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1 navaMbar 2005

idnaBar e@saa[ToD rhI qaI maIra. Saama kao ivajaya nao batayaa tao ]sanao kao[- ]%saah nahIM jatayaa. maIra proSaana haokr  baaolaI¸ "tuma kuC kh nahIM rho¸ ivajaya , , ,Æ"
tba baD,I Ék–Ékkr ivajaya nao kha qaa¸ "yaaoM tao maOM tumhoM kBaI BaI raoknaa nahIM caahta , , ,pr Aba jabaik bahna jaI–jaIjaa jaI ka pirvaar yahaM hO , , ,@yaa [tnao idna ko ilae ]nhoM Acaanak CaoD,kr calao jaanaa zIk rhogaaÆ"
"tao ]samaoM @yaa hO , , ,vao kao[- dao–caar idna ko ilae qaaoD,I hI Aae hOM , , ,]nhoM tao mahInaaoM Éknaa hO. Agar maOM baIca maoM , , ,"
maIra ApnaI baat pUrI nahIM kr pa[- qaI ik ivajaya baaola pD,a qaa¸ "yaaoM tuma jaOsaa zIk samaJatI hao vahI krao , , ,pr mauJao tumhara calao jaanaa jaMcata nahIM. paosTpaona krvaa dao Saao , , ,vao tao kBaI BaI hao sakto hO AaOr Agar nahIM BaI ikyaa tao iktnaa Ôk- pD, jaaegaa , , ,irhsa-laaoM ko ilae BaI tao jaaAaogaI , , ,[tnaa va@,t haogaa , , ,Æ"

yaanaI ik ivajaya nahIM caahta ik vah Gar ko daiya%va sao bacakr khIM Baaga jaae.
baaolaI¸ "Saao tao K,Or paosTpaona nahIM hao sakto , , ,vaaiYa-k ]%sava ko isalaisalao maoM hOM. pr K,Or¸ maOM ]nakao manaa kr dMUgaI."
Agalao idna ]sanao kRYNana kao Ôaona krko batayaa ik vah nahIM jaa sakogaI tao ]sao ivaSvaasa hI nahIM huAa qaa.
"ha} kOna yaU DU dOT¸ maIraÑ maohmaana tao Aato–jaato rhto hOM , , ,]sako ilae kama nahIM CaoD,a jaata. @yaa ivajaya naaOkrI pr nahIM jaataÆ ifr tumasao @yaa ]mmaId kI jaatI hO , , ,"
"maora kama kama nahIM maanaa jaata na¸ isaÔ- ek SaaOk, kI trh doKa jaata hO , , ,Aa[- ema naaOT d ba`oD Ana-r , , ,"
"dOT vaa^T , , ,isaÔ- pOsaa kmaanao sao kama maoM gaMBaIrta nahIM Aa jaatIÑ ja,$rI yah hO ik tuma Kud Apnao Aap kao iktnaI gaMBaIrta sao laotI hao , , ,jaba tk tuma Kud hI Apnao naR%ya kao mah%va nahIM daogaI¸ tba tk AaOraoM sao kOsao ]mmaId kr saktI haoÆ yaU masT AsaT- yaUAr ra[T."
"pr [sa baar , , ,isaÔ- [sa baar tao maaÔ hI kr dao , , ,ApnaI vajah sao iksaI trh ka tnaava nahIM caahtI maOM."
"yah @yaa hao rha hO tumhoM¸ maIraÆ tuma QaIro–QaIro ApnaI saarI Aga`oisavanaosa KaotI jaa rhI hao , , ,[tnaI mauiSkla sao daonaaoM Saao if@sa krvaae qao maOMnao , , ,Aba ifr pta nahIM kba maaOka lagaogaa."
"maOM jaanatI hMU¸ kRYNana , , ,samaJatI hMU tumharI mauiSkla , , ,baT Aa[- ema holplaosa PlaIja,¸ e@sa@yaUja, maIÑ"

maIra kI Aavaaja, Bara- ga[-. ]sanao Ôaona rK idyaa qaa. Acaanak ]sao ivajaya pr KUba tIKa gaussaa Aayaa. mana huAa ik dF,tr maoM hI ]sao Ôaona krko kh do ik yah ]sakI bahut j,yaadtI hO AaOr maIra tao vaosTkaosT jaaegaI , , ,ifr sahsaa K,yaala Aa gayaa ik ivajaya tao baocaara Kud hI majabaUr hO , , ,vah ja,aor dogaI tao ivajaya Saayad jaanao BaI dogaa , , ,pr ifr Gar ka saara baaoJa ]saI pr pD, jaaegaa , , ,Aajakla yaaoM BaI SaamaaoM kao BaI Aarama nahIM imalata , , ,]sakI $TIna ekdma TUT ga[- hO. phlao saMgaIt vagaOrh sao Kud kao bahlaa laota , , ,Aba tao yaaoM hI majailasa lagaI haotI hO Gar maoM. Agar kao[- rokaD- lagaa idyaa ivajaya nao tao jaIjaajaI kh Dalato¸ "idnaBar [Mtja,ar krnao ko baad tao Gar Aae hao , , ,hmaaro saaqa baOzkr kuC gap–Sap maarao , , ,yao @yaa TMU–TaM lagaa doto haoÑ"

ivajaya nao mauD,kr kBaI saMgaIt nahIM lagaayaa , , ,pr ApnaI ÉTIna ka ivajaya [tnaa AadI hO ik ]sasao ja,ra–sao TUTnao sao vah baD,a Asvasqa–saa hao jaata hO AaOr maIra [sao mahsaUsa kr rhI qaI , , ,ivajaya ka saaonaa–jaaganaa¸ Kanaa–pcaanaa saba kuC GaD,I kI sau[yaaoM ko saaqa baMQaa rhta qaa. ek AaOr pUra pirvaar Gar maoM basa jaanao sao kuC na kuC ÉTIna tao ibagaD,I hI qaI , , ,Kanao maoM ek–dao idna dor hao ga[-¸ Gar pr ihMdustanaI tlaa huAa Kanaa j,yaada bana rha qaa. ivajaya ka poT [saI vajah sao K,raba cala rha qaa , , ,kBaI sardd- kI iSakayat krta¸ kBaI qakana kI. maIra kao lagaa iflahala ]sao ApnaI iSakayatoM sqaigat kr donaI caaihe.

pr ifr BaI maIra ko ilae ivajaya kI bahna jaI kao sahnaa baohd kYTkr qaa. raoja, manaatI ik jaIjaa jaI kao iksaI trh jaldI naaOkrI lagao tao kao[- Apnaa Alaga izkanaa banaaeM.
paMca–C: hF,to baad kRYNana ka ifr Ôaona Aayaa qaa. bahut ]%saaiht qaa.
"maIra¸ nyaU jasaI- maoM saunaa hO ek maMidr ka ]d\GaaTna hO. maoro ek ima~ nao ]sako ilae baD,I rkma dI qaI , , ,vahaM naacanaa psaMd kraogaIÆ"
"khaM maMidr maoM , , ,maMidr ko AaMgana maoMÆ"
"haM¸ Saayad AaMgana maoM hI."
"ibalakula k$MgaI , , ,ja,$r k$MgaIÑ kba hOÆ"
AaOr tBaI maIra kao Qyaana Aayaa ik ]sakI badlaI pirisqait ka.
"pr kRYNana¸ va@,t khaM imalaogaa , , ,maOMnao naaOkrI Sau$ kr dI hO."
"naaOkrI , , ,kOsaI naaOkrIÆ"
"haM kRYNana , , ,bahut baocaOna hao jaatI qaI Gar pr , , ,[sa bahanao kma sao kma Gar sao baahr tao inakla jaatI hMU."
"laoikna @yaa kamaÆ , , ,kOsaa kamaÆ"
"kama @yaa , , ,vahI dF,tr kI naaOkrI , , ,maOnaojamaoMT enaailasT ka kama krtI hMU."
"tuma AaOr enaailasT , , ,Ñ"
"basa¸ pIeca ,DI ,ko baUto pr tu@ka laga gayaa , , ,pr ABaI sao baaoiryat hao rhI hO. maoro mana ka kama nahIM hO , , ,bajaT enaailaisasa krao baOzkr¸ pr k$M BaI @yaa , , ,iksaI yaUinavaisa-TI–ka^laoja maoM tao kama imalanao ko Aasaar hI nahIM dIKto , , ,kuC na kuC tao krnaa hI hO naÑ"
"maIra , , ,Ñ" khkr kRYNana caup rha qaa.
"kuC kha tumanao¸ kRYNanaÆ"
"maIra , , ,tumharI Aavaaja, [tnaI bauJaI–bauJaI–saI @yaaoM hOÆ"
"kuC nahIM , , ,yaaoM hI qak ga[- hMU. naaO sao paMca kama krnao kI Aadt nahIM , , ,ifr Gar pr bahnajaI vagaOrh BaI Aae hue hOM."
"maIra , , ,Ñ" ifr cauPpI.
"baaolaao , , ,"
"tuma KuSa nahIM hao na , , ,Æ"
"hM } , , ,] , , ,"
"tumasao maulaak,at hao saktI hOÆ , , ,mauJao Agalao hFto nyaUyaak- Aanaa hO."
"phMucakr Ôaona krnaa , , ,maoro dF,tr ka naMbar ilaK laao."

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