiT\TyaaM cala rhI qaIM. 26 tarIK qaI. va@,t yahI kao[- saaZ,o baarh ka qaa. maOM ivhskI ka ek poga banaakr basa GaUMT Barnao vaalaa hI qaa ik skUla sao maaohmmad ka faona Aayaa¸ “ sar ¸ kanapur sao ek TolaIga`ama Aayaa hO, , ,ip`Misapla kao idKayaa tao ]nhaoMnao kha ik maosaoja do dao, , ,”

tibayat JanaJanaa ga[-. ]na idnaaoM faona kI sauivaQaa Aajakla jaOsaI nahIM qaI AaOr imaiDla @laasa pirvaaraoM maoM tar sauKd samaacaar laokr nahIM Aato qao, , ,

“pZ,ao ¸@yaa ilaKa hO, , ,”

“fadr saIiryasa, , ,kma saUna, , ,”

tar CaoTo Baa[- nao ikyaa qaa. yak–ba–yak ija,ndgaI ka pirdRSya hI badla gayaa, , ,

maOMnao Apnao ima~ p`dIp isaMh ko Gar kanapur faona ikyaa. ]na idnaaoM ima~aoM maoM ]sako Gar pr hI faona qaa AaOr bahut puranao pairvaairk saMbaMQa haonao ko karNa yah ivaSvaasa BaI qaa ik maoro Gar ka sahI samaacaar [saI pirvaar sao imala sakta hO, , ,

faona sao pta calaa ik baabaUjaI kao ilavar kOMsar hao gayaa hO AaOr AaiK,rI sToja maoM phuMca gayaa hO. maOM @yaa kao[- BaI vyai@t jaao maoro baabaUjaI kao jaanata haogaa ]sao kBaI yak,Ina nahIM Aa sakta qaa ik ek saMyaimat jaIvana jaInao vaalao kao eosaa kuC huAa haogaa , , ,ipta nao kBaI naSaa–panaI nahIM CuAa qaa.

maoro Kanadana maoM tbatk maoro isavaa iksaI nao Saraba–isagaroT kao haqa nahIM lagaayaa qaa. [Qar ek saala phlao Apnao sabasao CaoTo saalao sao saunaa ik maora sabasao CaoTa Baa[- bahut pInao lagaa hO. maOMnao sabasao phlaa kama Baa[- kao faona krnao ka ikyaa ik Agar yah saca hO tao yah hrk,t baMd haonaI caaihe , , ,

[sa vaYa- ]sasao imalato hI phlaa savaala BaI yahI ikyaa  ik Saraba ka @yaa huAa, , ,

jaao ]sanao batayaa AaOr jaao kuC ]sako daostaoM sao pta calaa vah yah ik ]sanao Saraba CaoD, dI hO. maoro saaqa vah k[- idna rha BaI magar ]sao Saraba ipe maOMnao nahIM doKa. Da^@TraoM kI raya hO ik ]sao Saraba kao haqa BaI nahIM lagaanaa hO , , , Baa[- Saraba nahIM pIta qaa. ]%tr p`doSa ka AcCa eiqalaIT qaa. tOrakI ka SaaOkIna BaI. Ch fuTa javaana. svaasqya AaOr SarIr ko p`it skUlaI jaIvana sao hI sajaga BaI. maOMnao Apnao haoSa maoM Apnao pirvaar maoM ]sasao svasqa Abatk iksaI kao nahIM doKa. [-Svar ]sao maorI baurI naja,r sao bacaae. ipta jaIvana Bar bahut svasqa rho isavaaya jaIvana ko AaiKrI ek maah kao CaoD,kr. magar Baagya @yaa sabakao sauK hI dota hO. Baa[- kI SaadI ga,lat hao ga[-. p%naI ko $p maoM jaao jaIvana–saaiqana ]sao imalaI¸ ]sanao phlao tao saMyau@t pirvaar ka jaIvana barbaad ikyaa ifr Apnaa jaIvana barbaad ikyaa. 1999 sao maayako maoM pD,I hO , , ,dhoja, ]%pID,na ka Aaraop lagaakr calaI ga[-. ]sako maata–ipta AaOr Baa[yaaoM nao BaI ]saka mana baZ,ayaa. fla yah huAa ik hMsanao–mauskranao AaOr hr trh sao baoifk` rhnao vaalao ek naaOjavaana ka jaIvana naYT hao gayaa , , ,,kuNDlaI imalaanao ko baad SaadI hu[- qaI , , ,@yaa imalaa , , ,maoro SabdaoM maoM ‘GaNTa’ imalaa , , , maOMnao Baa[- sao kha hO ik vah ApnaI SaarIirk ja,$rtaoM kao pUra krnao ko ilae svatM~ hO. iksaI BaI s~I ko saaqa rho yaa ivavaah BaI kr lao tao BaI mauJao kao[- Aapi%t nahIM. laoikna Abatk ]sanao SaadI nahIM kI hO , , ,Saayad Aba krogaa BaI nahIM , , ,kBaI–kBaI ek it@t AnauBava ija,ndgaI pr BaarI pD, jaata hO, , ,halaaMik¸ eosaa haonaa nahIM caaihe. ek p`yaaoga ko Asafla haonao pr p`yaaogaSaalaaeM baMd nahIM kI jaatIM. ija,ndgaI kI p`yaaogaSaalaa tao vaOsao  BaI nahIM.

duBaa-gya yah BaI ik khnao ko ilae vah ek baccaI ka baap BaI hO jabaik ]sakI p%naI yah BaI Aaraop lagaa caukI hO ik ]saka pit napuMsak BaI hO, , , sasaurala pr Aaraop lagaanao vaalaI badtmaIja, laD,ikyaaM yah Aaraop ja,$r lagaatI hOM. maOM Apnao k[- ima~aoM kao dhoja AiQainayama kI k`Urta ka iSakar haoto doKa hO jaao Apnao baoTaoM kI SaadI ko baad naarkIya yaatnaaAaoM sao gauja,ro hOM , , ,rakoSa baajapoyaI AaOr ramacand` ‘naomaI’ ApnaI bahuAaoM kI ijasa k`Urta ka iSakar hue hOM ]sao yaad krko idla dhla jaata hO, , ,dhoja AiQainayama AaOr hirjana ivaraoQaI eo@T baMdr ko haqa maoM ]stra bana gayaa hO. sarkar kao caaihe ik ApnaI bauiw ka sadupyaaoga krko [sa ivaQaoyak maoM sauQaar krko [tnaa hk, tao laD,ko vaalaaoM kao do ik vao Apnaa pxa BaI igarF,tarI sao phlao rK sakoM , , ,laoikna yahaM tao pUro pirvaar, , ,yahaM tk ik ku%to–iballaI AaOr ]sa taoto tk kI igarF,tarI ko ilae gaO,r ja,maanatI vaarNT hO jaao ]sa pirvaar maoM pla rha hao ijasamaoM Aa[- kao[- hramaja,adI nava–vaQaU qaanao phuMcakr dhoja, ]%pID,na ka JaUza Aaraop hI lagaa do.

maora pirvaar [na yaatnaaAaoM sao ja,ldI inaja,at pa gayaa AaOr kao[- maukdmaa BaI nahIM calaa. Aba tao Baa[- kI SaadI ko saat saala BaI inakla gae. yaatnaaAaoM sao inaja,at BaI Baa[- kI vaja,h sao imalaI. yaid Baa[- nao saahsa ka pircaya na idyaa haota AaOr Agar vah BaI Gar ko saBaI laaogaaoM kI trh saamaaijak laaok–laaja ko karNa KamaaoSa haota tao hmaaro Gar ko hr sadsya ka –  maa^M sao Aivavaaiht bahna tk ¸ Abatk Aaeidna saava-jainak $p sao Apmaana haota rhta. laoikna CaoTo Baa[- ko ek vaa@ya nao ]sakI sasaurala ko laaogaaoM kao saIQaa kr idyaa. ]sasao imalanao ]sakI sasaurala ko gauNDo laKna} maoM vahaM phuMca gae jahaM vah torh vaYaao-M sao Apnao bala pr rha qaa. Baa[- nao ]na sabasao kha qaa¸ “laKna} sao tuma sabakao ija,nda vaapsa jaanao do rha hUM ¸y ah maorI Saraft hO , , , maukdmaa dja-, kraAao AaOr hmaaro pirvaar ko saBaI inadao-Ya sadsyaaoM kao gaOr jamaanatI vaarNT ko tht igarFtar kraAao , , ,magar yaad rKnaa ik ijasa idna CUTUMgaa ]sa idna tumharo Gar maoM iksaI kao jaIivat nahIM CaoDUMgaa jaao laaSaaoM kao SmaSaana tk lao jaae , , ,puilasa hI sabapr imaT\TI ka tola iCD,kkr ek saaqa AMitma saMskar krogaI, , , ” vaao idna AaOr Aaja ka idna hmaaro drvaaja,o pr Baa[- ko sasauralaI gauNDo ifr nahIM Aae varnaa hr hF,to drvaaja,o pr Aakr gaalaI–galaaOja, kr jaanaa saamaanya baat hao ga[- qaI, , ,

     Baa[- nao Saraba kao Saayad kmaja,aor xaNaaoM maoM sahara banaa ilayaa, , ,

     magar maOM Baa[- kao hI nahIM duinayaa maoM iksaI kao BaI ApnaI trh kmaja,aor nahIM doK sakta, , ,

     maOM kBaI nahIM caahUMgaa ik kao[- kmaja,aorI ko xaNaaoM maoM ihmmat har baOzo AaOr SarabaI banao, , ,

     ipta kI baImaarI ko baaro maoM jaanakr maOM laD,KD,a ]za, , ,

     maOMnao saIQao skUla ko ilae TO@saI  pkD,I ik ip`Misapla sao pa^sapaoT- lao sakUM.  [sa baIca p%naI nao ASaaok AaOr maoro ekaQa ima~aoM kao faona kr idyaa. jaba maOM pa^sapaoT- laokr laaOTa tao FlaOT pr k[- sahyaaogaI AQyaapkaoM ko saaqa SaIla saa’ba BaI qao. ]nhaoMnao rat kI Flaa[T sao iTikT kI bauikMga BaI kra dI qaI AaOr ja,$rt Bar ko pOsao laokr BaI Aae qao. Anya ima~ BaI maorI BarpUr sahayata ko saaqa KD,o qao. ]na sabamaoM iksaI kao yah khaM pta qaa ik ijasa ipta kI baImaarI ko baaro maoM saunanao ko baad sao hI maOM ivacailat AaOr Gabara ]za hUM ]sa ipta sao maoro saMbaMQa iktnao $Ko qao, , ,

    ApnaI ek khanaI ‘Anacaaha saf,r’ maoM maOMnao Apnao AaOr ipta ko irSto kao ijasa trh ilaKa hO ]sa yaatnaa kao hma daonaaoM nao saImaaAaoM ko par tk Baugata hO. ipta maoro duSmana nahIM qao. basa¸ hr va,@t ipta qao. kBaI daost nahIM hao sako, , ,

     AsaaQya baImaarI ko karNa ]nhoM bacanaa nahIM qaa AaOr vao bacao BaI nahIM. maOM kanapur sao jaba vaapsa laaOTa tao ifr SaIla saa’ba maoro saamanao qao. ina:Sabd, , ,

     SaIla saa’ba maoM yao pirvat-na hao rho qao magar [na sabako baavajaUd hr kao[- ]nhoM kao[- Apnao krIba Aanao donao sao bacata qaa, , ,

     ]nako baaro maoM kao[- BaI [sako Alaavaa kuC nahIM jaanata qaa ik vao dao baiccayaaoM ko baap AaOr ihndI iSaixaka saMQyaa ko pit hOM, , ,

     jaao laaoga ]nako baaro maoM kuC AiQak jaanato qao vao ]nako kuC gauNaaoM–dugau-NaaoM kao jaanato qao, , ,

     magar jaao dugau-Na qao ]nhoM SaIla saa’ba ApnaI kimayaaM nahIM maanato qao, , ,

     sana\ 1991 maoM jaba maOM ApnaI vaaiYa-k CuiT\TyaaoM maoM kuC phlao hI Baart sao laaOTa tao SaIla saa’ba BaI skUla maoM imala gae. ]nhaoMnao mauJasao kha ik ]nhaoMnao irjaa[na kr idyaa hO. maskT maoM ]nhoM BaivaYya maoM ]p–p`Qaanaacaaya- ko pd pr inayaui@t ko AaSvaasana ko saaqa iflahala Apnao ivaYaya maoM sauprvaa[ja,r pd ka Aa^fr imalaa hO, , ,.

maOMnao ]nhoM samaJaayaa ik pit–p%naI daonaaoM hI AbaUQaabaI maoM hOM AaOr ek trh sao jamaoM hue hOM. eosao maoM [sa trh ka inaNa-ya laonaa iktnaa fayadomaMd haogaa¸ ]sapr AcCI trh sao saaoca laoM. laoikna SaIla saa’ba nao batayaa ik ‘p`Qaanaacaaya-‘ haonaa ]nako jaIvana ka vah mak,sad hO jaao AbaUQaabaI maoM rhto hue pUra nahIM haogaa. saaqa hI ]nhaoMnao yah BaI batayaa ik maskT maoM skUla ]nhoM f`I AaOr fina-SD FlaOT¸ p%naI kao BaI jaa^ba¸ foimalaI ko ilae hr vaYa- eyar iTikT¸ baccaaoM kI f`I eD\yaUkoSana¸ maoiDkla sauivaQaaeM tqaa paMca T\yaUSana\sa ApnaI Aaor sao dogaa. ]nhaoMnao jaao kha qaa vah ]nhoM ilaiKt maoM imalaa qaa. mauJao vah Aa^fr khIM sao BaI baura nahIM lagaa. hmaaro skUla maoM tao yah saba tba BaI sapnaa qaa AaOr Aaja BaI sapnaa hO, , ,

SaIla saa’ba kao imalaa Aa^fr tao fONTaisTk qaa, , ,

SaIla saa’ba bahut KuSa qao.vah maskT sao hI Aae qao. AaOr¸ ifr maskT hI jaa rho qao. basa¸ skUla dUsara qaa. magar qaa [iNDyana skUla hI. ]naka [stIfa maMja,Ur hao gayaa, , ,haonaa hI qaa. ivajaya ]na laaogaaoM sao Drta hO jaao ]sasao jvalaMt savaala kr sakto hOM. AaOr¸ savaala BaI vahI kr sakto hOM jaao jvaa^yainaMga DoT ko AaQaar pr ]sasao saIinayar hOM. maora Apnaa AnauBava khta hO ik ivajaya idla sao yah caahta hO ik vao laaoga tao skUla sao calao hI jaaeM jaao jvaayainaMga DoT ko AaQaar pr ]sasao phlao sao skUla maoM hOM. eosaa caahnao ko pICo ]sakI ApnaI kmajaaoiryaaM hOM, , ,

SaIla saa’ba caahto qao ik ]naka ‘foyarvaola’ bahut AcCa hao. ]nhoM BaI skUla esaombalaI kao saMbaaoiQat krnao ka Avasar imalao. yah sabakuC vao jabardstI caahto qao. eosaa kOsao hao sakta hO ik [na caIja,aoM ko ilae kao[- ApnaI Sato-M iD@ToT kro. magar SaIla saa’ba yah sabakuC maoro kMQao pr baMdUk rKkr kr rho qao. maOM Baavauk [nasaana hUM. kmaja,aor BaI. magar ‘Tf’ BaI hUM. skUla maoM SaIla saa’ba sao phlao BaI kuC puranao iSaxakaoM nao skUla sao [stIfa idyaa qaa. vao saBaI [-saa[- qao. skUla ko ]p–p`Qaanaacaaya- BaI [-saa[- qao. ja,aihr qaa ik kuC AiQak lagaava ko saaqa ]nhaoMnao skUla sao jaanao vaalao AQyaapkaoM ko ilae ‘foyarvaola’ Aayaaoijat ikyaa qaa. SaIla saa’ba kao laga rha qaa ik khIM ihndU haonao kI vaja,h sao ]nhoM ]satrh ka foyarvaola na idyaa jaae jaao ]nasao phlao ko iSaxakaoM kao imala cauka qaa.  

SaIla saa’ba ka foyarvaola skUla maoM BaI AaOr skUla ko baahr Alaga sao BaI bahut AcCI trh Aayaaoijat  ikyaa gayaa.skUla ko ifijakla eD\yaUkoSana TIcar jayapala raja ko Gar maoM iDnar ko saaqa foyarvaola pa^TI- Aayaaoijat hu[- qaI.  skUla maoM foyarvaola pa^TI- AaOr SaIla saa’ba kI ek pUro idna kI gaitivaiQayaaoM ka vaIiDyaao kOsaoT maOMnao Ajaya ASaaok naamak Ca~ sao banavaa idyaa qaa, , ,

     Saama kao jayapala raja ko Gar maoM haonao vaalaI spoSala pa^TI- ko ilae maOMnao Saraba ka p`baMQa BaI kr idyaa. SaIla saa’ba Saraba nahIM pIto qao  laoikna AaOr saBaI laaoga tao pIto qao. Saraba ka SaaOkIna haoto hue BaI maOM ]sa pa^TI- maoM SarIk nahIM huAa, , ,

     maOM Apnao svaaiBamaana kI kImat pr Saraba ka GaUMT galao sao naIcao nahIM ]tar sakta, , ,

     SaIla saa’ba nao maaMgakr ‘foyarvaola’ ilayaa qaa, , ,

    Aaja ko ja,maanao maoM @yaa iksaI sao maaMgakr ‘namasto’ ilayaa jaa sakta hOÆ” 

    SaIla saa’ba AaiK,r maskT calao hI gae , , ,. bahut saarI yaadaoM kao CaoD,kr , , ,magar maukd\dr , , ,

    ABaI ek saala BaI nahIM baIta ik ]nakI duinayaa kao ga`hNa laga gayaa, , ,

    maskT maoM dao maMidr hOM. pta nahIM iksa maMidr maoM ]nhaoMnao ek idna p`vacana idyaa, , ,

    Agalao hI idna saI Aa[- DI irpaoT- ko AaQaar pr skUla ko ip`Misapla nao ]nhoM [stIfa dokr Aaomaana sao inakla jaanao ka ima~vat sauJaava idyaa. SaIla saa’ba nao mauJao [sa maamalao ko baaro maoM kuC BaI nahIM batayaa isavaaya [sako ik vao Baart jaa rho hOM AaOr Apnaa saara saamaana maoro pto pr ka^gaao- sao Baoja rho hOM, , ,saara GaTnaak`ma mauJao baad maoM pta calaa, , ,

SaIla saa’ba ihndI samaqa-k qao. SaIla saa’ba ihndU samaqa-k qao. maOM eosao samaqakao-M kao sah sakta hUM magar SaIla saa’ba iftrtI qao AaOr iftrtI laaogaaoM sao maorI  , ,, , ,Aa%maa saulagatI hO.  yaid Aapkao iksaI maja,hba sao [tnaI hI duSmanaI hO tao ]sako Gaoro maoM Aakr naaOkrI krnao kI @yaa ja,$rt hO , , ,.

   SaIla saa’ba idllaI calao gae sapirvaar AaOr Apnaa saara saamaana maoro pto pr Baoja gae , , ,

   ek kmaro maoM pirvaar kao laokr iksaI trh rhnao vaalaa maOM ]nakI gaRhsqaI ko saamaana kao khaM AaOr kOsao rKta, , ,Æ

   maOMnao ek kmara ikrae pr ilayaa. saamaana ]samaoM rKa. kuC saamaana Apnao pasa tao kuC iksaI dUsaro ko Gar maoM. kulaI ¸ ipk–Ap AaOr kmaro ka ikrayaa Alaga, , ,Baaga–daOD, Alaga. Gar maoM jaao tnaava vyaap gayaa vah Alaga. [sako Alaavaa SaIla saa’ba ko Baart sao faona pr faona ik [sa nambar pr hUM, , ,, , ,faona k$M , , ,

   faona krnao pr SaIla saa’ba faona rKnaa hI BaUla jaaeM, , ,.

   maora faona ibala saursaa ko mauMh kI trh fOlanao kI jagah baZ,ta jaata, , ,

   ]nhaoMnao faona pr mauJasao kha ik iksaI BaI trh ]nhoM AbaUQaabaI maoM yaa yaU e [-  ko iksaI skUla maoM Apvaa[MT kra}M. maoro ilae yah kama Aasaana nahIM qaa. ]nhaoMnao Apnaa baayaao–DaTa AaOr pasapaoT- kI ka^pI ko Alaavaa jaao kuC BaI ja,$rI p`maaNa–p~ qao¸ vao saba maoro pasa Baoja ide. maOMnao ApnaI saImaaAaoM maoM jahaM tk saMBava qaa ]nakI naaOkrI ko ilae baat kI. baat khIM bana nahIM rhI qaI. kao[- BaI skUla ihndI ko ilae vaIja,a dokr ihndustana sao AQyaapk yaa AQyaaipka laanao ko ilae tOyaar nahIM qaa. saBaI iksaI eosaI AQyaaipka kao inayau@t krto AaOr krnaa caahto jaao Apnao pit yaa baap ko vaIja,a pr haoM. skUla vaIja,a do [saka matlaba ]nako saaro K,cao- BaI do jaao fa^rona kaNT/O@T pr donao pD,to hOM. masalana¸ dao saala maoM ekbaar vatna jaanao ka iTikT¸ ha]sa roNT¸ holqa ka^D- AaOr maoiDkla Aaid ko Kca- ko Alaavaa hr tIna saala pr vaIja,a laganao ka Kca-. BaartIya¸ paikstanaI¸ baaMglaadoSaI AaOr EaIlaMkna skUlaaoM ka p`baMQana [tnaa kmaInaa hO ik sToja, sao iSaxakaoM kao naaobala p`aofoSana sao jauD,a batakr isavaaya ]naka KUna caUsanao ko AaOr kuC ]nako baaro maoM nahIM saaocata. ]nhoM manauYya hI nahIM samaJata tao ]nakI AavaSyaktaAaoM ko baaro maoM @yaa saaocaogaa. ijasa badtr halaat maoM eiSayana iSaxak Apnao doSa maoM yaa ivadoSa maoM rh rho hOM ]sa nark ko baaro maoM ilaKnaa BaI ek nark kao jaInaa hO.

maOM ]na iSaxakaoM AaOr iSaixakaAaoM kI baat kr rha hUM jaao sarkarI damaad yaa p`baMQana kI saailayaaM nahIM hOM. maOM ]nakI baat kr rha hUM ijanakI naaOkrI pr raoja, duQaarI tlavaar laTktI rhtI hO AaOr ijanhoM hr trh ko samaJaaOto krnao pD,to hOM. maO yah saaocakr hOrana haota hUM ik eiSayana skUlaaoM maoM samaana yaaogyata vaalao AQyaapk AaOr p`Qaanaacaaya- yaa ]p–p`Qaanaacaaya- yaa mau#yaaQyaapk yaa ik p`baMQana sao jauD,o laaogaaoM kI sauivaQaaAaoM maoM ja,maIna–Aasamaana yaa AakaSa–patala ka AMtr KaD,I ko doSaaoM maoM @yaaoM hO¸ AaOr¸ Agar hO BaI tao ArbaI skUlaaoM maoM @yaaoM nahIM hOÆ sarkar @yaaoM nahIM hstxaop krtI ik yaid tuma iSaxakaoM kao zIk sao nahIM rK sakto¸ ]nako saaqa manauYyata nahIM bart sakto tao skUla @yaaoM calaa rho haoÆ sarkar kao eosao skUlaaoM maoM talaa maar donaa caaihe. @yaa kao[- yak,Ina kr sakta hO ik eosao–eosao skUla hOM ijanamaoM iSaxak AaOr iSaixakaeM saubah paMca bajao sao rat ko baarh bajao tk ApnaI, , ,

   AQyaapkIya jaIvana kI [sa naarkIya yaatnaa pr maOM kBaI Alaga sao ilaKUMgaa, , ,

   ijasa Baagya pr sabasao kma yak,Ina krta hUM,¸ Saayad vahI p`bala hO, , ,

   AbaUQaabaI ko ek skUla ‘SaorvauD ekoDmaI’ maoM SaIla saa’ba kI baD,I [j,ja,t qaI. maOMnao phlao hI ilaKa hO ik vao baD,o maohnatI iSaxak qao AaOr ]nakI yah phcaana AbaUQaabaI maoM qaI. ]sa skUla nao phlao ]nakI AaOr baad maoM maorI saovaaeM BaI Apnao ihndI iSaxakaoM AaOr iSaixakaAaoM kao ihndI pZ,anao AaOr nae ZMga sao T/oND krnao ko ilae laI qaIM jaao ik dixaNa BaartIya haoto hue BaI ihndI pZ,a rho qao, , ,

maOMnao saaocaa ik ]nasao baat kI jaae. yaVip skUla kI p`itYza Sahr maoM tao bahut qaI magar ]sako iSaxakaoM kI halat bahut Kraba qaI.skUla laaokla APvaa[NTmaoNT kma sao kma krta qaa AaOr ihndustana sao ijana iXaxakaoM AaOr iSaixakaAaoM kao laata qaa ]nakI CatI pr maUMga dlata qaa. [na saarI duKd baataoM kao jaanato hue BaI maOM ]sa skUla maoM gayaa AaOr ]nako p`baMQana sao inavaodna ikyaa ik yaid skUla ihndI–ivaBaaga kao sacamauca sauQaarnaa caahta hO tao SaIla saa’ba kao inayau@t kro. ihndI haT-—baolT ko iksaI yaaogya iSaxak kI inayaui@t kro tao skUla AaOr baccaaoM ka Balaa haogaa. [sa kama ko ilae SaIla saa’ba ko Alaavaa dUsara kaOna ]nako ilae ]pyau@t haogaaÆ skUla SaIla saa’ba kao inayau@t krnao pr jaba raja,I hao gayaa  tao maOMnao ]nasao yah BaI inavaodna ikyaa ik ]naka vaotna ]sasao kma nahIM haonaa caaihe jaao ]nhoM AbaUQaabaI [iNDyana skUla maoM AaiK,rI mahInao maoM imalaa qaa.

skUla nao kha ik vah baoisak tao ]nhoM nahIM dI jaaegaI magar vaotna kao Anya k[- sauivaQaaAaoM sao jaaoD,kr ]sa str ko krIba phuMcaa idyaa jaaegaa jaao ]nhoM phlao AbaUQaabaI maoM imala cauka hO. maoro ilae yahI bahut qaa ik maOM ]naka Apvaa[NTmaoNT AbaUQaabaI maoM kra saka. yah KuSaI duganaI qaI ik kma sao kma ]nhoMM [sa vaotna pr kama krnao maoM kao[- kuNza nahIM haogaI AaOr¸ skUla nao yah AaSaa BaI idlaa[- ik jaba SaIla saa’ba yahaM Aa jaaeMgao tao ]nakI p%naI ko ilae BaI jaao bana sakogaa ¸ vah ikyaa jaaegaa, , ,.

maOMnao SaIla saa’ba kao yah samaacaar do idyaa.