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maIra sao Aagao kuC nahIM kha gayaa. ]sakI isqait @yaa maa~ ek Aakismak duGa-Tnaa hO yaa ik 'Aa^nagaao[Mga irlaoSanaiSapĆ @yaa maIra ko hk maoM hOM [sao duGa-Tnaa maa~ banao rhnao donaaĆ zIk hO¸ vah Aba AaOr kRYNana sao nahIM imalaogaI.
Agalao idna ]sanao ivajaya sao kha qaa¸ "tuma kh rho qao na ik ihMdustana Cu+I manaa Aa}M , , ,Aaja ipllaO jaI ka mad`asa sao K,t Aayaa hO¸ vao mauJao pd\ma isaKanao kao tOyaar hOM. mamaI–papa BaI tao iktnaa imasa kr rho hOM. jaba sao yahaM Aa[- hMU ek baar BaI laaOTI nahIM , , ,Aa[- ema iryalaI imaisaMga [MiDyaa , , ,tuma ek–dao mahInao tao Apnaa Qyaana rK hI sakto hao , , ,"
"zIk kh rhI hao , , ,maOM BaI jaanaa caahta hMU , , ,tuma DoZ,–dao mahInao rh laao vahaM¸ ifr maOM BaI tumhoM jvaa[na kr laMUgaa. hma tao zhro vaik-Mga @laasa ko laaoga , , ,dao hF,to sao j,yaada kI Cu+I kI saaoca BaI nahIM sakto. AcCa hO tuma tao dIvaalaI idllaI maoM hI manaanaa."
ihMdustana sao laaOTI qaI tao manaa krnao ko baavajaUd kRYNana ]sasao imalanao nyaUyaak- hI calaa Aayaa qaa.
"[sa trh kba tk calaogaaĆ" ]sanao kRYNana sao kha qaa.
"maOM nahIM rh sakta tumharo ibanaa." kRYNana nao ]sako vaxa sao Apnaa caohra saTakr kha qaa. maIra ko pasa javaaba nahIM qaa [saka. vah ifr baaolaa qaa¸ "maIra¸ mauJasao SaadI kraogaIĆ"
maIra caup hI rhI qaI. ifr kuC dor baad kha qaa¸ "maOMnao kha qaa na tuma maorI ijaM,dgaI kI fOMTosaI hao¸ yaqaaqa- nahIM bana sakto."
"pr @yaaoMĆ maIra¸ @yaaoM yaqaaqa- nahIM bana saktoĆ hma daonaaoM ko hI haqa maoM hOM saba , , ,"
"tumharo ilae Saayad kao[- baMidSa nahIM , , ,pr maOM tao baMQaI hMU."
"pr baMQana taoD, BaI tao saktI hao tumaĆ"
"baMQana taoD,naa kao[- Aasaana tao nahIM , , ,ifr ek baMQana kao taoD,kr dUsaro vaOsao hI baMQana maoM baMQa jaanao kI BaI tao tuk nahIM."
"@yaaĆ" kRYNana htp`Ba rh gayaa qaa.
"haM¸ kRYNana¸ baMQana tBaI taoD,tI na Agar ivajaya ko saaqa naaKuSa haotI , , ,pr ivajaya ko saaqa maora jaIvana ekdma saMtuilat¸ samasyaa–riht¸ sahja $p maoM cala rha hO. ]samaoM tumharI vajah sao @yaaoM raoD,o ATka}MĆ saaocaao¸ kRYNana , , ,tumhoM AaiK,r iktnaa jaanatI hMU , , ,ek p`omaI ko $p maoM tuma baohd sauKkr hao , , ,pr ek pit ko $p maoM , , ,"
kRYNana jaOsao caaoT Kae hue baaolaa qaa¸ "pit AaOr p`omaI maoM @yaa [tnaa Ôk- haota hOĆ"
"haota hO AaOr nahIM BaI. pit AaOr p`omaI kuC dor ko ilae ek BaI hao sakto hOM¸ pr [na d laaMga rna daonaaoM kao Alaga–Alaga haonaa hI pD,ta hO. pit banakr p`omaI p`omaI nahIM rh jaata. yaaoM AMtt: hr p`omaI pit banakr hI rhta hO. maora matlaba eTITyaUD\sa maoM. AaOr pit p`omaI banakr BaI maUlat: pit hI rhta hO."
"laoikna maIra , , ,maOM tumhoM Pyaar krta hUM tumasao SaadI krnaa caahta hUM , , ,maooro ilae tumhara yah flasaÔa ekdma baokar hO."
"zIk hO¸ hma flasaÔa nahIM JaaD,oMgao , , ,tuma isaÔ- Pyaar krao." AaOr maIra ka samaUcaa ka samaUcaa badna kRYNana ko fOlao hue ijasma pr iCtr gayaa qaa.
"kRYNana¸ jaba tuma mauJao SaadI ko ibanaa hI pUra ka pUra pa sakto hao¸ tba SaadI iksailaeĆ"
"yao panaa kao[- panaa nahIM. iCp–iCpkr , , ,kuCok GaMTo , , ,AaOr ifr idnaaoMidna saUrt tk nahIM idKtI , , ,"

AaOr maIra saaoca rhI qaI ik kRYNana iktnaa AakYa-k pr iktnaa Baaolaa AaOr Baavauk hO. vah ]sao iktnaa BaI Pyaar krtI hao¸ ivajaya kao CaoD,naa kOsao saMBava hao sakta hO ]sako ilae , , ,ifr ivajaya iksaI zaosa ja,maIna kI trh hO ijasako saharo KD,I vah Kud BaI maja,baUt banaI rhogaI. ek baar maja,baUt naIMva sao pOr hTa ilae tao ifr jaanao khaM–khaM bah jaaegaI vah.

pr yah maja,baUt naIMva hO @yaa – ivajaya yaa ]saka QanaĆ ]saka karaobaar , , ,Ć AaOr yah karaobaar BaI tao ]sa QaUp–CaMhI Claavao BarI baaja,a$ AaOrt–saa hO jaao lagaatar ivajaya kao Barmaae rKtI hO. }pr–naIcao ijaQar–ijaQar BaagatI hO¸ ]saI ko pICo–pICo ivajaya BaI , , ,sTak maako-T }pr tao ivajaya BaI , , ,baaja,ar naIcao tao , , ,ivajaya ko maUD\sa ]sa saaOtna ko maUD\sa ko saaqa–saaqa hI ]zto–igarto–badlato hOM , , ,AaOr @yaa kRYNana nao ]sao SarIr ka hI sauK idyaa hO , , ,@yaa vah saba nahIM idyaa jaao ivajaya nahIM do pataĆ ek ga,ma- laavao–saa tpta huAa Pyaar , , ,iknaaraoM kao taoD, bah jaanao vaalaa BaavaaoM ka Aavaoga¸ sapI-laI rissayaaoM kI trh jakD, laonao vaalaI ]_ama caah , , ,pr yao saba tao SarIr–sauK sao hI nahI jauD,o hue.

pr nahIM , , ,[tnaa hI nahIM , , ,kRYNana ko ibanaa ]saka naR%ya mar jaaegaa , , ,kRYNana ]sakI p`orNaa hO , , ,]sako idmaaga,¸ idla AaOr ijasma , , ,hr khIM hrkt pOda krnao vaalaa kRYNana , , ,]sako ija,Mda haonao ka pyaa-ya banata jaa rha hO , , ,nahIM¸ [tnaa nahIM hao sakta , , ,[sa trh ]sakI ijaM,dgaI pr Ca nahIM sakta kRYNana , , ,pr vah Saayad AvaSyaMBaavaI hO , , ,@yaa vah [sao GaTnao sao raok saktI hOĆ Saayad raok saktI hO , , ,pr @yaa , , ,@yaa [sakI kaoiSaSa Bar krnao ijatnaI ivala pa^var hO ]samaoMĆ pr ivala pa^var @yaaoM , , ,iksailae , , ,ivajaya zaosa QartI pr hO , , ,haogaa , , ,pr @yaa ivajaya nao ]sao ek pZ,o hue AK,baar kI trh ek kaonao maoM nahIM CaoD, idyaaĆ

Apnao Wara lagaae gae ivajaya pr [sa Aaraop sao maIra kao Kud hI dhSat–saI hu[-. pr hr SaadISauda AaOrt ka yahI hEa tao haota hO , , ,haota hO tao huAa kro , , ,pr maIra ko saaqa eosaa @yaaoM haoĆ AaOr ]sako saaqa eosaa haonaa hO tao ifr ivajaya ko saaqa BaI eosaa hI hao , , ,puÉYa @yaaoM ]sa inayait sao bacaa rhoĆ ]sakI pUjaa hI @yaaoM haotI rhoĆ ]sao yaad hO SaadI ko baad phlaI krvaacaaOqa pr saasa nao va`t krnao kI ihdayat BaojaI qaI , , ,]sanao tba kr ilayaa qaa , , ,pr mauD,kr dubaara nahIM rK sakI. mana ivad`aoh krta qaa. jaba p%naI kI khIM pUjaa nahIM haotI tao pit kI @yaaoM haoĆ hr trh sao AaOrt kao gaaONa saaibat krnao vaalao irvaaja,aoM kao vah @yaaoMkr maanatI calaoĆ ihMdustana sao laaOTnao ko C: mahInao baad hI ivajaya ka Baa[- AMjana AaOr ifr ]sakI bahna pirvaar saiht nyaUyaak- Aa gae qao. maIra pUrI trh sao Gar–pirvaar maoM ilabaD, ga[- qaI.

]nhIM idnaaoM kRYNana nao Ôaona ikyaa qaa– vaosTkaosT pr ]sanao maIra ko dao naR%ya–p`dSa-na p@ko ike hOM. maIra ko pOraoM maoM Acaanak iqarkna Bar ga[-. lagaBaga ]Clato hue ]sanao savaalaaoM kI JaD,I lagaa dI – kba ko Saao hOM , , ,kaOna sao Sahr maoM , , ,kaOna sao iqayaoTr maoM , , ,iksasao baat krnaI haogaI , , ,saaija,MdaoM ka @yaa ihsaaba haogaa , , ,iktnaI dor ko Saao haonao caaihe , , ,AaOr kRYNana ]sao Alaga–Alaga naama–pto ilaKvaata rha.

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