9 A@tUbar 2005

rama maoM ekaga`ta hO. ]nhaoMnao jaIvana ko inayaimat bahava kao banaae rKnao vaalaI mayaa-da kao caunaa , , ,[saI sao AyaaoQyaa laaOT Aae. rama ko p`vaasa ko kuC maQaur xaNa BaI rho haoMgao laoikna j,yaadatr kYT hI Jaolaa AaOr AMtt: ]nhoM sauK imalaa qaa laaOTkr pirjanaaoM ko baIca. pr saca maoM vah sauK rama ka hI qaa yaa ik AyaaoQyaavaaisayaaoM ka , , ,rama kao tao laaOTnao ka maUlya caukanaa pD,a qaa AaOr vah rama nao saIta kI baila dokr caukayaa qaa. hr laaOTnao ka maUlya Saayad caukanaa hI pD,ta hO. paMDvaaoM ko BaI laaOTnao ka maUlya mahaBaart qaa– sava-saMhark mahaBaart. kRYNa laaOTo hI nahIM¸ saOlaanaI kI trh GaUmato rho , , ,vaRMdavanavaalaaoM kI saaoca maoM kRYNa p`vaasaI bana gae qao pr kRYNa iTko khaMÑ naato jaaoD,o , , ,taoD,o , , ,ifr vahI Akolao ko Akolao¸ duinayaa CaoD,I tao inapT Akolao qao kRYNa. 

]sa ÍoMca daSa-inak dokat- nao zIk hI kha hO na – "jaba kao[- Apnao doSa sao bahut Arsao tk baahr rhta hO tao Apnao hI doSa maoM ivadoSaI bana jaata hO." hr p`vaasaI Apnao hI doSa maoM tao imasaifT hao jaata hO – na [Qar ka¸ na ]Qar ka. ifr BaI laaOT jaanao kI kBaI na imaTnao vaalaI caahÑ Akolaa hao jaanaa iktnaa BayaMkr haota hOÑ kRYNa Agar vaRMdavana laaOTo haoto tao @yaa eosaI hI AkolaI ]dasa maaOt haotI laoikna tba Saayad kuC AaOr maUlya caukanaa pD,ta. daonaaoM hI isqaityaaoM maoM Kaonaa AaOr panaa saaqa–saaqa hO , , ,tba , , ,tba @yaa baat isaÔ- caunaava kI hOÑ pr @yaa caunaava ka caunaava [Msaana ko haqa maoM hOÆ kuC pirisqaityaaM¸ kuC AMd$naI majabaUiryaaM¸ kuC baahrI taktaoM ko Kola , , ,kuC Agar laaOT BaI jaato tao @yaa raQaa [Mtja,ar maoM hI baOzI haotIÆ pirvaar–samaaja nao @yaa ]sao iksaI AaOr puÉYa ko hvaalao na kr idyaa haotaÆ tba @yaa ifr sao ]na gaaoipyaaoM ko saaqa Alamast ËID,aeM Sau$ hao saktI qaIMÆ

hr laaOTnao ka }prI caohra AsalaI caohro sao Ôk- haota hO. }prI caohra haota hO imaza[yaaoM kI imazasa sao rsaI–basaI AaOr dIpaoM kI raoSainayaaoM sao iJalaimalaatI dIpavalaI AaOr AsalaI caohra haota hO mahaBaart yaa iksaI saIta ka bailadana yaa iksaI kailadasa kI maillaka ko p`tIxaa maoM qako inarIh AaOr ]dasa jaIvana ka kaOiD,yaaoM ko maaola huAa samaJaaOta.

]sako Baart laaOTnao pr BaI tao mamaI–papa nao dIvaalaI manaa DalaI qaI. vah phMucaI BaI dIpavalaI ko zIk dao idna phlao qaI. maaM nao duinayaa Bar ko ima~aoM–irStodaraoM maoM iZMZ,aora pITa huAa qaa ik maIra Aa[- hO. kBaI iksaI ko yahaM jaa rho hOM yaa kao[- Gar pr Aa rha hO imalanao , , ,basa yahI lagaa rhta hO AaOr saaqa–saaqa calato rhto qao caaya ko daOr , , ,gaulaabajaamauna AaOr rsagaullaaoM ko ksaaoro¸ baÔI-¸ itlabauggao AaOr gajak sao sajaI PlaoToM. navaMbar kI gaunagaunaI QaUp maoM mamaI baahr laa^na maoM kusaI- AaOr caarpa[- inaklavaa dotIM. baarh bajao tk mamaI ka ka^laoja K,%ma hao jaata qaa. daophroM QaUp saoMkto hue daostaoM–irStdaraoM ko saaqa gaPpaoM maoM hI gauja,rtIM.

laoikna ]sako baad BaItr ko kmaro KUba zMDo¸ AMQaoro AaOr saUnao–sao lagato. saca maoM khIM bahut saUnaapna Bar gayaa qaa ]na dIvaaraoM maoM , , ,papa kI AaMKaoM ko naIcao gahro kalao gaZ\Zo ]Bar Aae qao. mamaI–papa kI AapsaI baatcaIt AaOr BaI kma hao ga[- qaI. daonaaoM nao ek–dUsaro kI hstI sao Kud kao baoja,ar kr ilayaa qaa. daonaaoM Alaga–Alaga kmaraoM maoM saaoto qao. papa kao idla kI tklaIÔ qaI¸ vao naIcao hI saaooto. mamaI ka kmara }pr qaa. maIra maaM ko hI kmaro maoM saaotI. jaba maIra Aa[- hI qaI tao papa nao ]sao galao lagaato kha qaa – "toro ibanaa yah Gar K,%ma hao gayaa hO." maIra nao papa kI AaMKaoM ka gaIlaapna AaOr ]nako haqaaoM kI kMpkMpahT kao ek saaqa mahsaUsa ikyaa qaa. Saama kao hI papa Gar pr Aato qao jabaik maIra iksaI naR%ya prÔa^rmaoMsa yaa iksaI dUsaro p`yaaoga ko ilae sahoilayaaoM ko saaqa Gar sao inaklanao vaalaI haotI. ek idna papa baaola hI pD,o qao¸ "qaaoD,a maoro pasa BaI baOz jaayaa kr¸ baoToÑ pta nahIM AgalaI baar tU AaegaI tao rhMU na rhMU."
"papa¸ PlaIja, , , ,eosaI baat mat kha kIijae." maIra ko BaItr CTpTahT–saI hu[- qaI. [tnaI dUr rhkr vah ]nakI kuC madd BaI tao nahIM kr saktI.

papa rat kao Aksar @laba AaOr paiT-yaaoM ko baad dor sao laaOTto. tba papa ko maMuh sao Saraba kI sa#,t gaMQa Aa rhI haotI. Aksar rat kao papa ko Gar maoM Aanao kI Aavaaja, sao vah jaga jaatI¸ ifr kuC AaOr Aavaaja,oM AatIM AaOr maIra hD,baD,akr naIcao phMuca jaatI. naIcao papa dIvaar ka sahara ilae KD,o haoto AaOr ja,aor–ja,aor sao maMuh sao hvaa inakala rho haoto. phlaI baar papa kao eosaI halat maoM doK bahut Dr ga[- qaI maIra. papa nao kha qaa¸ "kuC nahIM¸ ja,ra gaOsa kI tk,laIÔ hO. [sa trh maMuh sao inakalakr kuC raht imalatI hO."
"papa¸ Da^@Tr kao baulaa dMUÆ"
"nahIM¸ ABaI zIk hao jaa}Mgaa , , ,Kanaa kuC j,yaada Kayaa gayaa qaa."

papa jaba tk zIk nahIM mahsaUsa krto¸ maIra vahIM KD,I rhtI. ifr papa kpD,o badlanao baaqa$ma maoM calao jaato AaOr maIra DrI–sahmaI AMQaoro maoM baZ,tI iksaI BayaMkr dudo-va kI prCa[-M kao doKtI ibastr maoM Aakr gauzlaI bana pD,I rhtI.

@yaa ]sao laaOT nahIM Aanaa caaiheÆ mamaI–papa ko pasa , , ,vao kuC khoMgao nahIM laoikna maIra kI [sa Gar maoM baohd ja,$rt hO. pr iktnaa Anahaonaa–saa lagata hO ivajaya ko baga,Or yahaM Aakr iTk jaanaa. sabasao phlao tao Kud ]sako mamaI–papa hI nahIM maanaoMgao. SaadI ko baad Balaa kao[- saaoca sakta hO [sa trh laaOT Aanaa¸ iksa trh baMT ga[- hO ija,MdgaI yahaM AaOr vahaM ko baIca.

kuC idnaaoM ko ilae maIra mad`asa calaI ga[- qaI naR%yaao%sava maoM Baaga laonao. laaOTkr idllaI Aa[- tao hF,to Bar baad ivajaya BaI Aa gayaa qaa tao hF,to kI Cu+I laokr. maIra tba sasaurala calaI Aa[- qaI.
maaM ko pasa ]tnaI ehityaat maoM plaI maIra K,asa qaI – ek ivaiSaYT vyai@t qaI pr sasaurala maoM phMucakr vah Aama hao jaatI qaI AaOr Aama AadmaI nahIM bailk Aama AaOrt @yaaoMik Aama AaOrt kI isqait Aama AadmaI sao badtr haotI hO. maIra ka vyai@tgat dSa-na¸ ]sako svatM~ inajaI ivacaar ka^manasaoMsa AaOr naairyaaoicat vyavahar kI tulaa pr taolao jaato. yaaoM maIra vahaM isaÔ- kama kI baat baaolatI qaI ijasako ilae ]sao dao trh kI iTPpiNayaaM saunanao kao imalatIM¸ saasa ko SabdaoM maoM – "bahU bahut saIQaI AaOr AcCI hO¸ kBaI Aagao baaolatI nahIM." yaa baD,I nanad ko SabdaoM maoM – "GamaMDI hO¸ KUba samaJatI hO Kud kao , , ,hmasao baat krko raja,I nahIM , , ,pIeca ,DI ,kr laI hO na¸ iksaI kao Gaasa nahIM DalatI."