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 "tumhara AiBanaya tao
bahut EaoYz hO¸ maIraÑ AaOr tuma SabdaoM pr nahIM¸
]nako Aqaao-M AaOr vyaMjanaa kI saarI saMBaavanaaAaoM kao
ApnaI maud`aAaoM maoM Aakar dokr AiBanaya krtI hao¸ [sako
ilae bahut ]va-r maistYk caaihe haota hO jaao ivarlaI hI
nat-ikyaaoM ko pasa haota hO. ijasma kI layaa%makta AaOr
maistYk kI ]va-rta ka eosaa saMgama khaM haota hO¸ maIraÑ
tumhoM tao saba CaoD,CaD, kr naR%ya maoM hI lagao rhnaa
caaihe." ifr jaba kRYNana nao pUCa qaa ik ]sakI
AgalaI prÔa^rmaoMsa khaM hao rhI hO tao maIra kao[- JaUz
ka prda daonaaoM ko baIca rK nahIM pa[- qaI. ijasa nat-kI
ko }Mcao Aasana pr kRYNana nao ]sao ibaza idyaa qaa¸
]sasao naIcao ]trkr baaolaI¸
"tumhoM @yaa lagata hO bahut vyast nat-kI hMU maOMÑ
hr raoja, ek sao dUsaro Sahr p`dSa-na donao kao BaagaI
ifrtI hMU. doKao¸ ek tao ihMdustanaI naR%ya maoM Éica
rKnao vaalao hI saIimat hOM¸ ifr ]sako ilae pOsaa Krcanaa
AaOr ifr ihMdustana sao kao[- BaI nat-kI yahaM p`dSa-na
donao kao Aanao ko ilae tOyaar haotI hOM. maorI baarI tao
bahut kama AatI hO AaOr ifr Apnao Aap jaakr Saao maaMganaa
mauJao sammaanajanak nahIM lagata.
"laoikna jaOsaa TolaoMT tumamaoM hOM¸ tumhoM
saamanao tao Aanaa hI caaihe , , ,K,Or¸ doKta hMU maOM
@yaa kr sakta hMU. kma sao kma yaUinavaisa-iTyaaoM maoM
tao Saao if@sa kra hI sakta hMU.
maIra caup rhI qaI laoikna
kRYNana ka ]%saah hI ]sakI ]mmaId bana rha qaa.
ek baar maIra nao ]sao CoD,a qaa¸ "yao saa[Msa ko
ska^lar kI naR%ya maoM [tnaI idlacaspI kOsao hao ga[-Æ"
kRYNana Baavauk hao ]za qaa¸ "jaanatI hao maorI maaM
BaI nat-kI qaI. skUla sao laaOTkr GaMTaoM maaM ka iryaaja,
doKa krta qaa laoikna vao prÔa^ma- nahIM krtI qaIM. tuma
jaOsaI saMudr nahIM hOM maorI maaM laoikna ]nako naR%ya ka
ËOF,T K,asaa pirp@va hO. ]nakao BaI bacapna sao hI SaaOk,
qaa. ]nakI maaOsaI nao hI mad`asa maoM naR%ya ka skUla BaI
Kaolaa huAa hO. maaM ka tao Kanadana hI nat-ikyaaoM sao
Bara hO. laoikna saca maoM vao nat-ikyaaM nahIM¸ basa
naacanaa saIKa huAa hO. vah ek trh sao SaadI kI
ir@vaayarmaoMT bana ga[- hO. laoikna maorI maaM saca maoM
AcCa naacatI hOM¸ isaÔ- ]naka ijasma BaarI hO. baT yaU
Aar prÔo@T¸ isaMplaI prÔo@T¸ maIraÑ
tIna idna lagaatar kRYNana
ko saaqa maoM hu[- baatoM AaOr ifr ivajaya ka saamanaa
krnao ka K,yaala baar–baar maIra kao baadlaaoM maoM
]D,akr vaapsa nyaUyaak- kI ja,maIna pr lao Aata. j,yaada
va@,t nahIM hO¸ maIra kao ABaI hI jaUJanaa hO [sa masalao
sao¸ kao[- hla inakalanaa hO. @yaa ivajaya kao saba kuC
bata donaa caaiheÆ @yaa tba ApraQa ka baaoJa hlka hao
jaaegaaÆ prMtu iksaI ko BaI saamanao kmaja,aor pD,naa¸
Apnao Aap kao ApraQaI GaaoiYat krnaa maIra kao kBaI
svaIkar nahIM qaa. ek Aa%maivaSvaasamaya KUbasaUrt
mauKaOTa banaae rKnaa tao yaaoM BaI svaBaava bana gayaa hO
]saka. yah Saayad ]sakI AiBanaya AaOr naR%yaklaa kI hI
dona qaI , , ,pr Aba ivajaya ko saamanao BaI ]sanao Kud
kao [sa trh poSa krnaa qaa ik jaOsao kuC huAa hI na hao.
na kao[- ApraQa Baava¸ na iksaI Aitir@t sauK ka AaBaasa.
saba kuC saamaanya. ekdma phlao jaOsaa – kBaI mana haota
ivajaya kao bata do¸ ]daridla ivajaya Saayad sahja $p
maoM svaIkar lao pr ifr maIra ko BaItr kI sajaga naarI
]sao saavaQaana kr dotI hO 'tU puÉYa svaBaava kao [tnaI
AcCI trh sao jaana–baUJakr yah ga,latI kOsao kr saktI hOÆ
AaOr batanao sao haogaa @yaa , , ,kRYNana sao kBaI ifr
imala panao kI saMBaavanaa BaI K,%ma , , ,' AaOr ]sakI
taik-k bauiw ]sao khtI hO 'jaao kuC BaI huAa bahut sahja
maanavaIya qaa , , ,naarI–puÉYa maoM ek bahut sahja
AakYa-Na jaao daonaaoM kI SaarIirk inakTta maoM prakaYza
pata hO¸ ]samaoM ga,lat @yaa hOÑ yao naIityaaM tao
samaaja kI banaa[-M hOM. ]nhoM maananaa yaa na maananaa
]saka Apnaa caunaava hO AaOr jaao nahIM maanatI tao ifr
AnaOitkta khaM rhIÑ AaOr jaba AnaOitk yaa Anauicat kuC
nahIM ikyaa tao ifr ivajaya kao laokr ApraQa–Baava
@yaaoM haoÑ ivajaya BaI tao ek puÉYa hO. Agar vah ]saka
pit hO tao @yaaÑ pit haonao maa~ sao kao[- tumharo
tna–mana ka pUra AiQakarI tao nahIM hao jaata AaOr Agar
iksaI Saas~ ko Anausaar hao BaI jaata hO tao ]sao maananao
kao maIra @yaaoM baaQya haoÆ Alaga–Alaga laaogaaoM nao
Alaga–Alaga baatoM khI hOM. maIra ]namaoM sao iksaI kao
BaI cauna saktI hO jaao ]sako mautaibak pD,o yaa ifr vah
Kud ko banaaeM inayamaaoM kao BaI cauna saktI hO' , ,
,sahsaa maIra Apnao Aap pr mauskra[- AaOr Kud sao kha¸
'jaInao ko ilae saca maoM baaOiwkta bahut ja,$rI haotI hO.
AadmaI Agar Kud ko ilae saaoca sako tao ]sao dUsaraoM ko
banaae inayama–AacaaraoM kao ekdma rÔadÔa kr sakta hO
AaOr ifr iksaI trh kI ga,latI yaa ApraQa ka Ahsaasa BaI
nahIM.' ]sanao Kud–ba–Kud ek nausKa banaayaa –
maanaisak saoht ko ilae sabasao baD,a ]pcaar hO baaOiwkta.
ifr ]sanao yah BaI saaoca
ilayaa ik Agar ]saka pirvaar maQyavaga- ka ihssaa haota
tao [sa naOitkta kI Satao-M sao yaaoM BaI baahr haotI vah.
hO tao naOitkta–vaOitkta saba maQyavagaI-ya caaocalao.
na inamna vaga- [nakI prvaah krta hO¸ na ]cca vaga-. saao
Aaja sao maIra nao Apnao Aapkao Apnao vaga- sao BaI
Aaja,ad ikyaa , , ,yaaoM BaI ]sako pit kI AmarIkI kmaa[-
]sao ihMdustana ko saMdBa- maoM ]cca vaga- maoM hI phMucaa
dotI hO.
laoikna @yaa saca maoM
maalaI halat badlanao sao vaga- badla jaata hOÆ vao saaro
saMskar¸ ijanakI Kurak, pOda haonao sao hI lagaatar
iplaa[- jaatI hO¸ vao tao Aba maaMsapoiSayaaoM tk maoM
Gausao hue hOM. vao kOsao calao jaaeMgaoÆ nahIM¸ maIra
kao Apnao vaga- sao }pr ]znaa hO , , ,JaUz–maUz kI
naOitkta AaOr saMskaraoM ko kbja,o lagaakr ]sao ija,MdgaI
ko sahja svacCMd p`vaah kao nahIM raoknaa. jaba ]sanao
nat-kI ka jaIvana caunaa qaa tBaI ]sakI maQyavagaI-ya
naOitkta daMva pr laga ga[- qaI. Saayad papa [saIilae ]sao
nat-kI nahIM¸ ek ekoDoimaiSayana banaanaa caahto qao¸
[MTlaO@cauAla banaanaa caahto qao. ivajaya sao ivavaah
maoM BaI Saayad papa kI sahmait [sailae qaI ik maIra ka
jaIvana ek baMQaI–baMQaa[- lakIr pr calanao lagaogaa¸
jahaM savaao-pirta maaM kI nahIM¸ ivajaya kI haogaI. pr
maIra kao iksaI ko BaI batae–idKae rasto pr nahIM
calanaa , , ,Apnaa rasta ]sao Kud ZMUZ,naa hO. laoikna [sa
ApnaI Kaoja maoM vah khIM baMT nahIM ga[-Æ phlao mammaI
AaOr papa ko baIca AaOr Aba ivajaya AaOr kRYNana ko baIca.
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