16 A@tUbar 2005

"vah saba vahaM BaI Cu+I ko va@t krta hO – Aa^pora¸ iqaeTr¸ myaUija,yamsa , , ,pr jaba Cu+I ka va@t baIt jaata hO tao vah jaOsao ekdma kao[- maSaInaI putlaa¸ kao[- raobaaoT bana jaata hO – kama , , ,kama , , ,kama , , ,daOD, , , ,daOD, , , ,daOD, , , ,jaldI , , ,jaldI , , ,jaldI , , ,jaOsao ]sakI ijasmaanaI maSaIna sao yahI haMftI hu[- saaMsaoM inaklatI hOM. tba maOM ]sao ja,ra–saa BaI raoknao kI kaoiSaSa k$M tao ]saka saMtulana Kao jaata hO jaOsao vah iksaI ptlaI tar ko pula pr Baaga rha hao AaOr ja,ra–saa BaI Qyaana baMTnao sao igarnao ka K,tra hao AaOr tba mauJao lagata hO ik ]sako igarnao maoM daoYa maora hI haogaa AaOr maOM Gabara jaatI hMU. ]sao raoktI nahIM , , ,]laTo vahI mauJasao Apoxaa krta hO ik maOM BaI eosao hI BaagaMU ]sako saaqa–saaqa. eosaa hI iksaI ha[-–p`oSar naaOkrI maoM laga jaa}M. [sao vah maorI Aa%mainaBa-rta khta hO , , ,A@sar mauJao nayaI–nayaI naaOkiryaaoM kI saMBaavanaaAaoM ko xao~aoM ko baaro maoM batata hOM AaOr khta hO ik mauJao BaI Apnao paMva pr KD,a haonaa caaihe. maohnat krko kuC kr laonaa caaihe vanaa- kuC saalaaoM maoM maOM ipCD, jaa}MgaI. ifr Apnao–Aap kao falatU mahsaUsa krnao lagaMUgaI , , ,Aa[- ivala baI ek imasaifT [na dOT saaosaa[TI , , ,"

maQau nao doKa maIra kI AaMKoM BaIgaI hu[- qaIM. vah isaÔ- BaaOca@kI–saI ]sao doKtI rhI qaI. maIra nao AaMK ]za[- tao ek baMUd gaala pr Aa igarI. khnao lagaI¸ "pr ivajaya kao Saayad yah nahIM pta ik maOM tao ABaI sao Kud kao falatU mahsaUsa krnao lagaI hMU. ]sakI ijaM,dgaI maoM BaI AaOr ]sako samaaja maoM BaI. vahaM maoro ilae kao[- jagah hI nahIM , , ," maIra khto–khto Apnao Aap hI KamaaoSa haokr AMtlaI-na–saI hao ga[-. maQau caupcaap ]sakI KamaaoSaI mahsaUsatI rhI¸ ifr QaIro sao baaolaI¸ "tU yahaM prÔa^rmaoMsa dokr jaa rhI hOÆ"
"vaao tao K,Or do hI rhI hMU ekaQa , , ,pr [sa trh sao khIM naR%ya calata hOÑ tIna saala baad Baart AaAao AaOr ifr sao naaca Sau$ kr dao. ifr mahInao–dao mahInao baad dubaara sao saalaaoM ko ilae ga,ayaba¸ [sa trh sao klaa qaaoD,o hI pnaptI hOÑ AaOr ifr laaogaaoM kI smaRit BaI AaiK,r iktnaI dUr tk jaa saktI hO. ek baar maMca sao pro hao gae tao bahut jaldI saba BaUla jaato hOM , , ,ifr Saao BaI nahIM imalato."
"maIra¸ @yaa kBaI naR%ya isaKanao ka saaocaa hO¸ tuma vahaM Apnaa skUla nahIM Kaola saktIÆ kuC tao saIKnao vaalao imala hI jaaeMgao."
"AaOr maOM idna–rat Qaa gao ikT Qaa , , ,basa DaMsa ko k K ga isaKatI rhMU. Aa[- hoT dOT , , ,isaKanao maoM naR%ya khaM pnapta hO ]laTo maIlaaoM naIcao ]trkr phlao tao basa baoisak sTop hI isaKanao haoto hOM. mauJao yaaoM BaI caIja,aoM ko sarlaIkrNa kI Aadt yaa caava nahIM."
"maIraÑ" maQau nao Sabd jamaa–jamaakr khnaa Sau$ ikyaa¸ "@yaa tUnao kBaI saaocaa hO , , ,"
maIra baIca hI maoM ]sao Taokto hue ]sako AMdaja, pr hMsatI hu[- baaolaI¸ "saaocatI hI tao rhtI hMU¸ AaOr krtI @yaa hMUÆ"
"nahIM¸ maIra¸ caup¸ maOM tuJasao ek baD,a gaMBaIr savaala pUC rhI hMU."
"zIk hO¸ pUC."
"@yaa tUnao kBaI saaocaa hO ik tU ija,MdgaI maoM @yaa caahtI hOÆ"
"haM¸ saaocaa hO bahut baar , , ,baar–baar saaocaa hO. yaaoM hr baar javaaba ek hI nahIM haota pr ifr BaI haota hO javaaba AaOr Aksar vahI ik maOM ija,MdgaI kao Apnao ZMga sao jaInaa caahtI hMU. ijaM,dgaI pr Apnaa hk¸ Apnaa kMT/aola caahtI hMU pr vahI nahIM haota. AaOr maOM hI @yaaoM , , ,mauJao lagata hO iksaI ka nahIM hao pata pr kaoiSaSa saba krto hOM. Saayad kuC hd tk kao[- safla BaI hao jaato hOM pr pirvaar–samaaja kI ApoxaaeM , , ,AaOr hmaarI ApnaI hI ja,atI ja,$rtoM khaM eosaa haonao dotI hOMÆ maOM jauD,a BaI rhnaa caahtI hMU AaOr mau@t BaI , , ,yah kOsao hao sakta hOÑ"

"maIra¸ maalaUma mauJao @yaa lagata hO¸ tU yahaM ko saMdBa- sao kT ga[- hO. torI tao maaMga hI kuC AaOr hO , , ,yahaM tao saaMsa laonao ko ilae qaaoD,a–saa sposa imala jaae¸ [tnaI hI baat pUrI nahIM haotI. ija,MdgaI ka hk, kaOna maaMga sakta hO , , ,eosaI baatoM kroM BaI tao isaÔ- mad- hI kr sakto hOM. maOMnao kBaI [sa trh sao saaocaa hI nahIM."
"maQau¸ hmaara saaocanaa BaI tao Sau$ sao inayaimat ikyaa jaata hO , , ,]nhIM caIja,aoM ko baaro maoM saaocato hOM ijanakI [jaaja,t haotI hO AaOr ifr vahI Aadt bana jaatI hO. ]sasao baahr saaocanaa ifr hmaoM saUJata hI nahIM."

maQau kao lagaa baat j,yaada hI gaMBaIr haotI jaa rhI hO. qaaoD,I dor maoM maIra yahaM kao[- naarI–AaMdaolana hI na KD,a kr doÑ ]ztI hu[- baaolaI¸ "cala–cala¸ baahr calaoM¸ maOM tao tuJao vaojaIToiryana maoM Daosao iKlaanao lao jaanaa caahtI qaI."
maIra BaI Apnao sao ekdma baahr Aa ga[-.
"doTsa e ga`oT Aa[iDyaa."
AaOr dixaNa BaartIya Kanao ka Qyaana Aato hI maIra ko idla–idmaaga, maoM ifr sao kRYNana traotaja,a hao Aayaa , , ,@yaa kr rha haogaa vah [sa va@t saubah ko gyaarh bajaoÆ vahaM tao ABaI ipClaI tarIK kI rat haogaI , , ,

saUrja kI kD,I QaUp maoM BaI iknhIM rataoM ko saae maIra ko jaohna maoM ]tr Aae. TO@saI maoM ipClaI saIT pr baOzo iKD,kI sao Aato hue toja, hvaa ko JaaoMko maIra ko gaosauAaoM kao lahranao lagao. navaMbar kI KnaktI hvaa nao idmaaga, kI hr iKD,kI kao jaOsao Kaola idyaa qaa AaOr ]na KulaI iKD,ikyaaoM sao ifsalakr Aanao lagao iktnao hI BaUlao–phcaanao naama AaOr caohro , , ,[tnao saalaaoM maoM jaanao saba khaM–khaM ibaKr gae haoMgao , , ,]sanao ApnaI DayarI BaI saMBaalakr nahIM rKI , , ,kOsaa lagata Agar vah BaI idllaI maoM hI iksaI sao SaadI krko basa jaatI , , ,]sakI Sahr sao phcaana AaOr Sahr kI ]sasao phcaana tba K,asaI baZ, jaatI. pr @yaa saca maoM , , ,@yaa vah }ba nahIM jaatI ]saI baMQaI idnacayaa- sao , , ,AmarIka nao ]sao inaiScat $p sao ek nayaI duinayaa ka AnauBava idyaa hO. ]sako ixaitja ka ivastar ikyaa hO , , ,pr phlao ka saara saMcaya ÔjaUla BaI tao hao gayaa hO. @yaa Apnao saaro AtIt kao saaqa laokr ijayaa jaa sakta hOÆ AtIt kao Apnao sao Alaga kaTkr Qar donaa ]sako ilae [tnaa pID,adayak @yaaoM hOÆ Saayad baD,I maohnat sao¸ baD,I ehityaat sao rcaa gayaa qaa vah AtIt , , ,Aba vaOsao p`yaasa ifr sao @yaaoM nahIM hao saktoÆ 

]sao sahsaa yaad hao Aayaa bahut saudUr AtIt ka ek caohra – Aijat , , ,yahI naama qaa ]saka¸ tba baI ,e ,fsT- [yar maoM hI qaI vah. vah Saayad ema ,e ,fa[nala kr rha qaa. yaUinavaisa-TI spoSala maoM vah BaI jaayaa krta qaa. vah raoja, ]sao doKta qaa¸ maIra BaI doKtI. daonaaoM kI AaMKoM k[- baar imalatIM. maIra jaba BaI AaMK ]zakr doKtI¸ ]sao ApnaI hI Aaor doKta patI. pr ifr vah BaI iktaba maoM caohra gaD,a dota AaOr maIra BaI Sarmaakr iKD,kI ko baahr doKnao lagatI. saala Bar [saI trh calata rha qaa. daonaaoM maoM iksaI nao BaI baat krnao kI phla nahIM kI. ifr ek baar baInaa nao ]sao kha qaa¸ "maIra¸ maora kja,na torI baD,I tarIÔ krta rhta hO."