hMUÑ tao maIra ko ilae
kao[- Dosk BaI nahIM bacaaÑ maIra kao ]sa AadmaI ka–saa
lagaa jaao ikrae pr Gar dokr Gar hI ikraedaraoM kao Kao
baOzo AaOr vaapsa maaMganao pr ]sa pr GausapOize ka Aaraop
lagaakr Apmaainat ikyaa jaae.
ek caaOKanao maoM sao salaoTI rMga ka isar ]za AaOr maIra
nao doKa ek baD,I ]ma` kI maihlaa ]sakI Aaor baZ, rhI hO.
"AaoÑ yaU Aar maIra , , ,Aaya irmaoMbar yaU , , ,iDD
naa^T yaU laIvaÆ"
"naao¸ Aa[- vaa^ja Aa^na laaMga laIva." maIra
nao CaoTa–saa ]<ar idyaa¸ pr maihlaa baD,I
]%saaiht–saI laga rhI qaI.
"Aa[- va@D- ivad yaU vhona yaU kaoAariDnaoToD d
AaiDT\sa p`aojao@T , , ,yaU yaUj,D TU baI [na spoSala
p`aojao@Tsa.
maIra kao yaad hao Aayaa ,
, ,yah maihlaa bahut baaor lagaa krtI qaI ]sao. vah jaba
kBaI [sa dF,tr ko baasaIpna AaOr }baa donao vaalao
maahaOla kI baat krtI qaI tao FlaaoroMsa jaOsao laaoga hI
]sako idmaaga, maoM haoto qao , , ,tao Aba [nhIM laaogaaoM
ko baIca kama krnaa haogaa¸ ]saka idla DUbanao lagaa.
maIra nao eilaja,baoqa ihla kI trÔ mauK,aitba haokr kha¸
"baOna khaM hOÆ"
]sa BaarI–Barkma phaD, nao ]sao saIQaI inagaah sao
trorto hue kha¸ "PlaIja,¸ vaoT FyaU imanaT\sa¸
imasTr ibalDr ivala naa} saI yaU."
qaaoD,I dor maoM dubalaI–ptlaI¸ krIba baIsa–baa[-sa
vaYa- kI ek yauvatI ]sako pasa Aa[- AaOr baaolaI¸
"Aaya ema imasTr ibalDsa- saoËoTrI¸ hI vauD laa[k
Tu saI yaU."
maIra kao sahsaa lagaa
]sako ijasma ko hr ktro maoM hrkt pOda hao rhI qaI. poT
maoM gauD,gauD,I¸ idla kI QaD,kna toja,. ]sanao ek laMbaI
saaMsa laI AaOr laD,kI ko pICo cala dI. [sa dF,tr maoM
saba ]sao imasTr ibalDr baulaato hOM. K,asaa raoba rKa
huAa hO baOna nao. pr vah ]sao kBaI BaI imasTr ibalDr
nahIM baulaa saktI¸ caaho Aba vah ]saka maOnaojar hao.
phlao sao jaao ek saMbaMQa banaa huAa hO – ek samaana
str ko piricat ka.
baOna ko kmaro kI dIvaar
krIba Aaz fuT }McaI qaI pr AaQaI dIvaar T/aMsporoMT
PlaaisTk kI qaI ijasasao baona Apnao maathtaoM –
saba–Aa^iD-naoT\sa pr naja,r rK sakta qaa AaOr kuC hd tk
p`a[vaosaI BaI qaI. kmaro ko pasa phMucakr ]sa laD,kI nao
maIra kao Éknao kao kha. vah AMdr ga[-¸ baona sao pUCa¸
ifr baahr Aakr ]sao AMdr jaanao kao kha. maIra nao Aba tk
ApnaI QaukQaukI kao kaÔI hd tk AiQakar maoM lao ilayaa
qaa AaOr kaÔI saMyaimat isqaricat haokr vah baOna ko
kmaro maoM ga[-. baOna kI AisasToMT maOnaojar BaI vahIM
baOzI qaI. vao daonaaoM kuC baat kr rho qao. maIra
drvaaja,o pr hI KD,I rhI. kuC plaaoM baad baOna nao ]sakI
Aaor naja,r ]za[-. ]sa naja,r maoM ]sao ek AaoZ,a huAa
AiQakarBaava AaOr gaMBaIrta dIKI. ibanaa mauskrahT ko
saaqa AiBavaadna ike ek saQaI–saI Aavaaja, maoM baona
nao kha¸ "saao [T [ja, yaU , , ,Aa[- kuD naa^T
knaO@T d naoma ivad d fosa."
maIra ka mana ekdma bauJa
gayaa. baona Aaja ]saka maOnaojar bana gayaa hO tao naama
tk BaUla gayaaÑ pr ]sao kuC baaolanaa caaihe¸ yah
saaocakr baaolaI¸ "kao[- baat nahIM , , ,BaartIya
naama yaad rKnaa mauiSkla hO."
baOna pla Bar Éka rha ik
maIra kuC AaOr khogaI , , ,pr maIra iksaI BaI BaUt kI
GaTnaa ka vaasta dokr Apnao Aapkao hIna nahIM krnaa caahtI
qaI. vah caup hI rhI tba baOna ekdma baa^sa vaalaa ÉK,
Apnaakr kama kI baat krnao lagaa ijasaka GaUma–ifr kr
Aqa- yah inaklata qaa ik na tao vao maIra ko kama AaOr
svaBaava kao jaanato hOM na maIra ]nako. ro nao ]sao [tnaa
hI batayaa hO ik maIra enaailasT qaI AaOr pOraola maoM
enaailaisasa ka j,yaada kama nahIM hO. vahaM tao caok
banaae jaato hOM jaao saIQao–sao @laOirkla kama hO. ek
hI kama ]sako ilae jaao zIk–zak pD, sakta hO vah hO 'maOnaojaIiryala irknsaIilaeSana' ka yaanaI ik irTayar
haonao vaalao maOnaojaraoM ko pICo ko kuC [nËImaoMT
vagaOrh ide nahIM gae qao¸ kuC nae $la banao hOM¸ ]nako
saaqa imalaana krko pOsao donao hOM. iflahala kuC mahInao
maIra yahI krogaI. Agar kama psaMd Aayaa tao ]sao
irknsaIilaeSana yaUinaT ka sauprvaa[ja,r banaa idyaa
jaaegaa.
maIra isaÔ- sauna rhI qaI
jaOsao kaoT- maoM saja,a ka ÔOsalaa saunaayaa jaa rha
hao. [sa va@,t ]sao naaOkrI caaihe qaI. kao[- ApIla nahIM
cala saktI qaI – baOgasa- Aar naa^T caUjasa-¸ ]sanao
mana hI mana Kud kao tsallaI dI. ifr kha baOna sao¸
"isaMsa Aa[- hOva naao caa^yasa¸ Aa[- ivala DU
vaaTevar [ja, Asaa[MD TU maI." AaOr maIra ]z KD,I
hu[- qaI. mana maoM ek Gaaor ivatRYNaa ka Baava ]za–
laaoga [sa trh badla @yaaoM jaato hOMÆ ek saaqa
paiT-yaaoM maoM¸ maIiTMgaaoM maoM gapbaaja,I krko Aba
daostI kI mauskana tk nahIM , , ,
laaOTkr ivaxaubQa AaOr ÉMQao
hue mana sao vah Apnao Dosk pr Aakr baOz ga[-. Apnao Aap
kao laokr bahut glaaina hao rhI qaI , , ,[tnaa Apmaana , ,
,[tnaI caaoT¸ isaÔ- [sailae ik vah laaOT Aa[- hO. @yaa
[tnaa ga,lat haota hO ApnaI hk kI dI hu[- caIja, ka vaapsa
maaMganaa , , ,saaocato–saaocato ]saka idmaaga, ]sao
khIM ka khIM lao gayaa jaba rama AyaaoQyaa vaapsa laaOTo
qao tao dIpavalaI manaa[- ga[- qaI pr @yaa saca maoM saBaI
KuSa qaoÆ Bart Apnaa rajya Kaokr BaIÆ iksaI nao Bart ko
AMtr kI baat tao kI nahIM pr yah baD,I iÔjaUla baat
saaoca rhI hO , , ,na vah rama hO¸ na hI iksaI ka kuC
raja lauT rha hO. na hI yahaM BaartIya AadSaao-M ka
saMdBa- hO. ifr rama tao bahut kuC ivaijat krko laaOT rho
qao , , ,]sanao [na vaYaao-M maoM @yaa pa ilayaaÆ Agar
ema ,baI ,e ,vagaOrh kI haotI tao kuC raoba BaI pD,ta pr
ifr vah puranaI jagah laaOTtI hI @yaaoMÆ kuC nae maaga-
hI Kulao haoto pr nae maaga- Kaoja kr BaI vyai@t laaOTta
hO tao BaI tao mana TUT sakta hO. bauw jaba laaOTo qao tao
naMd nao BaI Apmaainat ikyaa qaa ]nhoM pr bauw tba Éko
nahIM qao.
naMd hI pCtata huAa ]nako
pICo–pICo gayaa qaa AaOr Saayad Apmaana AaOr iSakayataoM
sao bacanao ko ilae hI kRYNa kBaI laaOTo hI nahIM
vaRMdavana , , ,isaÔ- Aagao hI doKa¸ pICo mauD,nao kI
ja,$rt hI nahIM pD,I. pr @yaa saca maoM eosaa hao pata hO
hmaarI ija,MdgaI maoM. pICo ka saba kuC imaT jaae¸ ]sakI
yaad , , ,]sakI caah , , ,]sakI hUk – kuC BaI na rho
AaOr maIra ko BaItr ApnaI phcaanaI duinayaa maoM laaOT
jaanao kI [tnaI ja,bardst [cCa jagaI ik ]sakI AaMKaoM maoM
AaMsaU Bar Aae. [tnaa kuC Kaokr [sa nae doSa maoM
ija,MdgaI kI SauÉAat iksailaeÆ laoikna ijasa ima+I sao
gaZ,o gae¸ ]saI ima+I pr ija,MdgaI gauja,ar kr ]saI maoM
imala jaanaa @yaa ija,MdgaI kI pUrI saMBaavanaaAaoM kao
khIM kMud kr donaa nahIM hOÆ @yaa tba vyai@t ijaM,dgaI
kao pUro ivastar AaOr AayaamaaoM ko saaqa jaI pata hOÆ
Saayad nahIM. [saIilae kRYNa kI ija,MdgaI maoM ek pUrapna
hO ik vao ek jagah Éko nahIM , , ,maqaura¸ Warka , ,
,basa Aagao baZ,to rho.
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