,mauJao
samaJa maoM hI nahIM Aayaa ik baat @yaa hO. [NTrnaoT kI sauivaQaa Gar maoM
haoto hue maOM ]saka ]pyaaoga nahIM jaanata qaa. jabaik baccaaoM ko ilae vah
Kola banaa huAa qaa. k[- idnaaoM tk maOMnao saa[T nahIM doKI. ek tao mauJao
saa[T Kaolanaa nahIM Aata qaa¸ dUsaro mauJao kmPyaUTr kI xamata AaOr ]sakI
saovaaAaoM ka AMdaja, nahIM qaa . tIsarI baat¸ maOM [sao mah%%vapUNa- BaI nahIM samaJata qaa.
iktnao
laaogaaoM ko pasa kmPyaUTr hOÆ ]namaoM sao BaI iktnao laaoga [NTrnaoT kI
sauivaQaa kao jaana rho hOMÆ mauJao kao[- jaanakarI nahIM qaI.
pUiNa-maa
vama-na ko Aaga`h pr Aaga`h ko baad maOMnao Apnao CaoTo baoTo AiBanava kI
sahayata sao saa[T pr ApnaI khanaI doKI. saca khUM tao kao[- ]%saah yaa raomaaMca nahIM huAa.
laoikna k[-
baar jaba ]nasao baatcaIt hu[- tao mauJao ApnaI naadanaI pr trsa Aayaa. ek
kutUhla pOda hao gayaa AaOr maOM samaJa saka ik [NTrnaoT tao vah maaQyama hO
jaao iksaI rcanaakar kao vyaapk¸ ivastRt AaOr AsaIma flak do sakta hO.
AaOr¸
tba maOMnao [sao gamBaIrta sao ilayaa. [sa trh [NTrnaoT pr ilaKnaa Sau$ huAa.
mauJao
jaananao vaalao jaanato hOM ik maOM inayaimat ilaKta hUM [sailae kuC
laaogaaoM kI dRiYT maoM bahut ilaKta hUM. bahut ilaKta hUM¸ yah khnaa sahI
nahIM hO. inayaimat ilaKnao kI vaja,h sao vah ‘bahut’ hao jaata hO¸
yah Alaga baat hO. ihndI ko saaihi%yak jagat maoM Aba bahut kma saMskarSaIla saMpadk
hOM jaao ApnaI hOisayat ko saaqa–saaqa rcanaakar kI hOisayat BaI phcaanato
hOM. AiQakaMSa saMpadk jaba rcanaakaraoM sao imalaI rcanaaAaoM ko baaro
maoM
kao[- saUcanaa nahIM doto tao iksaI rcanaakar sao iDmaaND krko kuC
ilaKvaa panaa ]nasao khaM hao sakogaa. pUiNa-maa vama-na ]sa kma yaa lauPt
haotI p`jaait kI hOM jaao rcanaakaraoM sao ilaKvaanaa jaanatI hOM
]nhaoMnao mauJasao na kovala ‘AiBavyai@t’ bailk ‘AnauBaUit’
ko ilae BaI ilaKvaayaa yah gauNa dOinak jaagarNa ko laKna} kayaa-laya ko
p`baMQak EaI ivanaaod Sau@la maoM BaI hO. ]nhaoMnao p`#yaat kqaakar
rajaond` rava sao kanapur ko ga`Ina pak- maoM hao rho ik`koT ko ek TosT
maOca
ko baaro maoM ilaKvaayaa. kOsaa saMyaaoga hO ik maoro baoTaoM ko
naama AnauBava AaOr AiBanava hOM. jaba BaI [- maola Kaolata hUM AaOr ‘[na
baa^@sa’ maoM ‘AiBa AaOr Anau’ kI Aaor sao Aayaa maola idKta hO tao
mauJao sabasao phlao Apnao baoTaoM kI yaad AatI hO. ]nakao yaad krnao ka
yah bahanaa hI khaM kma hOÆ
jaao $proKa ‘Amar ]jaalaa’ ko kanapur kayaa-laya maoM
saMpadk–kiva vaIrona DMgavaala ko saamanao banaI AaOr ‘Amar ]jaalaa’
maoM kayaa-invat nahIM hao sakI AaOr ijasako kuC AMSaaoM kao ‘Akro’
SaIYa-k sao sauSaIla isawaqa- nao laKna} ko ‘janasa%ta’ maoM p`kaiSat
ikyaa¸ ]sa $proKa nao ek
Aakar ko saaqa ‘AiBavyai@t’ maoM na kovala jagah banaa[- bailk
laaokip`yata BaI pa[-. maOMnao ‘fOna maola’ saMBaalakr nahIM rKI.
mauJao ]nako ip`MT Aa]T rKnao caaihe qao. Asala maoM kmPyaUTr kao sahI ZMga
sao hOMDla krnaa mauJao Aaja BaI nahIM Aata. hrdma baoTo kI sahayata laota hUM AaOr DaMT Kata hUM.
maOMnao Sau$
maoM hI kha qaa ik Aa%makqaa ka yah dUsara ihssaa hO. laaogaaoM kao AaScaya-
haogaa ik phlaa ihssaa¸ phlao @yaaoM nahIM saamanao AayaaÆ [saka @yaa ]%tr
dUMÆ saca khUM tao maOM saahsa jauTa rha qaa. ivaSvaasa kroM¸ Aa%makqaa
ilaKnaa svayaM kao gaIlaI lakD,I kI trh saulagato doKnaa hO. [tnaa hI nahIM¸
mausaIbat AaOr Aaft maaola laonaa hO. Aa baOla mauJao maar kI tja,- pr
samasyaaAaoM kao davat donaa hO. eosao–eosao laaoga ija,ndgaI maoM Aato
hOM¸ jaao dao pla phlao khI hu[- ApnaI baat sao maukr jaato hOM.
[tnaa hI
nahIM¸ vao Aapsao p`Sna BaI kr sakto hOM ik eosaa ]nhaoMnao kba kha qaa.
maOMnao yah BaI kha hO ik Aa%makqaa maoM ‘Aa%ma’ jaOsaa kuC haota hI
nahIM¸ dUsaro hI haoto hOM. jaao yaa tao caaoT phuMcaato hOM yaa AapkI
caaoTaoM pr marhma lagaato hOM. eosao laaogaaoM kI saM#yaa BaI kma nahIM
haotI
ijanhoM Aapnao caaoT phuMcaa[- haotI hO. ApnaI Aa%makqaa maoM iksaI
kao caaoT phuMcaanaa maora ]d\doSya nahIM hO. mauJao caaoT phuMcatI hao tao
phuMca jaae. laoikna ija,ndgaI maoM jaao caaoT Ka[- hO yaa dUsaraoM kao
phuMcaa[- hO¸ ]saka @yaa k$MÆ jaao kmaInao imalao hOM yaa ijanako saaqa
maOMnao kmaInagaI kI hO¸ ]saka @yaa k$MÆ yaid dUsaraoM kao bacaato hue
ilaKUMgaa tao ApnaI rxaa nahIM hao paegaI , , ,AaOr ApnaI rxaa krto hue
ilaKUMgaa tao Aa%makqaa ilaKnao kI ja,$rt hI @yaa hOÆ
dao vaYa- phlao ijasa idna pUiNa-maa vama-na sao faona pr Aa%makqaa
ko ilaKnao AaOr [sako Qaaravaaihk p`kaSana kI baat hu[- tao maoro mana maoM
phlaI baat yah Aa[- ik @yaa maorI Avasqaa ‘Aa%makqaa’ ilaKnao kI hao
ga[-Æ AD,talaIsa vaYa- kI Avasqaa @yaa Aa%makqaa ilaKnao kI Avasqaa hOÆ
pcapna–pcapna vaYa- kI Avasqaa ko laoKk tao yauvaa laoKk kho jaa rho hOM.
tao @yaa maOM ]nasao baUZ,a hUMÆ @yaa mauJao ija,ndgaI maoM AaOr kuC nayaa
doKnaa AaOr Baaoganaa nahIM hOÆ maOM [sa inaYkYa- pr phuMcaa ik ija,ndgaI
kI kqaa ilaKnao ko ilae Avasqaa kao[- maanak nahIM hO. ]sa idna bahut kuC
yaad Aayaa. k[- Aa%makqaaAaoM ko Alaavaa BaI bahut kuC. yah BaI ik laoKna
maoM maora kao[- maa[-–baap nahIM qaa. Aaja BaI nahIM hO. iksaI jamao hue
laoKk nao maorI iksaI rcanaa kao iksaI pi~ka ko ilae kBaI irkmaoND nahIM
ikyaa. rajaond` rava¸ Da^ rmaoSa Samaa- AaOr Da^ ,ramajanmarama Samaa-
nao mauJao rasta idKayaa¸ yah maOM kBaI nahIM BaUlaUMgaa laoikna jagah
maOMnao ApnaI lagana AaOr satt\ kaoiSaSa sao banaa[-.
nae rcanaakaraoM kao
yah batanaa Apnaa k%t-vya samaJata hUM ik saaih%ya kI duinayaa maoM
na kao[- maa[-–baap haota hO AaOr na kao[- Saa^T-–kT. [sa duinayaa maoM
vahI ijaegaa jaao rcaogaa. va@,t caaho ijatnaa laga jaae. BaaD,o pr ilae
gae Aalaaocak maaM–baap yaa ]nako Wara gaaod ilae gae rcanaakar d%tk–pu~
yaa pui~yaaM¸ j,yaada jaIto nahIM. kuC samaIxak yaa Aalaaocak mauJao
baIsavaIM sadI ko ]%traQa- ka khanaIkar maanato hOM laoikna ]namaoM sao
k[yaaoM kao nahIM maalaUma ik jaba vao pOda BaI nahIM hue qao¸ maOM
‘Qama-yauga’ AaOr ‘saaPtaihk ihndustana’¸ ‘yaaojanaa’ jaOsaI
pi~kaAaoM AaOr ‘dOinak jaagarNa’ jaOsao AK,baar maoM ‘saIrIja,’ maoM
Cp rha qaa yah sana\ 1971 maoM Sau$ hu[- maorI saaihi%yak yaa~a kI phlaI
parI ko ]%traQa-¸ 1980–81–82–83 ka samaya qaa ‘khanaIkar’¸
‘?tmBara’¸ ‘maMtvya’ AaOr ‘jaagarNa’maoM maorI khainayaaM
sana\ 80 sao phlao Cp caukI qaIM. ]sa samaya BaI AaOr ]sako BaI baad k[-
p`kaSapuMja pucCla taro kI trh jala kr bauJa cauko qao AaOr k[- janma lao
rho qao. maorI T/oijaDI yah rhI ik
maOM p`aya: ihndustana sao baahr rha AaOr bakaOla rajaond` yaadva
‘]pisqait’ kI cacaa- haotI hO
maanao¸ ik Aap ApnaI cacaa- kraeM yaa ik cacaa-AaoM ko daOrana BaID,
maoM saamanao haoM. ipClao saat–Aaz vaYaao-M maoM eosao k[- maaOko BaI Aae
ik BaID, qaI AaOr maOM BaID, ko saamanao BaI qaa. baD,o–baD,o saaih%yakaraoM ko saamanao qaa.
ek sao ek naamacaIna
vahaM qao magar iksaI maa[- ko laala nao ‘khanaI’ pr baaolato hue BaI
[sa xao~ maoM maora naama nahIM ilayaa. eosaa nahIM hO ik vao mauJao jaanato
nahIM. baD,o laaoga hOM
]naka baD,Ppna hO ik iksaI kao pZ,oM¸ na pZ,oM yaa pZ,kr haiSae pr
rK doM @yaaoMik ]nhoM tao isaf- [tnaa yaad rhta hO ik kaOna ]nhoM pZ,ta hO.
ek baat AaOr hO¸
maOMnao iksaI kao blaU yaa blaOk laobala jaa^naIvaa^kr
nahIM iplaa[-. Agar ipClao baIsa barsaaoM maoM kovala baIsa baar hI iplaa[-
haotI tao AhMkar ijasasao maora kao[- irSta nahIM hO ]sao Baa[- banaato AaOr
galao lagaato hue kh sakta qaa ik ihndI ko p`mauK khanaIkaraoM maoM Saumaar
ikyaa jaata
mauFtKaor laaoga nahIM jaanato ik maOM pi~kaeM KrIdkr pZ,ta hUM ]nhoM
tao mauF,t maoM imalatI hOM pi~kaAaoM ko sampadk Kud kao jaIivat samaJanao
ka Barma banaae rKnao ko ilae majabaUrna ]nhoM Baojato hOM. AaOr¸ vao ]na
pi~kaAaoM kao [sailae nahIM pZ,to @yaaoMik ]nhoM vahI¸ AaOr¸ ]tnaa hI
pZ,naa hO jaao ]nako saaxaa%kar yaa va@tvya sao saMbaMiQat hO. maOM kao[-
pi~ka yaa pznaIya saamaga`I ibanaa KrIdo nahIM pZ,ta. kao[- saamaga`I Apnao
Aap ]plabQa hao jaae tao Alaga baat hO. ivadoSa maoM rhto hue ek pi~ka kao
panao kI iktnaI kImat caukanaI pD,tI hO¸ [sao maOM hI jaanata hUM .
laoKkaoM kao ek p~ tk na ilaKnaovaalao saMpadk yaa Aa%mamaugQa
Aalaaocak @yaa jaanaoMÆ rcanaa Capnao ko baad pi~ka AaOr pairEaimak
Baojanaa tao dUr kI baat hO¸ saUcanaa tk donaa vao ja,$rI nahIM samaJato.
eosao ek nahIM Anaok saMpadk hOM ijanhoM maOM p`aya: faona krta hUM. pOsao
maorI jaoba sao K,ca- haoto hOM. rcanaa panao ko baad BaI vao maorI rcanaa
ka sToTsa pcaIsaaoM faona ko baad BaI nahIM bata pato ]nako kayaa-laya ka
kao[- Anya kma-caarI tao AaOr BaI dyanaIya isqait maoM haota hO. yao vao
naaOkr saMpadk hOM jaao baD,I pi~kaAaoM maoM pOOMtIsa – caalaIsa hja,ar
$pyaaoM sao j,yaada vaotna AaOr }pr sao Anaok sauivaQaaAaoM ka ]pBaaoga kr
rho hOM. [nakI pi~ka maoM yaid ek p`vaasaI ihndI laoKk saala maoM ek baar
ApnaI rcanaa ko dma pr Cpta hO tao BaI ]sao pi~ka tba doKnao kao imalatI hO
jaba vah Apnao p`yaasaaoM sao ]sao Baart sao maMgavaa pata hO. ivadoSa sao
ek rcanaa kao Da^k sao rijasTD- Baojanao ka K,ca- 500 $pyao sao AiQak Aata
hO. ]sako baad faona pr faona.
BaaojapurI maoM ek khavat hO.
maOM ]sao
]sako maUla $p maoM ]d\QaRt nahIM kr sakta magar Da^T,, , , Da^T ko saaqa
tao ]d\QaRt krnao ka hk, mauJao hO. tao¸ khavat hO¸ ‘ hla do¸
baOla
do AaOr, , , ,Kaodnao ko ilae pOnaa BaI do.,’ eosao BaI saMpadk hOM
ijanhoM baIsa–baIsa $pyaaoM ko iTkT lagao ilafafo BaI Baojao magar ]nakI
baoSarmaI ]na iTkTaoM kao baoMcakr ek Saama kI da$ pI ga[-. ek p`vaasaI ko
pasa BaartIya Da^k iTkT hmaoSaa khaM haoMgaoÆ ApnaI jaoba sao pcaasa yaa
saaO $pyaa lagaakr kao[- saMpadk iksaI p`vaasaI rcanaakar kao pi~ka nahIM
Baojata. pUCnao pr baD,I sarlata sao JaUz BaI baaola dota hO ik
pi~ka Aapkao Baoja tao dI qaI. Aro¸ Baoja dI qaI tao @yaa ]sao
ja,maIna Ka ga[-¸ Aasamaana inagala gayaa yaa paosT Aa^ifsa vaalao pI gae.
hr mahInao yaid ]sao dao p`ityaaM BaI ivadoSa BaojanaI haoM tao DoZ, saaO
$pyaaoM sao AiQak Kca- nahIM Aaegaa. yah QanaraiSa rcanaakar ko pairEaimak
sao BaI laI jaa saktI hO. magar yah tao tba hao jaba pairEaimak donao kI
naIyat AaOr prmpra hao Aalaaocak yaa samaalaaocak yaid [sao maora
baD,baaolaapna na samaJaoM tao ek gauja,airSa hO¸ ijatnaa mauJao pZ,a hO
]sa pr [-maanadarI bartoM. mauJao Zaola pITnao ka SaaOk nahIM hO magar
pITnaa pD, rha hO. @yaaoMik Aaja ka yauga svayaM kI maako-iTMga ka hao gayaa
hO. maora davaa hO ik k[- Saor Aalaaocak itya-k roKaAaoM pr bahut cala
cauknao ko baad vaË roKa pr Aagao nahIM calaoMgao ipClao dao–tIna
saalaaoM maoM AMSaumaana Sau@la¸ pUjaa EaIvaastva¸ saaQanaa Aga`vaala¸
hotu BaarWaja¸ rajaoSa rMjana¸ mahoSa dp-Na¸ rakoSa ibaharI¸ manaIYa
i~pazI AaOr Baart BaarWaja nao ivaiBanna p~–pi~kaAaoM maoM maora ]llaoK
ikyaa hO. rajaond` yaadva AaOr AmarIk isaMh dIp nao k`maSa: maoro phlao AaOr
dUsaro khanaI saMga`h ka blaba- ilaKa hO. maOM sacamauca [naka AaBaarI hUM.
ijasa trh laoKna AaOr jaIvana maoM maOM AajaadI caahta hUM ]saItrh
samaIxakaoM AaOr AalaaocakaoM kao BaI pUrI AajaadI donaa caahta hUM ik vao
jaao ]icat samaJaoM¸ ilaKoM.
jaba ‘Akro’ ilaKnaa Sau$ ikyaa qaa tao Aa%makqaa idmaaga maoM
nahIM qaI. yaa~a vaRtaMt qaa. paMca–paMca saaO SabdaoM sao BaI kma ko
epIsaaoD qao . laoikna Aa%makqaa maoM vao epIsaaoD nahIM cala sakto qao.
maOMnao
ija,ndgaI kao KMgaalanaa Sau$ ikyaa AaOr ifr yaadaoM kI saMkrI gailayaaoM
sao gauja,rkr ilaKnaa. ek Ant:sailalaa bahnao lagaI . AbaUQaabaI phuMcanao ko p`arimBak idna sauKd AnauBavaaoM ko idna
nahIM rho. maoro samaya sao na phuMcanao kI dSaa maoM jaao iSaixaka tdqa-
inayaui@t pr kama kr rhI qaIM ]naka ivaraoQa. SaIla saa’ba ka ivaica~
svaBaava. dixaNa BaartIya laaogaaoM ko bahumat maoM ek eosaI jaIvana SaOlaI
kI tlaaSa ijasamaoM maakUla ZMga sao ijayaa jaa sako. }pr sao Saraba ka na
imalanaa. imalanaa tao dUr¸ iksaI sao [sa baaro maoM pUCnaa BaI kuf`.
baD,I AjaIbaaoga,rIba dSaa qaI. kanapur maoM daostaoM ko kho hue vaa@ya
yaad Aae, , , , , , da$ tao @yaa¸ panaI kI ek baUMd ko ilae trsa
jaaAaogao , , , AaOr AaOrt , , ,]saka tao BaUgaaola hI BaUlakr jaaAao, , ,
hk,Ik,t maoM trsa gayaa maOM.
ek baUMd Saraba ko ilae , , ,
khaM Saama ko saat–Aaz bajao ko baad hI Sau$ hao jaatI qaI AaOr
khaM vah Acaanak dula-Ba hao ga[- qaI , , ,
na[- jagah qaI.
Akolaapna qaa. pICo CUTI yaadoM qaIM. baIvaI AaOr
baoTo ko Alaavaa ek pUra jagat jaao kBaI maorI duinayaa rh cauka qaa¸
vah
barabar yaadaoM maoM banaa rhta qaa , , ,
jaao pznaIya saamaga`I maOM Apnao saaqa laayaa qaa yaa rajaoSvar
gaMgavaar nao ApnaI Aaor sao dI qaI¸ vah maOM inapTa cauka qaa. skUla ko
pustkalaya maoM kuC K,asa nahIM qaa. T\yaUSana maoro pasa qaI nahIM.
maorI
SaamaoM p~–laoKna AaOr ratoM ihndI iflma doKnao maoM gauja,rnao lagaIM.
Gar ko saBaI sadsyaaoM kao maOM Alaga sao p~ ilaKta. ima~aoM¸
laoKkaoM¸ irStodaraoM maoM ijasakI yaad Aa jaatI¸ ]sao p~ ilaKta.
maorI
ija,ndgaI kao ijana laaogaaoM nao kumhar kI trh gaZ,a hO¸ ]nhoM p~ ilaKta.
]sa ipta kao p~ ilaKta ijasasao ]sako jaIvanakala maoM kBaI Kulakr AaOr
Aamanao–saamanao baat nahIM hu[-. mauJao kaF,ka ka bayaana p`aya: yaad
Aata hO¸ “jaao kuC maOM Apnao ipta kI CatI pr nahIM rao saka vah ApnaI
khainayaaoM maoM raota hUM. ” laaK vaOcaairk ivaraoQaaoM ko baavajaUd maOM
Apnao ipta sao bahut Pyaar krta qaa magar [tnaa Drta qaa ik maora Pyaar kBaI
Aakar laokr ]pisqat nahIM hao saka. vao kBaI samaJa nahIM sako AaOr maOM
kBaI samaJaa nahIM saka. vao BaI mauJao bahut ‘maanato’ qao. caahnao
AaOr maananao maoM fk- haota hO. laoikna ApnaI ]balatI maanaisakta maoM maOM
]sao mahsaUsa nahIM kr saka. saaolah–sa~h kI Avasqaa maoM hI maOMnao
]nhoM nakarnaa Sau$ kr idyaa. yah isqait ]nako ilae bahut kYTp`d rhI haogaI.
[sao maOM Aba j,yaada AcCI trh samaJa sakta hUM jaba maora baD,a baoTa
AnauBava [sa vaYa- 17 maaca- kao baIsa vaYa- ka hao gayaa hO. dao mahInao
phlao maOMnao jaI TI vaI pr Kbar maoM yah saunakr ik idllaI maoM baD,I
zMD pD, rhI hO¸ ]sao faona ikyaa ik garma kpD,o phnaao¸ Apnaa K,yaala rKao¸
zMD bahut hO , , ,tao¸ ]sanao kha ik basa¸ [saIilae faona ikyaa , , ,zMD–vaMD khIM nahIM hO.
sahI va@,t pr hma iksaI kao kba samaJato hOMÆ hma sabakI iSakayat
AaOr tnaava ka @yaa [sasao Alaga kao[- karNa hOÆ hmaarI bahut saI
baImaairyaaoM ka janak ek–dUsaro kao sahI va@,t pr na samaJanaa hO, , ,
baambao ³maumba[-´ sao jaao tar maOMnao Gar Baojaa qaa AaOr ASaaok
ko maaQyama sao jaao tar AbaUQaabaI sao Gar krvaayaa¸ daonaaoM ek hI idna
vahaM imalao. [saka pta mauJao Gar sao Aae p%naI AaOr ipta ko p~ sao
imalaa , , ,
BaartIya Da^k vyavasqaa kao maOM bahut AcCa samaJata hUM laoikna AcCI
vyavasqaaeM BaI kBaI –kBaI gaD,baD,a jaatI hOM, , , maoro saaqa eosaI
gaD,baiD,yaaM tIna–caar baar GaTI hOM, , ,
]nakI cacaa- maOM p`saMga Aanao pr k$Mgaa, , ,
ApnaI Avasqaa sao AiQak ]ma` ko Ca~–Ca~aAaoM kao Aba tk pZ,ata
Aayaa hUM. laoikna jaba–jaba skUlaaoM maoM naaOkiryaaM kIM tao bahut
CaoTo baccaaoM kI kxaaeM laonaI pD,IM . AbaUQaabaI [iNDyana skUla maoM tao maOMnao vaaiYa-k prIxaa ko zIk
phlao jvaa^[na ikyaa qaa. mauJao kxaa–2 ko saI AaOr DI sao@Sana BaI Ta[ma
Tobala maoM imalao. k[- baccaaoM kI yaadoM maorI smaRit maoM hOM ikntu
DaonaalD kao maOM kBaI Baulaa nahIM payaa. vah sao@Sana
DI maoM qaa. skUla 1 bajakr 20 imanaT pr Sau$ haota AaOr Saama kao
savaa Ch pr AaiK,rI GaNTI bajatI. hr Saama ek CaoTa baccaa mauJao ‘gauD [vhinaMga sar’ khnao ko
kuC plaaoM ko baad ApnaI basa kI Aaor baZ,to hue ‘gauD naa[T sar’ khta.
yah raoja kI baat hao ga[- qaI. ibanaa eosaa ike vah jaata hI nahIM qaa.
maOMnao Apnao sahkima-yaaoM kao DaonaalD ko baaro maoM batayaa AaOr ek
Saama
]nhoM vah GaTnaa idKa[- BaI. Agalao idna maOMnao DaonaalD sao kha ik
yaid maOM Saama kao skUla ko dUsaro gaoT sao inaklaUM tao vah @yaa krogaa. ]sanao bahut inadao-Ya ]%tr idyaa¸ “sar¸ tao maOM BaI dUsaro gaoT sao
inaklaa k$Mgaa, , , ” baccao baD,o maasaUma haoto hOM. ijasao caah laoto
hOM ]sao hRdya sao caahto hOM. ]sa saala maOMnao ]sao kula baIsaok idna hI
pZ,ayaa haogaa. ]sako baad vah saatvaIM AaOr AazvaIM maoM maora Ca~ rha.
ek idna ]sanao pUCa¸ “sar¸ DU yaU irmaombar maI, , , Æ”
“esa
DaonaalD , , , ”
“sar,, , ,
. yaU Ta^T maI ihndI, , , h\vaona Aa[- vaaja [na sTONDD- TU, , , . ”
“
esa, , , Aa[- naao, , , ”
vah bahut KuSa huAa ik maOM ]sao yaad rKo hUM.
jaba vah kxaa 2 maoM
qaa tba BaI vah ihndI maoM kmaja,aor qaa AaOr jaba saatvaIM AaOr AazvaIM
maoM ]sao pZ,ayaa tba BaI vah kmaja,aor hI qaa laoikna halaat kao samaJa
laonao ko baad ik ihndI kI kao[- pRYzBaUima skUla AaOr vaatavarNa maoM ek
ivaYaya ko $p maoM nahIM hO AaOr AiQakaMSa baccao dixaNa BaartIya hOM¸
maOMnao iksaI kao fola na krnao kI maanaisakta banaa laI qaI. halaaMik¸
Aqa- kao hI p`Qaanata donao vaalao BaaOitktavaadI samaaja maoM Anya ihndI
AQyaapkaoM kao maora rvaOyyaa rasa Aanao vaalaa nahIM qaa. DaonaalD jaba
kBaI maMqalaI TosT maoM nambar kma pata tao pUCta¸ “sar¸ ivala yaU fola
maI [na d fa[nala egjaama, , ,Æ
“
naao, , , ” vah ek mauskana ko saaqa Aagao baZ, jaata. vah Anya baccaaoM
sao na kovala pZ,a[- maoM bailk svaasqya ko ilahaja, sao BaI kmaja,aor qaa.
izganaa AaOr kmaja,aor. kBaI–kBaI mauJao lagata ik vah maanaisak $p sao
BaI kuC pICo hO. maora saaocanaa ga,lat nahIM qaa. maOMgalaaOrI
maata–ipta kI saMtana DaonaalD slaao lana-r qaa. ApnaI kxaaAaoM maoM vah
hmaoSaa AaiK,rI sqaana pr rha prntu ijasao bacapna khto hOM, , , ijasao
inadao-iYata khto hOM, , , ijasao maasaUimayat khto hOM, , , ijasao kudrt kI
Anamaaola BaoMT khto hOM, , , ]sao saMjaaoe rKnao maoM vah hmaoSaa p`qama
sqaana pr rha, , ,
kxaa 11 kI prIxaa maoM vah fola hao gayaa.
halaaMik navaIM kxaa sao
hI vah maora Ca~ nahIM rha qaa. ]sanao ihndI ko badlao f`OMca ilayaa qaa.
laoikna jaba vah 11 vaIM maoM fola huAa tao mauJao pta calaa. dao–tIna
mahInaaoM baad ek idna maOMnao ]sao skUla ko gailayaaro maoM Apnao pasa sao
gauja,rto hue doKa tao pUCa¸ “ kOsao hao, , ,Æ”
“
sar, , , Aa[- ema iDToND [na @laa^sa elaovana, , , ”
“baT, , ,
h\vaa[-, , , .Æ”
“
sar, , , . yaU naao, , , Aa[ ema vaIk, , , eoND sar, , , kro@Sana, , ,
vaaja vhorI Tf, , , ”
“naao
p`a^blaoma, , , vak- haD-, , , ”
“esa
sar, , , Aa’yama vaik-Mga haD-, , , ”
vah ]saI saadgaI AaOr AbaaoQata ko saaqa Aagao baZ, gayaa jaOsao
bacapna maoM basa kI Aaor baZ, jaata qaa. maOMnao tIna–caar vaYa- phlao ek
laGaukqaa ilaKI ‘Eawa’ jaao ‘dOinak jaagarNa’ maoM p`kaiSat hu[-.
yah kqaa DaonaalD kI hO. khainayaaoM ko pa~ eosao hI tao imalato hOM.
AaOr
eosao hI tao haoto hOM. Apnao pasa. bahut pasa. Aaja¸
DaonaalD ijasao
saba Daonala Dk khto qao vah lagaBaga 25 vaYa- ka hao gayaa hO. AaOr ek
Aa^yala kMpnaI maoM sauprvaa[ja,r hO. Apnao saaqa ko saaz p`itSat laD,kaoM
kao ]sanao pICo CaoD, idyaa hO, , ,
tk,dIr BaI kuC haotI hO¸ [sasao kaOna [Mkar krogaaÆ maOM hmaoSaa
[sako mah%%va kao nakarta rha hUM. DaonaalD nao iksaI trh baI , e , ikyaa
qaa ik ]sako ipta kao lakvaa maar gayaa. ]sakI maaM nao ]sao tRtIya EaoNaI
kma-caarI ko $p maoM ek Aa^yala kMpnaI maoM inayau@t
krvaayaa. vahaM jaao sauprvaa[jar qaa vah Acaanak ek saPtah na tao
D\yaUTI pr Aayaa na ]sanao Apnao Anaupisqat haonao kI kao[- vaja,h bata[-.
]sao kMpnaI nao Tima-naoT AaOr DaonaalD kao p`maaoT kr idyaa , , ,
AaOr , , , DaonaalD sauprvaa[ja,r hao gayaa laoikna Aaja
BaI vah ]tnaa hI ivanama` hO ijatnaa kxaa dao maoM qaa. cair~ maoM saMskRit
@yaa [tnaI GaulaI–imalaI haotI hOÆ, , ,
³Agalao
AMk maoM – xaopk´