24 A@tUbar 2005

[tnaI ]tavalaI kI vajah sao maIra va@,t sao kuC phlao hI vaaolgaa phMuca ga[- qaI. kuC pla baahr KD,I rhI. Aanao–jaanao vaalao ]sa pr kutUhla kI naja,r Dalakr calao jaato. qaaoD,I dor baad ]sao ATpTa laganao lagaa AaOr vah pasa kI dukana ko Saao ivaMDao maoM saamaana doKnao lagaI jaOsao ik ABaI–ABaI dukana ko AMdr jaanao vaalaI hao. ]sao knaa^T Plaosa maoM phlao sao kuC j,yaada hI cahla–phla dIK rhI qaI , , ,saD,k pr skUTraoM¸ karaoM AaOr basaaoM ka kBaI na Éknao vaalaa Saaor banaa huAa qaa. maIra kBaI Saao–ivaMDao¸ kBaI saD,k kao doKnao lagatI , , ,krIba baIsa imanaT ko [Mtja,ar ko baad ko ,baI ,]sao ApnaI Aaor Aata idKa. ]sanao saamanao hI skUTr pak- ikyaa AaOr QaIro–QaIro calata ]sakI Aaor baZ,a. maIra ]sao QaImaa–QaImaa Aato hue doK baaola pD,I¸
"yahaM [Mtja,ar maoM maro jaa rho hOM AaOr Aap calao Aa rho hOM Kra-maa–Kra-maaÑ"
"Aaoh¸ saa^rIÑ , , ,calaao¸ AMdr calaoM."
vaaolgaa maoM jaba maoja, pr daonaaoM ek–dUsaro ko saamanao baOz gae tao Acaanak maIra kao lagaa ]sako pasa khnao kao kuC nahIM hO. kuC dor maoM cauPpI baD,I ATpTI laganao lagaI qaI¸ tba ko ,baI ,baaolaa qaa¸
"tao baaolaao¸ iksailae imalanaa caahtI qaIMÆ"
maIra kao jaOsao iksaI nao iJaMJaaoD,kr rK idyaa hao.
"maOM imalanaa caahtI qaIÑ tuma nahIMÆ"
"@yaaoM , , ,tumhIM nao tao baat kI qaI imalanao kI , , ,mauJao Aba imalakr @yaa laonaa hO , , ,Ñ"
ifr gahrI saaMsa CaoD,to hue ]sanao kha¸
"Aba @yaa Ôayada , , ,[T hTsa- maaor , , ,tumhara @yaa hO¸ tuma iKlavaaD, krko ifr cala daogaI , , ,Ñ"

maIra kao eosaI kao[- ]mmaId nahIM qaI. ]sao ekdma JaTka–saa lagaa , , ,ifr saMBalatI hu[- baaolaI¸
"Aa[- qaaT¸ vaI var ÍoMDsa."
[tnaa khto hI ekdma ibafr pD,a qaa ko ,baI ,.
"vaaT ÍoMDsa , , ,ÍoMDiSap iksa baat kIÆ , , ,@yaa tuma nakar saktI hao ik maoro–tumharo baIca ÍoMDiSap sao kuC j,yaada qaa , , ,tuma svaaqaI- hao¸ maIra¸ Gaaor svaaqaI-Ñ , , ,tumanao isaÔ- Apnaa laaBa saaocaa , , ,tumhoM eoSa–Aarama kI ija,MdgaI caaihe qaI , , ,tumharI jaOsaI laD,ikyaaoM ko ilae SaadI ka matlaba hI hO Aaramatlaba ija,MdgaI. [MsaanaI Pyaar ]sako saamanao kuC nahIM zhrta. K,Or¸ maOM tumasao kao[- igalao–iSakvao krnao nahIM Aayaa hMU , , ,naa} yaU hOva yaUAr Aaona laa[Ô¸ Aa[- hOva maa[-na , , ,"
ifr Apnao pr kabaU krta huAa baaolaa¸ "baaolaao¸ @yaa ipAaogaIÆ"
maIra kao caaoT lagaI qaI Aba. baD,I mauiSkla sao khnaa Sau$ ikyaa¸
"mauJao yahI Dr qaa¸ ko ,baI ,Ñ tuma [saI trh saaocato haoMgao , , ,pr saca bata}M hma kBaI BaI saaqa KuSa nahIM haoto. tuma tao mauJao samaUcaa caahto qao. tumharo ilae [vaOncauAlaI mauJao naaca–vaaca saba kuC CaoD,naa pD,ta , , ,vah saba maoro ilae saMBava nahIM qaa."
ko ,baI ,nao QaIro sao kha¸
"PlaIja, , , ,Aba [na baataoM ka @yaa ÔayadaÆ Aa[- DaoMT vaaMT Tu sTaT- Agaona d saoma Aaga-umaoMT."

maIra ko BaItr iktnao hI tUÔana ]zto–igarto rho , , ,pr jaba tk vaaolgaa sao ]zo¸ ko ,baI ,ko saaqa gauja,ra ek–ek xaNa ]sako ilae Asa( hao rha qaa. Apnao Aap pr gaussaa AaOr pCtavaa hao rha qaa – @yaaoM imalanao kI baat ]za[- ]sanaoÆ [tnaI naasamaJa @yaaoMkr hO vahÆ

ijana irStaoM pr raK igara dI ga[- hao¸ ]nhoM BaI @yaa kBaI laaOTa yaa jaa sakta hOÆ AaOr laaOTanaa iksailaeÆ , , ,Aaja Agar khIM ko ,baI ,laaOT BaI Aae ]sakI ijaM,dgaI maoM tao @yaa vah sauKI hao sakogaIÆ iktnaI hI nayaI ]laJanaoM nahIM KD,I hao jaaeMgaIÆ ]saka ivajaya , , ,kRYNana , , ,kOsao saMBaalaogaI yah saba , , ,AaOr ko ,baI ,ko saaqa yah SauÉAat isaÔ- kuC idna kI hI baat tao nahIM haogaI , , ,ek baar Sau$ haokr iksaI nae irSto kI ]laJanaoM nahIM pD,nao lagaoMgaIÆ ha} fuilaSa , , ,sTa^p [T¸ maIra , , ,AaOr maIra nao Apnao saaro AavaogaaoM pr ba`ok lagaa idyaa qaa. pr Aba jaao Gaava ko ,baI ,nao ikyaa qaa , , ,vah barsaaoM baad BaI ]Bar jaata hO tao maIra Apnao maoM khIM bahut gaih-t¸ bahut Apmaainat AaOr bahut CaoTaÀAaoCa mahsaUsa krtI hO.

tIna–caar idna baad jaba ivajaya Aa gayaa qaa tao maIra kao baohd raht imalaI qaI. mana kao tsallaI–saI BaI qaI ik ]saka SaadI ka ÔOsalaa khIM sahI qaa. ko ,baI ,isaÔ- ]sako cair~ ko inagaoiTva AMSaaoM pr faoksa ike hO¸ ivajaya eosaa nahIM. ivajaya maoM khIM j,yaada svaIkRit hO maIra ko vyai@t%va kI , , ,pr yahaM maIra Saayad Kud ]sakI ³ivajaya kI´ Aalaaocak banatI jaa rhI qaI , , ,nahIM¸ maIra ]sasao kBaI kuC khtI nahIM qaI , , ,pr ]saka hr e@Sana maIra kI inagaah sao sËUTnaa[ja, haota qaa , , ,pr iflahala ivajaya kao Cu+I qaI. ivajaya ]saka nahIM¸ kuC idna ko ilae Apnao Gar–pirvaar ka hO. maIra kI BaI BaUimaka badla ga[- hO. vah vyai@t maIra nahIM – ek Balao pirvaar kI bahU hO. isaÔ- dao hF,to ko ilae hI naaTk Kolaa jaanaa hO tao maIra @yaaoM na jaI–jaana lagaakr saflatapUva-k BaUimaka inaBaaeÑ , , ,isaÔ- yah Qyaana nahIM rhta ik [tnaI maohnat sao BaUimaka inaBaa rhI hO tao yahI BaUimaka hmaoSaa ko ilae ]saka kOro@Tr raola na bana jaae , , ,AaOr eosaa huAa BaI , , ,]sako vaapsa nyaUyaak- laaOT jaanao ko mahInaaoM baad hI jaba CaoTa dovar ema ,baI ,baI ,esa ,K,%ma krko ]nako pasa roija,DoMsaI krnao ko ilae calaa Aayaa qaa. saala Bar maIra–ivajaya ko saaqa hI Éka qaa. maIra ko ilae bahut kYT ko idna bana gae qao. ivajaya jahaM kovala Saama kao hI Gar Aata qaa¸ vahaM AMjana j,yaadatr Gar pr hI rhta. maIra kao ]sao idna maoM caar–baar maoja,–kusaI- pr ibazakr Kanaa hI nahIM iKlaanaa pD,ta¸ ]saka kmara¸ ibastr¸ kpD,o Qaaonao ko saaro kama inaBaanao pD,to. }pr sao ]sakI Ôrmaa[Sa haotI –
"BaaBaI¸ hmakao tao capatI idyaa kIijae. [na baaja,arI raoiTyaaoM sao ApnaI tsallaI nahIM haotI. na poT Barta hO¸ na naIyat."

]sakI ]pisqait maoM maIra ekdma baMQa ga[- qaI , , ,basa iksaI trh jaba vah iksaI kama sao Gar sao inaklata tBaI maIra kao caOna kI saaMsa imalatI. AMjana Saayad Gar maoM sabasao CaoTa qaa yaa @yaa , , ,iksaI nao ]sao kBaI iksaI trh ka daiya%va idyaa kI nahIM. yahaM BaI yahI ]mmaId krta qaa ik ]sakI doKBaala kI jaae. maIra kao idna Bar ]sakI AaOr Gar kI doKBaala ko ilae Baaga–daOD, bahut sahja lagatI qaI AMjana kao. kh dota qaa¸
"BaaBaI¸ KUba kama krnaa pD,ta hO Aapkao , , ,pr AcCa hI hO vanaa- ibanaa kama ko AadmaI baaor BaI tao hao jaata hO. ifr Gar ka kama Aap nahIM kroMgaI tao AaOr kaOna krogaaÆ"

yaaoM maIra ko pasa hF,to maoM ek baar saÔa[- krnao vaalaI ek AaOrt BaI AatI qaI. AMjana kao jaba pta lagaa ik maIra ]sao saat Dalar ek GaMTo ko ilae dotI hO tao ]sanao Aapi<a kI qaI¸
"[tnaa mahMgaa hO yahaMÑ Aap Kud @yaaoM nahIM kr laotIM , , ,Æ kao[- j,yaada tao nahIM saÔa[- ka kamaÑ"
pr ]sanao Kud madd krnao ka savaala kBaI nahIM ]zayaa.